When You Scroll Past Some Badly Written Smut

When you scroll past some badly written smut

Brutal || Alex Summers

Hi before we start I wanted to let anyone who reads this know that this is going to be a 11 part imagine series. I took the songs off of Olivia Rodrigo's SOUR album, I put them in my own order and I wrote Alex Summers Imagines that all correlate with each other and each imagine is based off a song. The next one should be posted tomorrow xx

I hope you enjoy xx

-VoidRanboo

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“Hey Alex.’’ I said smiling while I walked into our shared room.

I had just gotten back from training with Charles. While I had a handle on my powers I tried to always make sure to train to strengthen them. I went to our closet and took a change of clothes since the ones I was wearing were covered in sweat.

“Y/N we need to talk.’’ Alex said sitting down on the bed

“About what?” I asked after I got changed, I sat down with him.

“Us.’’ He stated. I was starting to get nervous. Alex was never like this around me.

I want it to be like messy

“What about us?’’ I shakingly asked.

“I don’t feel that spark anymore….I think I am in love with someone else.’’ Alex said slowly.

I didn’t know what to say. My entire world has just fallen in front of my eyes. I tried my hardest to keep calm and to not cry but my emotions got the best of me.

“Are you fucking kidding me?’’ I choked out.

“I gave this relationship my everything Alex. We have been together for almost three years and you want to call it quits because you think you love someone else.’’ I exclaimed.

“I’m sorry Y/N, I really am, but-” Alex started but I cut him off.

“No, don’t say your sorry.’’ I snapped getting up and making my way to the door.

“Where are you going?’’ He asked.

“I don’t know and I don’t care. I just can’t be here right now.” I said without even turning around and before he could say anything else I walked out.

I had made it all the way outside and I didn’t know where my feet would take me, but I needed to clear my head. I gave Alex everything, I told him I loved when I didn’t even fully know what the word really meant, we moved into our own room because HE wanted to be closer to me. He said he loved me and that he wanted to marry me one day, but I guess that was all a lie. I know I was young and I was still getting the grasp of everything. I at least thought I had the grasp of love and what it meant, but if this is what love is supposed to feel like I don’t want to ever experience it ever again. I ignored the age gap, I ignored the people that said to be careful, I ignored everything because I believed myself to be that in love with Alex.

I’m so sick of 17, where’s my fucking teenage dream

I came upon an open field and I made my way to it and I sat down and just let out everything. I screamed until I couldn’t anymore, I cried until I couldn’t cry anymore, my powers were going haywire, but I didn’t care. My throat was raw and my face was red and puffy. I looked like a mess and anyone who was just looking at me would think that someone may have died, but it was just me going through my first heartbreak.

All I did was try my best. This the kinda thanks I get?

It was dark by the time I got back to the mansion and as soon as I walked through the door I was pulled into a hug by Raven. I didn’t have any reaction. I felt numb.

“Y/N, where have you been?’’ She rushed out.

“I had to clear my head.’’ I replied.

“What happened?’’ She asked as we were walking our way to Charles' office.

“I don’t even know.’’ I gloomily replied.

Once we made it to Charles office and walked in I saw Alex, Hank, Charles, and Erik.

‘’Y/N, are you okay? You just left without saying anything.’’ Hank asked.

“Yeah, like I told Raven, I had to clear my head.” I replied.

“Is everything okay?’’ Charles asked.

“I don’t know.’’ I snapped.

“You need to talk to us.’’ Erik said.

“I don’t feel like talking and I won’t tell you what’s going on because what’s going on with Alex, and it is our business even if I wish I was dreaming. Just leave me alone.” I exclaimed before walking out. I caught the way they all turned to Alex for an explanation, but I didn’t stay long enough to hear what he would say.

I wish I could disappear

I just needed to be numb. I made it to Alex and I’s room and I quickly gathered the things I would need and proceeded to go to my old room that thankfully hadn’t been taken by anyone. I closed and locked the door and fell onto my bed.

I waited until everyone went to bed and then I walked to the kitchen to get a drink. I didn’t want to feel anything and I knew that drinking could help me with that. I don’t remember how many drinks I had in me, but I couldn’t see straight anymore and I clumsily made my way back to my old room.

I quickly fell asleep thanks to the alcohol taking effect. I didn’t sleep well that night even with the drinks in my system. I just wish I could wake up from this nightmare.

God, it's brutal out here

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