Http://i.imgur.com/5wmTu.gif

Such a gorgeous specimen

I had a nightmare and u were all there

I Will go walking when the World is open again

thank you to trees and also rain

I came when u interacted with my morphogenetic field like that. Do it again

I understand and I believe in u. I feel the same way.

It hurts again. It feels like the curdling blue wringing in my insides, shriveling them, making them sharp and condensed and fighting against itself to collapse. It feels like I’m on aderall, I’m not on aderall. I can’t go back to what I love because the memories are too painful. You’ve ruined everything just by existing, it’s not your fault, I can’t have what I want. I want to be free and bewildered. I miss being well. I miss my hard shell.