My waiting room is a magical, little cave. It is so cozy and comforting. The perfect place to think, calm down and plan my next shift. This is the first dr I will shift to. It is tucked away safely in a magical jungle. I am completly safe and free of other people there. I can go into the jugle and explore it, I meet animals there and they are friendly. I can pet all kinds of snakes, tigers, koalas. Climate rules do not apply there. I can freely teleport back to my cave.
I have a mini frigde that always has my favourite snacks. I am in the mood for sushi? Itβs there. Ice cream? Itβs there. The frige is also filled with my favourite drinks. I also have a bathroom, the water is always perfect in tempreature and clean. I can fully relax there. The ambience is unmatchable. I do not need go to the toilet.
Some perks of my waiting room
β’a magical little fairy, she listens to me talking about my dr, cr etc. She helps me script and she keeps me company
β’netflix and tiktok but with the ability to input and watch my own ideas for content.
β’a notebook in which whatever I write becomes true in my wr
β’magical window that helps me change my hair so I can see what suits me
β’a door to my better cr
β’a notebook in which I can script my better cr
1: Itβs easy. Donβt overcomplicate it. Every time you get lost in thoughts and donβt feel your surroundings anymore, thatβs when youβve entered the void.
2: Personally, I prefer to do this method at night. But do whatβs best for you, preferably at a time when you wonβt be disturbed. Lie or sit downβwhatever is more comfortable for you.
3: Scratch every itch you have, then lay still once youβre ready, listening to calm music. Anything that keeps your mind awake but lets your body fall asleepβ you should not move so you reach the void faster.
4: Lie still, let the music play for around 20-30 minutes without moving. By now, your body should be asleep, and your mind awake. When the music stops, simply focus on the black behind your eyes and, if you want to, affirm.
Thatβs it.
You got this.
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βyou recieve a package with a cool trinket every day
βyou can talk to the moon
βunlimited stack of your favourite snacks
βyour pet
βa website where you can generate any movie/show/game by entering a prompt
βyou have a roommate that helps you script
βyoure really creative
βa zen pool/koi pond
βconstant (relaxing) backround music
βyour pillow is always cold
βa TV where you can watch edits of your dr self/fun moments you experienced in your drs
βyour room always smells like your favourite scent(s)
βsnow globes of your drs
βa really big dollhouse with talking calico critters in it
βa bird that sings songs you forgot you liked
βdoors that each lead to a different activity (endless library, no gravity room, room where paintings can talk)
βclouds you can rest on
βthere are always bubbles flying around so you can pop them
βyour favourite character is your roommate/neighbour
βyou have a fairy that grants your wishes and listens to you yap with you at all times
βnotebook + a pen, whatever you write down, happens/spawns in
βa big bath
β3d cinema
βthere are 4 doors, each bringing you to a different season so you can enjoy running through snow one minute, and picking flowers the next
βa talking crow
βa journal that writes back (gives advice, feedback, etc)
βa secret room
βa dreamcatcher that takes away all of your doubts and negative thoughts and gives you interesting dreams every night
βa website with all of your clothes from different drs so you can currate outfits
βa button that lets you change the colour of the sunlight
βa box with riddles/puzzles arrives at your door every day
βa remote that lets you control the weather
βa fashion design journal and whenever you draw any clothing item in it, it appears into any dr of your choice
βa rage room
βits always blue/golden hour
βthe ability to have people from your drs visit you/video call you
βmagical pets
βan assistant
βinfinite amount of puzzles, legos and boardgames
βchocolate fountain with strawberriws
βbooks full of fanfics of your favourite characters
βyour cr pet but they can talk
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° liliana amore evans [born sept. 10, 2004] is a world famous singer-songwriter, twitch streamer & actress. i was born in new orleans, louisiana to actor christopher robert "chris" evans & [redacted] as the 4th of six children and i am the goddaughter of scarlett ingrid johansson & anthony dwane mackie. i first started my career at just 7 years old first appearing on the showtime series shameless as maisie gallagher. at 14 years old i began streaming on twitch as a way to connect with my fans and it was during one of those streams that i announced the release of my debut album teenage dream. since childhood, i've been best friends with reneΓ© mary jane rapp and we're constantly appearing on each other's instagram & tiktoks. she even sometimes joins my streams along with louis.
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° my filmography
tv shows:
ΰΌβ§βΛ. shameless ; maisie gallagher (2011-2021)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. grimm (1ep) ; april granger (2012)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. stranger things ; isabella "bella" cassidy (2016-?)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. a million little things ; sophie dixon (2018-2023)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. pretty little liars ; imogen adams (2022-?)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. bridgerton ; hyacinth bridgerton (2020-?)
music videos:
ΰΌβ§βΛ. mean ; taylor swift
ΰΌβ§βΛ. i can see you ; taylor swift
ΰΌβ§βΛ. that's not how this works (feat. dan + shay) ; charlie puth
movies:
ΰΌβ§βΛ. the greatest showman ; caroline barnum (2017)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. godzilla: king of the monsters ; madison russell (2019)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. godzilla vs. kong ; madison russell (2021)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. all too well: the short film ; her (2021)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. scream ; freya tatum riley, dewey & gale's daughter (2022)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. scream vi ; freya riley (2023)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. damsel ; princess elodie (2024)
ΰΌβ§βΛ. nosferatu ; ellen hutter (2024)
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° my discography
ΰΌβ§βΛ. teenage dream [released jan. 17, 2021]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. divine feminine [released jan. 19, 2022]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. p.s. i love you [released mar. 27, 2023]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. that's not how this works (feat. dan + shay & liliana evans) [released apr. 14, 2023]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. p.s. i love you (deluxe) [released sept. 23, 2023]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. can't catch me now [released nov. 3, 2023]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. haunted letters [released jan. 4, 2024]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. haunted letters (deluxe) [released may 25, 2024]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. kisses at sunrise [released aug. 23, 2024]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. snowfall (christmas ep) [releases on dec. 25, 2024]
ΰΌβ§βΛ. kisses at sunrise (deluxe) [releases on feb. 14, 2025]
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° my family
ΰΌβ§βΛ. christopher robert "chris" evans [born jun. 13, 1977] is a world famous american actor. he was born in boston, massachussetts as the oldest of 5 children. he's most known for his role as steve rogers / captain america. when he was 13, his family moved to shreveport, louisiana where he met [redacted], who he immediately fell in love with. the two began dating at 15 years old and they got married in late 1996. shortly after their wedding, they moved to new orleans, louisiana and together they had 6 children including corbyn evans, liliana evans & walker evans.
ΰΌβ§βΛ. taylor alison evans [born dec. 13, 1989], known professionally as taylor swift, is a world famous singer-songwriter. she was born in west reading, pennsylvania as the youngest of 5 children. she began writing songs at just 11 years old and is one of the biggest inspirations for her niece, liliana evans.
ΰΌβ§βΛ. corbyn matthew evans [born oct. 4, 1998] is a famous singer-songwriter and former member of the band, why don't we. he was born in new orleans, louisiana to actor christopher robert evans & [redacted] as the first of 6 children alongside his twin sister [redacted].
ΰΌβ§βΛ. walker lee evans [born jan. 5, 2009] is an actor. he was born in new orleans, louisiana to actor christopher robert evans & [redacted] as the youngest of 6 children. out of all of his siblings, he is the closest to liliana.
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° aaron perry johnson [born jun. 13, 1990] is a world famous english-mexican actor. he was born in liverpool, england to an english father & mexican mother. he has a younger sister named gemma. i first met aaron on the set of percy jackson & the olympians while visiting my younger brother, walker, and i met him for the second time while filming nosferatu, where we became friends and he helped me break up with my shitty ex-boyfriend, asher ellis. he, along with reneΓ© & louis, helped me get over my break up with asher and overtime we became closer. in late june 2024, we began going on dates but it wasn't until aug. 23 that we became official. we moved in together on oct. 13, 2024.
β βΆ ο½‘Λ Β° my past relationships
ΰΌβ§βΛ. louis patrick james partridge [born jun. 3, 2003] is a famous english actor. he was born in london, england. he began acting as a young child. we first met when i was 13 years old and dated from jun. 28-jul. 21, 2019. we broke up because we knew we were far better off as friends and he's one of my best friends to this day. me, him & reneΓ© are a very well-known trio. i even helped him get together with olivia.
ΰΌβ§βΛ. anna cathcart [born jun. 16, 2003] is a famous canadian actress. she was born in vancouver, canada. she's most known for her role as kitty song-covey. we first met in march of 2019 and began dating on oct. 11, 2019. we dated for nearly before breaking up on sept. 23, 2021 because we realized we'd both lost feelings for each other. we still speak from time to time and are on good terms.
ΰΌβ§βΛ. asher roman ellis [born may 6, 1998] is a famous singer-songwriter. he was born in dallas, texas. he began releasing music at 14 years old but didn't make his rise to fame until releasing his 2nd album in 2017. he appeared on the song my oh my in my 2nd album divine feminine and that's how we met. i quickly fell in love with him and we got together on apr. 19, 2022. for the first 6 months, he treated me perfectly but slowly he started acting differently, becoming verbally abusive and cheating on me without me knowing. it only got worse after i met aaron and asher tried demanding that i stop speaking to him but i refused. finally, on may 27, 2023 i broke up with him and moved in with renee.
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most of these arent mine btw i just like the posts !!
WAITING ROOM
WAITING ROOM
WAITING ROOM
WAITING ROOM
BETTER CR
BETTER CR
FAME
FAME
BAND
RUNAWAYS
SUMMERCAMP
SHIFTING BOARDING SCHOOL
FAIRY
ROYALTY
COWGIRL
TRAVEL
BAKERY
TEASHOP
TEASHOP WITCH/ALCHEMYST
DREAMSCAPE
TEENAGE DIRTBAG
GREEK MYTHOLOGY
EVER AFTER HIGH
STARDEW VALLEY
LOVE ISLAND
MISS PEREGRINES HOME FOR PECULIAR CHILDREN
DRAGON NURSERY
INTROS
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this is my cozy little magic space where I unwind in between my shifts. its tucked away in a foggy fairytale-like cave, with calming spa tunes and ocean waves playing in the backround at all times. the scent of vanilla fills the air and there are bubbles drifting through the air, when I pop them, they burst into either sparkles or calming fragrances.
some extras I have scripted in:
β a sweet fairy companion who listens to me ramble and even helps me with scripting, giving me ideas and tips
β a platform where I can input any prompt and it transforms that into a film, series or game
β I get a package with a cute trinket or delicious snack sent to me every morning
β a zen pool
β my cat from my cr is always there to keep me company
β a magical journal and anything I write in it comes to life
β I have interesting dreams every night
β my bed is always cold and feels like im laying on a cloud
β a box with riddles/puzzles arrives at my door every day
β a fashion design journal ans anything clothes i draw in it appear into any dr i want them in
β‘β Stroll through a forest where giant flowers sway gently and towering mushrooms cast soft shadows. Rest in the heart of an old oak tree, and spin beneath a sky scattered with endless stars, their glow that stretches across the quiet night.
To step into the reality you desire, take a handful of pixie dust, let it slip between your fingers, and as you scatter it over yourself, and think of your destination. The path will open.
β‘β Walk through the gleaming white marble halls of your castle, or dip your toes in the waves along the shoreline. Dance through the corridors, whether alone or with a companion.
To enter the reality you want, find one of the locked doors, unlock it with a special key, and step through.
β‘β The mermaidβs grove, where sparkling freshwater shimmers and the morning sunlight kisses your skin as you pause for a moment of peace, or dive in for a swim if youβd like. Swim beneath the surface, exploring the depths at your own pace.
To enter the place you seek, choose one of the many lilypads, whisper a wish into the breeze, and let it guide you.
β‘β The grand red velvet curtains rise, revealing a stage set just for you, waiting for your story to unfold. Sing, act, and step into the role of your dr self in this waiting room, taking a break in the dressing rooms or mingling with others between scenes.
Recreate a moment, a memory, a glimpse of the world you long for. And when the final bow is taken and the curtains closeβyouβll find yourself in it.
β‘β A maze, a garden, a hidden sanctuary. Wander through paths lined with blooming flowers and willow trees, or let the warmth of the nearby lake embrace you. If youβre feeling bold, step into the maze, its winding paths that shift with every turn.
Somewhere within, the right path awaits. Find it, and it will lead you to the reality you wait for.
β‘β A hidden neighborhood nestled in nature, where cozy houses are all connected, their walls woven with vines and their doors open through small burrowed tunnels. Step through one, and youβll find yourself in another home, another story, another moment.
But tread carefully, because some of these burrows donβt just lead next door. Some lead to an entirely different reality.
β‘β A palace where the floors ripple beneath your feet, made entirely of shimmering water. Some rooms hold glassy pools, inviting you to swim and drift in the waters of your royal home.
But be mindful, some of these pools are more than they seem. Step into the right one, and it will carry you into another reality.
β‘β A calm, inviting forest bathed in the endless glow of golden hour. Willow trees sway gently, their long branches brushing against lakes sprinkled with drifting petals. The air hums with the soft rustle of leaves and the distant calls of unseen creatures.
Linger too long in the shade of an ancient tree, step into a sunbeam at just the right moment, and you may find yourself somewhere entirely new.
β‘β Houses nestled high in the trees, connected by sturdy ropes that let you wander from home to home, suspended above the ground. Swing from the branches, dangle in the open air, and drop into the safety of woven nets below.
But be mindful of the height, if you fall too far and if you let go with just a little too much belief, you might slip through more than just the air and find yourself into a new reality.
β‘β A whimsical tea party in a wonderland of your own making, where all your favorite people and creatures gather around a table filled with endless treats. Laughter fills up the air as you dance, sing, and share stories between sips of tea and bites of delicate pastries. Wander through the twisting maze, or step onto the giant chessboard and become a piece in the game.
But choose your tea wisely, one brewed with reality petal herb carries more than just flavor. With a single sip, youβll find yourself slipping into the reality of your desire.
what you assume today becomes your proof tomorrow
Sometimes I forget that I can literally change my life
Like oh I want to date this famous actor, become a musician, have tattoos, a snake, and a motorcycle?
Boom. Shift to a better CR.
How would I use your anti method as a sleep method? Explain it to me like Iβm dumb lmao I am struggling
falling asleep and realising you were always in your dr...perhaps you just forgot.
hello, hello, welcome back to hrrtshape explains her method but not method, her grand unified theory of "oh wait, i was here the whole time," her realisation that you've never actually been not there.
so!!! when you ask me how to "use" my anti-method, you are implying there's something to do. and there isnβt. there is, instead, something to un-do. something to unlearn. something to let drop, like a bad habit or a useless thought or the last act of a play that should've ended fifteen minutes ago. the problem isnβt getting there. the problem is that you think you arenβt there already.
please, for me, imagine this. you're on a train. except, plot twist, you forgot you ever got on it. you're sitting there, nose pressed to the window, frantically checking maps, wondering where the station is, wondering when youβre going to arrive. but the train is moving. itβs always been moving. it's been moving so smoothly you didn't even realise. and now??? now you just need to look up and notice the view.
the sleep method is the easiest way to do this because sleep is, by its very nature, a surrender. you can try to chase it all you like, but eventually it catches you by the wrist and pulls you under. so the move here, the elegant pivot, the last-second ballet of the mind, is this: don't chase. just accept.
don't "fall asleep to shift." don't "use" sleep as a bridge. sleep isnβt a bridge. sleep is the river. and you are already midstream. you donβt need to cross it; you just need to stop struggling and let it take you.
which means... you get into bed. you do whatever it is you do when you go to sleep, none of this "am i doing it right" business, none of this over-analysis, none of this breath-held, teeth-clenched hoping. just sleep. the way you do every night. and instead of treating sleep like a thing that has to deliver you somewhere, treat it like the proof that you are already there. because you are. always have been.
and if your brain starts doing that thing where it panics, where it clutches at the sides, where it spirals into "but what if i'm doing it wrong," remind it, gently but firmly, that there is nothing to do wrong. that this is not a puzzle to be solved, not a lock to be picked, not a riddle that requires a clever answer. you are the answer. you are the destination. you are already on the train.
the trick isnβt getting there. the trick is remembering you never left.