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â Genre: Cupid! AU, fluff, n barely there angst tbh
â Summary: A certain pink-haired cupid promises to help fix your love-life when he accidentally ruins it thanks to a wretched broken arrow.
â Word Count: 12k (rip)
â A/N: When Hope messaged me with this idea, I instantly fell in love (get it hehehe). So this oneâs for you babe! happy (early) birthday, ily lots @hopefulbyun đ
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This is soo good! Even if you are not fan or know what MHA/BNHA is, this fic is really good and worth the time to read!
pairing: pro-hero bakugou x fem!reader
wc: 7.3k
chapter 1/3
warnings: major character death, angst, hurt/comfort type shit, violence/violent death, smut is here as well <3 so MINORS DNI
a/n: hi hi! this is going to be my second ever series that i've written and posted! i'm really excited, it got this idea while watching Ghost with my family and I instantly pictured Katsuki with that similar plot line. thank you to my beta reader pala (@erenscockslut), to @izuukii (which i bet you'll change your url in like a week and will be unreachable from here lmao) yelling and screaming at me about this fic and who lowkey knows the ending, and my moots who encouraged me and listened to me ramble on about this story. this will be the first in three parts for this series... good luck readers
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Katsuki Bakugou hates waking up cold. He sleeps under a shit ton of blankets in the winter to prevent that very thing, and in the summer he sleeps with a fan instead of turning on the A/C. He hates being cold, he hates shivering, he hates that the cold restricts his sweat pores and makes it harder for him to use his quirk. On your first date, you asked him what temperature he keeps his thermostat at and you looked appalled by his answer.
âWell, I guess I wonât be staying the night then.â You smiled coyly and began to eat again, making his stomach twist at your implications.
âI donât remember offering,â Katsuki scowls and then remembers youâre not supposed to do that on first dates. Fuck he hates this. He shouldnât have listened to Denki, this is stupid. To his surprise, you laugh. You said something else afterwards, probably something only a smart ass would say, he canât remember. But he remembers how hearing you laugh made his muscles relax and the nerves in his belly twist even more.
Heâs only thinking about now, this two years later, because he woke up cold this early morning.
To anyone else this might not be weird, considering that itâs currently the dead of winter in Japan and he doesnât hear the usual hum of the heater on. Youâre in his arms though, both of you clad in hoodies and sweats under a horde of blankets, but despite that thereâs a weird chill going down his spine, a feeling he usually gets when heâs at patrolling or on a mission and thereâs something wrong about to happen. Itâs a small noise, but itâs there: a shifting of oneâs weight against the old floorboards.
Reasonably, Bakugou knows there isnât anybody inside. All the windows are locked, the front door is locked, thereâs no one aside from you and him (âŠand the stray cat you took a few months ago). Katsuki carefully untangles himself from you and covers you back with the fleece blanket before he quietly pads through your shared apartment to find whatever it is giving him that weird chill, or better yet find the noise. Each room is empty, as he expects but for some reason that doesnât appease him. Bakugou sighs, massaging his neck while he tries to figure out what this gnawing anxiety in his belly means when he turns around and nearly jumps out of his skin.
âFuck! You- fuck you!â His hand lands on his chest hoping to calm his pounding heart. Katsuki takes in a deep breath and scowls, âWhat the fuck are you doing? I couldâve blasted you!â
You raise an eyebrow, âWhat am I doing? What are you doing? Youâre creeping around like a weirdo! How is it that youâre the up-and-coming number five hero and I can sneak up on you?â You walk towards him and flick his nose.
âShut up.â He crinkles his nose and pulls you in, pressing a kiss against your hair. âItâs nothing. I thought I heard something.â
âMhm,â you hum noncommittally. âWe have a cat, she was probably fucking around somewhere.â
âTalon is sleeping on the couch she wasnât fucking around,â Katsuki murmurs before he looks around over the crown of your head. âSheâs not even fat enough to make the floors creak.â
âItâs an old apartment! Things creak, windows shake, sometimes candles blow out and you hear someone whispering your name.â You laugh when he narrows his eyes, âCome back to bed. Itâs cold without you.â
You emphasize this by twisting your foot up and pushing under the hem of his sweatpants,
pressing your cold toes against his skin. With a hiss, he jerks away and rolls his eyes at your giggling, still following you down the hallway back to bed and scolding you for not wearing socks.
He forgets about the weird chill until it happens again the next morning. And again. And again.
âWe are not keeping the apartment at 80 degrees, Bakugou!â Your attempts to push him away from the thermostat is futile, and his smirk only pisses you off more.
âOh itâs Bakugou now? Last night it was, âKatsuki! Katsuki! Katsuki!ââ He cackles through his poor imitation of your moans and wraps his arms around your waist. âItâs fucking cold and youâre getting sick, now move.â Easily,Katsuki reminds you of the strength he has as a pro-hero as picks you up and forcibly sets you aside.
ââM not sick,â you pout and slink your cold hands underneath his hoodie.
Katsuki hisses and shivers from the feeling of your hands pressing into his warm belly, âUh-huh. Guess that means you donât want my sick day soup then, idiot.â
âWell I never said no to that.â
-(-)-
The ring burns in his pocket.
Originally he hid it deep inside the closet inside a coat that you never use, until the heater broke this morning. His hands sweat as he heard you digging around trying to find a warmer jacket while you both waited for the handyman to fix the goddamn thing. Heâs thanking everything in the universe that you gave up so quickly and made him look for it.
So now itâs in his pocket of the ridiculously large down coat with the zipper zipped up to just above his nose.
âYou panicked??â Izukuâs voice is tinny through the receiver.
âShut the fuck up,â Bakugou snaps at his phone. âI didnât panic. I needed to move the ring and so I did. End of story.â
âAre you gonna propose soon then? How long are you gonna keep hiding it in your pocket, Kacchan?â
âDonât fucking worry about it,â Katsuki rolls his eyes and glances at the apartment building where you are still trying to get ready. He pauses before adding, ââŠTonight.â
With a wince, he pulls his phone away from his ear at the sound of Midoriyaâs early congratulations. âShut the fuck up, shitty nerd. They havenât said yes, yet.â
âYet,â Izuku gleefully laughs. âTell your fiancĂ© I say hi tonight then.â
Katsukiâs cheeks flush and itâs then that he sees you walking out the lobby, âFuck off. Congrats yourself for number four. Next time Iâll be in the top ranks though, shitty nerd.â
âWeâll see about that, Kacchan! See ya la-!â Bakugo hangs up before Izuku can finish.
âTook you long enough,â His words donât bite as he reaches out to grab your mitten-clad hands with his.
âI think itâs colder in our apartment than it is out here,â your voice is nasally now that your small cold has set in. âWho were you talking to?â
âAh stupid fucking Deku. Heâs trying to get me to rejoin Endeavorâs agency again.â He walks you towards the car, already running with the heat blasting so you donât have to sit on frozen leather seats.
âWhy donât you?â You warm your hands against the vents, hoping that they warm up faster.
âAh, I donât know. I reached five with my job now,â Katsuki shakes his head and starts to gnaw on the inside of his cheek. Heâs thought about it over a thousand times, but to be honest heâs leaning towards Shitty Hairâs offer. Itâs just like something is holding him back, and heâs hesitant to admit that it might be fear of the unknown.
âThe repair guy called and said heâll have it fixed by tonight. We might as well stay outta his way.â Bakugou knows heâs not being subtle about changing the topic.
âDid he say what blew it out?â
Katsuki doesnât answer and pointedly looks straight ahead as he drives.
âKatsuki,â you turn to face him better and your eyes narrow when you see him biting his lip. âKatsuki.â
âThe heat was set too high for too longâŠâ He mumbles, hoping youâd drop the topic and move on.
âKatsuki!â You smack his arm and he scowls, tutting his tongue at you.
âItâs freezing, and you got fucking sick because of it. How is it my fault our shitty heater couldnât do its job??â Katsuki furrows his brows and glances over at you, watching you hold back from sniffling for the nth time.
âItâs your fault for trying to fix it and melting the fuse box,â you huff and sit back in your seat with crossed arms, discreetly wiping your nose when he looks away.
Katsuki looks at you again, not helping the upwards tug in his lips when he watches you pout. The ring burns in his pocket and he imagines you wearing it, showing it off to friends and family, you carrying his last name. Fuck it heâd take your last name if thatâs what you wanted. He wonders what kind of wedding you both would have, if itâll be small and private. Unfortunately with his ranking and you already in the public eye as his partner, his managers are going to expect a big ass party with all the most esteemed and honorable heroes. Lots of reporters. None of the food will be picked out by you. No. Fuck that. Itâll be whatever you want. Heâll fight heaven and hell for you and everyone knows it. What you want, youâll get.
âMarry me,â he murmurs under his breath. The light turns red.
âWhat was that?â Your voice is congested and you donât look up from your phone, still mindlessly scrolling through your social media feed.
âMarry me,â Katsuki repeats louder and more confidently. He watches as his words wash over you, until you finally snap your pretty little head up at him with eyes wide.
âWhat?â You blubber, locking your phone in the process. âKat-Katsuki the light is green.â Your eyes nervously track over to the traffic light as it tells traffic to go, waiting for Bakugou to drive yet he doesnât.
âI donât care,â he smirks and takes out the velvet box from his pocket. He snaps it open with his fingers, ignoring the car horns blaring behind you both.
The gem matches your eyes, he thinks. Especially how they look in the sun. The same eyes thatâre watering as you struggle to process this. Angry cars pass by you both with the driversâ hands on their horn, and the ones who donât pass make their annoyance heard as the light turns red again.
âMarry me,â He gives you that smile again. The one thatâs only for you, the one that is soft and shows off the dimple on his left cheek, the one you see when you wake up and when you fall asleep.
âOkay,â you laugh and hold out your hand as he slips it on your finger. âOkay! Fuck!â You laugh and cry, not knowing if your nose is running because of your stupid cold or because youâre crying but you really donât care. He kisses you sweetly, grateful for the few seconds you both have before the light turns green again.
He wasnât planning on proposing to you in the middle of Musutafuâs streets, and he was also hoping you both would have a clean bill of health at the very least. But your hand is in his and he can feel your ring, he can feel your fingers squeezing his, cold as ice still. You keep this piece of news within the car, for at least a little longer before you both decide to tell close friends and family the news. You want this sliver of news between you both before the gossip catches on and reporters swarm you two with questions and photos of the happy couple. You want him, just him. And him, you.
Thankfully the heat is fixed and you both can keep this bubble going just a little longer. The apartment is warm again, even Talon is enjoying the heat by sitting her butt right on the air vent. The repairman is long gone, his invoice set on the counter that Katsuki is pressing you against. He deepens the kiss while stripping you of the many layers you wore to combat the cold. Katsuki swallows your soft noises and tries to shake off his own jacket before pressing into you again, his hips flushed against yours and you can feel the heat of his groin.
âYouâre gonna get sick,â your words are muffled against his lips as you feebly move away from him.
âSo I get a sick day,â Katsuki shrugs, leaning in again and keeping you in place with his warm hands on your cold cheeks.
Both of your jackets and hats and scarves pool around your ankles. You softly laugh when he pushes you onto the counter, settling in between your plush thighs as he starts to kiss up your jaw. His scent fills your senses as he works his way down your neck, floral and minty from the aftershave he used this morning. Everything about him makes you feel warm and your thoughts fuzzy. His lips and wandering hands grabbing at the fat of your hips and thighs, his tightening pants only growing tighter as you both desperately rut into the other.
âBedroom,â he mutters more as a warning than a statement before picking you up. His words roll over your skin, prickling with excitement as you hear his deep voice cracking with lust.
Your sheets are still cold when you land on the bed, yet you barely can shiver before Bakugou starts to hold you close to him again. Declarations of âI love youâsâ and what youâre going to do to each other linger in the air, until youâre gasping at the stretch of his fingers.
He nips at the curve of your neck and shoulders, laughing as you try to kick off your leggings so you can properly spread your legs for him.
âKatsuki,â you moan. âI need you. Please.â
âJust a bit more, baby. Gotta make sure I can fit inside your sweet pussy.âHe curls and pumps his fingers inside your gummy walls, wondering why he didnât just warm his hands this way hours earlier and jealous that his cock isnât feeling the way youâre squeezing his thick fingers. Just a bit more, he thinks. When he finally does squeeze through, his pressed flush against yours and your hands fisting in his hair, he knows what it is making his belly warm inside.
Itâs love that makes him quiver when he thrusts inside you, love that peppers across your skin as he kisses all your freckles, and itâs love that is shown in his eyes when he looks down at you. He moans your name in love, he makes you cum over and over out of love, and he holds you close in love.
With your ear pressed against his chest in the darkness of your shared room, you hear his heartbeat and know itâs yours. His fingers gently pop your knuckles and massage the tension in your hands as you both catch your breaths. The ring catches in the moonlight, winking at you both.
âWhere did you hide this?â You whisper, your words muffling against his tacky skin.
âDonât worry about it,â he scoffs. âThere ainât another one for you.â
âSo romantic,â you laugh and nestle closer against his side. Bakugou only hums, not even realizing thereâs a soft and dopey smile on his face still.
âIâm just saying that if you hid this then what else are you hiding- stop laughing!â He doesnât take you seriously when youâre laughing at yourself, only rolling his eyes again at your attempt at mind games.
âOh whatever you brat-â Katsukiâs laughter is cut short when he snaps his head towards the direction of the hallway. âDid you hear that?â
âDonât change the subject,â you giggle and kiss up his jawline.
âMm-mm, Iâm serious.â Bakugou starts to untangle himself from you, grabbing his sweats and slipping them on over his bare half. âStay here.â
âItâs Talon, stay in bed with me!â You take hold of his wrist despite both of you knowing he can pull away, and give him your best pout.
âTalon is on the bed, sheâs been there the entire time. I couldnât kick her off,â He keeps his eyes fixated on the closed door, waiting to hear the strange noise again.
âSheâs been here the entire time?â You scoff and sit up, watching your orange tabby blink slowly at you.
Another floorboard groans and he makes his mind up. âStay here.â His hand reaches back and grazes your fingers as he starts to slip on his sweats.
âKatsuki-â But heâs already quietly stepping out of your bedroom into the dark hallway.
Thereâs a certain mindset a pro-hero goes into when theyâre working. Patrolling, missions, rescuing, combat. Thereâs a zone that they learn to hone while theyâre children up until theyâre licensed adult heroes. All their senses are heightened and honed to detect even the smallest of abnormalities. To not do so can be a matter of life or death. Bakugou thinks back to high school psychology when they had a lecture on the concept of âthin slicingâ. Your brain recognizes patterns in your life, collects them, and memorizes them, and then compares them to other experiences youâve had before. This all happens in a fraction of second, so fast that as human beings you arenât even aware itâs happening until you feel it. The gut feeling everyone talks about.
âListen to your gut feeling,â Aizawa had told them. âBetter to be wrong and alive, than being right and dead.â
He moves stealthily through the apartment, his hands warming in preparation for the worst. The hairs on the back of his neck rise as he quietly moves from room to room. Nothing is off center, nothing has been moved, not even by a centimeter. The feeling doesnât go away.
When heâs circled the apartment twice, Bakugoâs eyebrows pinch and he frowns. Your cat, having left the room now, starts to circle around Katsukiâs steps, nearly tripping him. With an annoyed exhale, Katsuki refills the cat bowl with kibble and returns to you again.
âWhat was it?â You whisper.
He shakes his head, still unable to shake off the gnawing feeling of anxiety and alarm in his lower belly. âNothing. Iâm gonna get us a better alarm system though. Canât trust this shitty building,â he crawls back into bed with you. Youâre wearing his sweatshirt now, and the worry between your eyes doesnât leave even with him back in bed.
âSorry,â he nudges your nose with his. âDidnât mean to scare you.â
âItâs fine, Katsuki.â You cup his cheeks and look into his scarlet eyes. âWhatâs been going on? Youâve been acting strange lately. Is it work orâŠâ
Heâs quiet before he decides to lean into your hands, eyes fluttering shut before he shifts to rest against your chest. He tries to think of an answer, on why heâs been on edge lately like this. Work hasnât been stressful, not any more stressful at least. In fact, with the new rankings Bakugou feels that everything is finally coming into place. The city feels safer, civilians have started to lean their trust onto heroes again.
He can see a brighter future. One with you in it, one where he takes the number one spot, one with a family and little brats running around.
In his mindâs eye, everything in his future means you're there beside him.
Itâs why listening to your heart right now calms him.
âI donât know,â Bakugou answers truthfully, his voice is gruff and muffled in your sweater. âSometimes work follows me home.â
âNot literally I hope,â you chuckle.
He peaks up and smiles again, ââNo not literally, idiot.â
-(-)-
Work has been shit all day. A blizzard is coming in and it might hit the city sooner than what the reporters are saying, itâs all hands on deck with the exception of the top five. Bakugou has been held from patrolling and working on his active cases today, all so that the top five ranked heroes can interview with Japanâs most elite magazine publisher. Sitting in front of a camera crew across from an interviewer isnât how he wanted to spend his day. He was asked to come in with casual wear. âBe prepared to be dressed and made up over and over,â his manager warned him. Annoyance doesnât even begin to describe how heâs feeling right now.
Bakugouâs interview was first, as number five in the hero ranks. Everything went smoothly, he answered the stupid questions, he played along with the idiocy and obsession with his physical appearance. What he couldnât stand was the implication that his success was based on the prestigious connections to his old teachers and mentors: All Might, Endeavor, Best Jeanist.
âYouâve been so lucky to have gotten their help over the years-,â The woman (Suzuki? Katsuki canât seem to remember her fucking name), crosses her legs before being interrupted abruptly.
âWhat does luck have to do with it? I didnât ask for their help, they sought me out because Iâm a fucking goddamn good hero- no scratch that. Iâm the fucking best. I donât need any old bastard to try and take credit for my hard fucking work!â Yeah⊠he knows he fucked up.
The poor interviewer is shell-shocked, her stupid professional smile frozen and twitching across her face as she tries to keep herself composed. âAh, sorry. I- Congratulations on your rank, Dynamite. And good luck- I mean-!â Oh her name is Sasaki, Katsuki scowls, and that seems to only make her more nervous.
He rolls his eyes, catching a glimpse of a stiffened Deku watching the mess of an interview unravel. The others are wide eyed as well, bones stiff with second-hand embarrassment.
âI wouldnât be here today if it werenât for those who pushed me,â Katsuki grumbles and looks down at his hands. He thinks about the myth, Vena Amora, the vein that leads straight to oneâs heart right from the finger. The promise you both made wrapped around yours, maybe he should get one tooâŠ
âIt was my hard work and them pushing me to go further,â He looks ahead and watches Sasaki regain her composure, sitting up straighter as his response settles in the air. âIt ainât about luck.â
His assistant is no help, either. Heâs a nervous, quirkless man who canât multitask, and has been more of a wreck lately. And now, he spilled coffee all over Bakugouâs suit. So now Katsukiâs changing for the upteenth time, his jaw clenched as he tries to remember his breathing exercises.
Katsuki is lacing up his combat boots when he sees his phone light up with a message from you. He leans in and swipes to read your text, a faint smile already spreading across his lips.
you:
i put away all the supplies you got btw!! almost made me late to work! if this blizzard doesnât come we are going to be eating in every day to get rid of this shit :P
Youâve sent a video attachment, and the moment he hears your voice it seems like the weight on his shoulders is already lifting. He watches you with a tiny smile, finding it easier to breathe again. Youâre showing him all the little pottery projects that a third grade class on a class field trip had finished, laughing as you try to explain each student and their creation.
âTheyâre so fucking bad at throwing pottery! So cute!â You giggle and flip the camera back to yourself, youâre wearing a medical mask to protect your cold from the school children. Katsukiâs smile grows and he laughs softly to himself as you talk about which pottery piece is your unofficial favorite.
âAnyway! I hope today doesnât suck ass. I have a commission to work on tonight, so Iâll be up when you get home. Okay bye!!â
Before Bakugou can text back, thereâs a timid knock on the changing room door. He slips his phone in his pocket and pauses, taking a deep breath to try and dampen his annoyance. On the other side is his assistant, the man his agency thrusted upon him. Heâs small, just like his employee file since there isnât any quirk to input in the system. High school education, went to Tokyo University for a degree in public relations and Hero Statistics, and other things that bored Katsuki. Heâs not sure why he would settle for being an assistant of an arrogant up-and-coming pro-hero, Bakugou has nothing to teach or offer him.
He tries to be patient with him though. Especially now that Akui is offering him another cup of coffee as penance for the one he spilled all over Bakugou just five minutes ago.
âThanks,â Katsuki grumbles and takes it from Akuiâs bony hand.
âWas that your fiancĂ© on the phone?â Akui offers an awkward smile and his voice is wobbly as he tries to keep up with Bakugou.
âYeah, playing with mud with some bratty kids. Whatâs this?â He glares at the stack of paperwork handed to him, and flipping through he groans. âWhy is the commission so interested in this?â
âI- I donât know, sir? They told me to hand it to you.â Akui stumbles beside Bakugou and glances at the paperwork, âIt seems like they just want to know how you reached your ranking this year.â
âBecause I fucking worked hard,â Bakugou scoffs. The warmth you left inside him is starting to grow cold, replaced instead with annoyance as the technical side of hero work starts to anchor in. âWhatâs so hard to understand?â
His assistant is silent as they stand together, watching the camera and stage crew adjust once again. The busy-body crew members zip back and forth as the number three hero takes her seat in the interview chair. Nejire Chan chats happily with the makeup artist touching up the blush on her cheeks, nothing that Bakugou can understand. To Katsukiâs left he can see the other two-thirds of UAâs infamous Big Three, Suneater and Lemillion, watching Nejireâs interview start.
âThereâs a theory that was developed by some mathematicians.â When Akui speaks, Katsuki glances down at him, his assistant looking almost past the two heroes as he stares seriously into the distance. âItâs to help determine the predictability of a heroâs ranking. Itâs supposed to be fairly accurate. Apparently, another hero was supposed to be in your place. Yet you defied those odds.â
It takes a moment for Katsuki to respond as he mulls his words over, âYou studied statistics.â Itâs spoken almost like a question, but Akui looks over at Bakugou, stunned that he even knows that fact about him.
âY-yes!â Whatever reverie Akui was in, snaps.
âDo you agree with them?â Bakugou looks over at the man and wonders if he ever gets any sunlight. His pale skin makes him shiver just looking at him, and Bakugou wonders how someone could look so translucent under these lights.l
âYes,â he answers without hesitation, firmly. âYou shouldnât have won.â An emotion Katsuki doesnât recognize flashes across Akuiâs face, too quick for him before he settles back into the Akui he recognizes. âBut- but thatâs good! You defy odds, it makes you an amazing pro!â
Katsuki stares at Akui for a moment, a question lingering on his tongue before Izuku beats him to it. âKacchan!â
âGet the fuck off me,â Bakugou shakes off Izuku who only holds on tighter.
âIâm getting calls for you from your agency, you shouldnât have said that-!â
âOh fuck off,â Katsuki rolls his eyes. âThey got a good sound bite at the end, it's fine. This is all bullshit, anyway. We should be out there working. Not here getting pampered for doing our fucking jobs.â Izuku only hums back, obviously not agreeing with his behavior still.
Akui is called away, leaving behind the two younger pro-heroes to watch as Suneater nervously takes his place in the spotlight. A silence falls over the set as he speaks, everyone drawn in by his quiet voice and subtle, quirky charm. Thereâs a soft scratching of pencil on paper, and Bakugou doesnât have to look to know that Izuku is taking notes.
âBy the way, when the fuck did you tell people about Mud and I?â
Izuku stops his notetaking and looks up with a flash of confusion before he realizes who âMudâ is. Ah, your pottery. He smiles confusedly, âUhh I donât know what you mean. Everyone knows you two are dating.â
âYou told people we got engaged though,â Katsuki glares at Deku who only grows more confused by the second.
âW-wait! You proposed? When the fuck did that happen? Why didnât you tell me??â Izuku squeaks and his eyes grow large.
âHuh?! Since when do I have to tell you anything?!â
âIâm your best friend-!â Heâs interrupted by a crew member scolding them both, leaving Deku to be blushing furiously and bowing in apology.
âWhatever,â Katsuki scoffs to himself. âWe canât really celebrate anyway until after the storm.â
âAre you guys all prepared?â Izuku is absent-mindedly playing with his hands as the two men watch the new number one hero step in his seat.
âYeah, you?â
Deku nods, both of them are itching to get back on the field. Their agencies are in full emergency lockdown status, trying to get the city in lockdown to minimize casualties. Katsuki remembers clearly what the Endeavor agencyâs procedures were for something like this, heâs certain that itâs killing Deku to be out of those plans now. Katsuki canât say the same of his new agency, though. Heâs a little perplexed by how their operations run for emergencies like the oncoming storm. Bakugou offered his services for an entire week before today, knowing that itâs an all hands on deck situation for pro-heroes to help. Yet his agency shut him out. They gave him fake smiles and assured him that his services should be focused elsewhere.
âYou should come back,â Deku quietly tells Bakugou.
Katsuki only hums in reply, knowing how much heâs aching to go back. His gut tells him otherwise, itâs telling him heâs close to finding out who his employers actually are.
âKatsuki,â Izuku is staring at Bakugou, watching his eyes harden as he holds back something he canât even tell his oldest friend. âIs everything okay?â
Katsuki canât answer, because the obvious answer is yes. Everything is okay. This agency was able to make him go up higher in the ranks. Yet thereâs this gnawing feeling in the back of his mind that heâs been forced to wear blinders, forced to look ahead and not at the man behind the curtain. Heâs determined to pull it apart.
-(-)-
The ride home is quiet with the exception of the car radio playing softly in the background. Bakugou is exhausted, his shoulders carry the weight of the photoshoot and the interviews even more than they do on his normal patrolling days. Annoyingly, another pro is being interviewed right now. Katsuki turns the volume up a few notches, catching the familiar phantom pro-hero explaining her success in reaching the dead All Mightâs ghost. Tch, thereâs no one to prove her quirk even exists. Bakugou switches the radio station to a local channel that plays only classical and jazz music.
His manager gave him an earful about his outburst already, there was barely anything to salvage in his interview. An apology letter and an edible arrangement is going to be sent to the production crew, and one for just Sasaki, out of Bakugouâs next paycheck. He supposes he deserves that just a little. To be fair, though, Katsuki already privately apologized to her.
Itâs been a long day.
He sighs in relief when your apartment comes to view, the street lights glowing serenely greet him up the sidewalk. Each step drags until heâs finally at your door, the bite of the wintery cold burns on his cheeks when he steps inside the hot apartment.
âIâm home!â He shrugs off his jacket, ears straining to hear your voice. Bakugou sheds his many layers without hearing you call back out to him, instead heâs only met with soft music. He glances at the clock above the stove, wondering why youâre up so late.
Katsuki heads to your mini studio, really itâs just a second bedroom that barely fits your pottery wheel and kiln. You both worked hard to renovate it, and by you both it was mostly Bakugou, but he was determined to have your space be done within a day. Itâs where you spend your time working when youâre not at your studio, halfway across the city. When you told him that you are a potter, he teased you for playing with mud so much he ended up nicknaming you that.
The first time he knew he was in love with you was when you showed him how to throw pottery, the patience you had in him that not even Katsuki possessed as he struggled to mold the clay between his thick fingers. He grumbled and cursed under his breath with each failed attempt to make a decent bowl, until finally he did it. A wobbly, lopsided bowl that even your hands couldnât make perfect as you attempted to guide him. Yet you grinned, proud of him for that shitty bowl. You cheered for him, even glazed the damn thing and now it sits by the doorway as a bowl that holds your keys.
âI donât usually make shit with my hands,â he grumbled with the tips of his ears growing red.
âThatâs bullshit,â you scoffed with your back turned to him. You were carefully putting away his bowl to be fired up in the kiln later, already wondering how you were gonna glaze it. âYou've cooked for me before, that counts.â
Katsuki remembers realizing how you really view him for the first time. Not as the pro whoâs explosions destroy and combust, not as the angry asshole who never learns to give up a fight. You didnât see his hands are weapons of destruction. You saw him delicately plate food together, youâve seen him make music with his hands, theyâre the same hands who finds yours in the dark because he knows youâre afraid of whatâs in the shadows. Theyâre the hands that slip through your fingers when heâs making love to you, theyâre the hands that create wobbly bowls for you because you keep losing your keys.
Itâs the first time he understood what being in love meant.
So he finds you now, totally entranced in another project that he assumes is the commission you mentioned earlier today.
âPlaying with mud again?â He hears you snicker before you look over your shoulder, hands slick with wet clay as your creation spins before you.
âMhm, âm almost done.â You flash him a smile and face your work again.
Katsuki pulls up another stool and sits right behind you, hooking his over over your shoulder to watch you work. Your ring finger is void of your engagement ring, although Bakugou doesnât mind. Itâs relaxing, mesmerizing even, watching your hands work so delicately to mold nothing into something.
âHow long have you been workinâ on this, Mud?â Bakugou presses a kiss on your shoulder and stifles a laugh when your fingers dig a little too deep, collapsing the entire piece.
âSince noon,â you sigh and scrap the vase.
âYouâre still not out of the woods just yet, why are you dressed like itâs still summer?â
âItâs hot,â you defend yourself with a laugh. An improperly timed sniffle escapes you and Bakugou snorts in reply, nuzzling his cold nose into your skin again.
âCan I help?â Bakugou moves in closer until his broad chest is pressed firmly against your back.
âYeah,â you laugh. âPut your hands here⊠yup, and then youâre just gonna get them wet before we start.â Your hands dip into the bucket of murky water beside you and you wet Bakugouâs hands in the clay/water mixture. Your fingers are messier than his since youâve been working all day, but as you prep his hands he canât help smiling as you guide him.
âMhm, perfect.â You mutter, curling your fingers against the wet clay as you try to form the base again. âNow just let the clay slide between your fingers.â
Katsuki does as you say, all the while pressing lingering kisses against your bare skin. You get hot in your little makeshift studio, and end up wearing shorts and tank tops in the dead of winter. Itâs perfect for these moments, Katsuki thinks. Teasing you with kisses where he knows youâre most sensitive, letting the mud slip between his fingers before gliding his hands higher. He makes a bigger mess out of you, his hands caressing your wrists and forearms, gently massaging you all while kissing up your shoulder and neck. Youâre melting under him, shy giggles slipping out like gasps from your lips as you try to work.
Bakugou kisses the junction of your ear and neck, gently nipping at your sensitive spot. He watches you with amusement as you try to mold the clay, his hands going back to where you first had him start. âLike this?â He whispers against your ear.
You can only hum in reply, making him grin. Each of his thick thighs are beside yours as he presses in closer to you, trapping you in. The heat of his body is molding you, melting and reshaping you as you attempt to steady your hands. Until finally, when he canât take it anymore, Katsuki manages to slip your hands away from the clay. Your attention fixes back to him as you turn to kiss him back, his tongue slipping through your lips to taste you. His hands hold onto yours, distantly he thinks back to when he first knew he loved you.
âItâs gonna take me another whole ass day to try and fix this,â you whisper between kisses.
Katsuki rolls his eyes, âShut up and lemme kiss you. Iâve missed you all day, Mud.â
âOh yeah?â You smile as he trails his lips down your jaw. âWanna show me how much youâve missed me?â
âWith pleasure,â Bakugou smirks against your skin before gently nibbling at you.
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âWhat time is it?â You whisper from on top of his bare chest, still breathless.
Katsuki glances at the clock and curses under his breath, âIs the trash still coming?â His arms tighten around your waist as you twist to look, feeling you deflate.
âYeah, the news said that theyâre coming overnight before the storm hits,â you groan when he starts to slip you off him. âKatsuki, donât leave!â
âYou really wanna be stuck in this apartment with trash rotting in every corner?â Bakugou flashes you a smirk and pushes you back down into the mattress, kissing you passionately all the while.
âMaybe,â you mumble against his lips. Your arms wrap around his neck and you pull him down again, hoping he stays. âLemme get dressed, Iâll come down with you.â
Katsuki rolls his eyes, but if itâs the only way youâll let him go downstairs heâll take it. âI ainât waiting on ya though, Iâll be back before youâre even got your slippers on.â
Itâs a small exaggeration that leaves you huffing and him grinning wickedly. However, to be fair, by the time Katsuki has gathered all the trash, youâre still in bed putting on socks. âIâll meet you downstairs!â
Katsuki skips the elevator and decides to go down the stairs instead, not wanting to disturb the other tenants. The cold air nearly steals the oxygen from his lungs, already the wind is picking up and chills him down to his bones. Bakugou pushes through, hoping you actually donât come down now. Youâre still fighting that cold, you donât need to be dealing with this shit.
Itâs a small walk around the corner towards the dumpsters when it starts to snow, clumps that immediately stick on their landing. Katsuki watches for a moment, mesmerized by the snow catching onto his hoodie and settling against his blonde hair. He pauses for a moment, staring up into the sky framed by the city apartment buildings. The cold air whips at him, cutting through his hoodie and sweats. Bakugou snaps out of his trance slowly, shivering as he throws out the trash.
It happens far too quickly.
Heâs pushed hard into the cold metal dumpster, immediately thrown off balance by the slick sidewalk. Something stabs into his back, again and again. The sight of his blood pooling against the snow pisses Katsuki off enough for him to stand again. With wobbly legs he runs after his attacker down the street, cursing himself for not being faster and for not sensing the danger faster.
âKatsuki!â Your voice calls out to him. âKatsuki!â
âStay- stay back!â He yells back, turning only when he hears your screams.
Youâre lying next to the dumpster, hunched over and screaming. Katsuki furrows his brows, panic lurching in his belly as he runs back towards you. The absolute horror settles into his bones colder than the air around him. Youâre crying on top of his body, whimpering and crying out for help as your hands try to stop the blood from his wounds.
âMudâŠâ He tries to touch you but his hand slips through your face.
âSomebody! Somebody help me!â You scream louder and louder, voice cracking as you try to cradle his body closer to you.
âIâm- Iâm right here! Goddamn it, Iâm right here!â Katsuki screams right by your ear, trying to touch you.
âYou canât leave me, donât you leave me- Help! Somebody help me!â
A pro-hero he doesnât recognize arrives on the scene. And then the ambulances.
Katsuki stays by your side, desperately trying to stay by your side. He catches on to your whispered pleas, begging him to hold on even though heâs right next to you trying to do the exact same thing.
He doesnât look at the body whose hand youâre holding, itâs not him. Heâs right next to you. He's right next to you, please look at him.
The doctors tell you he was stabbed by someone whoâs quirk turns blood into poison. Thatâs how heâŠ
âIâm not dead! Iâm right here! Iâm right fucking here!â Katsuki screams into the doctorâs face, all the rage boiling over inside him until heâs red in the face. âI ainât fucking dead!â
He tries to stop them from telling you that heâs gone, he tries to cradle you against him when you curl into yourself. He just helplessly falls through the molecules instead.
âAre you ready?â He waits for you to reply, watching you cry as the doctor awkwardly pats your shoulder and gives you the space to grieve.
âAre you ready?â The voice asks again, this time thereâs a tap on his shoulder.
Bakugou turns, unable to think. âMe? Youâre talking to me? You can see me?â
âYes of course,â it says. Whatever it is, itâs dressed in dark robes with a hood. The face is static aside from their eyes, yellow and bright as it watches him. âAre you ready?â They ask again.
âFor what?â Katsuki steps back when they step forward. âReady for what?â He spats out, scowling when they step closer again. âBack the fuck up!â He lunges forward with his palms outstretched, ready to attack. The usual sparks of an explosion are gone, nothing happens.
The being stares at him unimpressed. âAre you done? I donât have all day, I kinda have a quota to meet.â
âN-no, I ainât- I ainât going with you!â Katsuki lurches back, heart aching that he isnât near you anymore as it steps closer to him.
âWell, Katsuki Bakugou. Youâre dead, and Iâm here to take you.â They step right in front of you, not that you can see them. Their head tilts and its yellow eyes squint at Bakugou, âSo it seems like we are at a crossroads now.â
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No it is a dark/deep blue shirt, with buttons I think. It is a bit old video, if I remember correctly
Rina, i dont know if you can help me with this or maybe your followers. But i have this thing stuck in my head. It is an EXO performance, but the only thing i remember from it is, that suho was wearing Black Pants, a Blue shirt, Maybe a white t-shirt under neath and he has dark hair in the video. It is a Live performance.. Do you or any of your followers, might, remember or know what this permance is? :-D
âŠâŠ I donât know, honestly??? Iâll try and see whether Iâll find it, but for now
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in addition to the fact that people just have different natural rhythms, a big reason why we canât seem to go to bed as early as we âshouldâ is that nighttime is, for many of us, our safest and most fulfilling time of day. we donât have to work, we wonât be contacted by bosses or insurance companies or collections agencies or other suffocating life business⊠weâre likely only to be contacted by our friends, or by no one at all. night time is release; itâs ours. we can rest or recreate. we can do things we actually want to do. who would choose to cut that short?? just to usher in the next morning when our lives are not our own again? nighttime is precious and nothing could be more normal than the desire to embrace this
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your first column of emojis describes your personality! whatâs yours?
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