Omg I NEED To Look Like Them.

why would i stop when everyday im just getting thinner and prettier?

the state i was found in after saying "one more episode"

gunna use this post n update everytime i eat or drink smth today so it motivates me not to eat alot bc if i have to post it for others to see ik ill feel fat. 1/28/25

so far

8am, white monster-10cals

9:11am, water 23.7oz -0cals (obviously)

took a nap woke up at 1:10pm

1:30pm- 16oz water -0cals

4:14pm felt guilty but had a Protien shake -150cals...

4:41pm- 16oz water

overall 160cals

ALR IM GOING TO SLEEP BEFORE I EAT im hungry as a mf 😭

6:35pm-8oz water, NOWWW im gunna try to sleep.

are you going to be strong today?

are you going to be in control?

are you going to be disciplined?

are you going to be hungry?

are you going to be thinner tomorrow?

yeah i woke up with my heart pounding severely. and i could barley get up without it getting worse. my head was so dizzy i was seeing black and white glitchy patterns so i had to focus on that before continuing. i had Half a tukey sandwhich with 8 pieces of lays chips and a cup of sweet tea. as unhealthy as it sounds it helped me feel better physically. the scale says i gained 1lb but im gonna be working out, drinking LOTS of water then taking a cold shower. to help burn some cals. but i think i jumped back into relapsing to fast bc its only been 3 days of fasting and i felt like i was near fuggin death.

I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

i need to lock in.

Happy may! Let's start this month off strong ♥️