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I have the feeling that you will take your own life in the next 2-3 years because of the world view you have revealed on this blog so far. And I also have the feeling that nobody will miss you because you are a lonely, unlovable person which is further proven by you being alone on christmas.

You had sent me these and other messages on Christmas Eve, and now I could speculate on what this says about you as a person or why, as an anonymous individual on the internet, I seem to play such a significant role in your life that you take the time on such a day to send multiple messages of this nature to me. You could be surrounding yourself with much more positive thoughts and activities on a day like this, yet I will refrain from delving into such reflections. I will not further address these or the other messages, as they are not worth my time.

In that spirit, I wish you joyous holidays with your family or those close to you and hope you have been able to release whatever burdened you with this message.

Desire

The warmest flames of deep desire

accompany my saddend soul;

Never thought it'd catch a fire

too powerful for my control.

by Weltenasche.

Do you have someone special in your life right now? Some of your poems give me the idea that you've lost something. Your calligraphy is beautiful too.

"Someone special" - I think you need to be more specific for me to really answer that.

Understandably, I write a lot about loss and love, which are probably the main themes in my poems; And the two "fortunately" go hand in hand quite often.

Thank you for the compliment on my calligraphy.

Einsamkeit

Und doch, obwohl sie niemand sieht

wie der Mensch, der sie hasst und hält

die Einsamkeit ist nicht allein in dieser Welt

wenn auch ein jeder vor ihr flieht;

Aber, wer kennt sie schon

wenn jedes Auge sich verschließt

und außer Trauer

nur noch Hass im Blute fließt?

Ein jeder, der jemals hat geliebt;

ein jeder, der sein Herz noch von sich gibt.

Denn Einsamkeit ist Liebe

in blutsverwandter Form

Liebe ist die Rose

Einsamkeit ihr Dorn.

- by Weltenasche. 

Tränen

Leicht gedrungene Röte im Gesicht

Alkohol, der durch warme Wangen spricht

Kleinste Tränen - so schwer im Gewicht,

dass selbst der kalte Boden unter ihrem 

Aufprall bricht. 

- by Weltenasche.

Momente der Nacht

Einst

in stiller Nacht

versunken,

fand ich müde

und ganz trunken

Deine Hand

auf meiner vor

und es war

als ich den Schmerz verlor.

Deine Berührung

sie wärmte wie ein Sonnenschein

und dein Herzschlag

er schien nur mein zu sein.

Beruhigt und befreit

verfolgte ich den Rhythmus deines Atems,

dem ich immer wieder lauschte

während meines Wartens;

auf Träume, die ich längst erlebte,

wenn mein Herz an deinem bebte.

Diese Nähe

ließ mich Geborgenheit kennen

fühlte sich an

wie durch nichts zu trennen.

Und nicht nur sie

wünschte endlos zu sein

denn die Liebe

ließ sie damit nicht allein.

- by Weltenasche.

You write beautiful poetry, you are good looking, athletic, have abs, are intelligent and can express yourself beautifully. What's the catch? Why are you single?

I've never shared anything about my relationship status here; intentionally, by the way, as it only leads to strange questions or messages.

I guess the catch would be that my flirting game involves me sending cat memes and that's it.

I admire your perspective and the way you explain things. I've been interested in what your opinion is on drugs for a while. Would you please share it with us?

Thank you. And of course I can give my view on that.

I think that drugs can be an important resource and asset in certain areas; for example, in the medical field for the treatment of mental illness, where I think they have been underutilized. But also apart from the medical field, they are of great importance in areas of research and art, for example.

Moving away from the above uses, they are of course also an option for personal use cases, but this is a much more difficult topic.

Drug use apart from tobacco and alcohol is still a highly stigmatized topic and I find it strange that we allow certain drugs while banning others. In my opinion, people should be allowed to decide for themselves which substances to consume and which to avoid; but this idea arises from my point of view and I am a person who gives a lot of thought and does not rush into anything. This cannot be said about all people.

I think it's important to look at the effect profile, your circumstances and the drug itself before you use it. It is also essential to be able to look at and analyze oneself in a reflective way. In summary, one must have a certain foresight and respect for the effects. However, this is not only true for drugs, but also for medications of all kinds.

I also think what many people forget is that the body can only feel so much and certain drugs, like strong opiates, can push the body to its maximum emotional limit. Think about your first time walking in the rain, your first kiss, your first time having sex, and all the euphoric feelings that had built up inside you during such moments. After using such strong opiates, no moment will ever feel like that again, and every new moment will be overshadowed by the high experienced through use. The only way to increase this high, to feel truly alive one more time, would be to increase the dose. This is an almost sure path to addiction, depending on what kind of person you are.

In summary, I think that each person should be allowed to choose their own poisons. There should be more education instead of prohibitions, as the latter are often still more of an incentive for younger people and uneducated consumption can often have serious consequences. Drugs can bring many benefits, especially in the medical and research field, but they also contain many dangers that one should be aware of.

Maybe if you weren't such an asshole people would be nicer to you. Just think about it :)

You speak as if people being nice to me is something I cared about.

Whispering winds

In winds that whisper through the night,

Your giggles echo, pure and light.

A gentle tune, a soothing art,

like medicine for my weary heart.

by Weltenasche.