Ok, time to breathe and vent to the masses a little. Pretty much everyone here has no clue of the struggles I've been through lately. Sure, I've told some of you who message me, and I greatly appreciate those who let me vent. Most of those who listen, have been wonderful to talk to.
Apparently, what some people just don't understand is that there are more than just one type of dom. Pretty much every guy I've heard of seems to think it needs to be sexual right from the start, and it's your way or the highway. But what of the CG style of dom that I am? Someone who actually cares about the person that I am talking to, and doesn't need things to be sexual from the start, nor does it need to be every day.
But I often feel that the personality I have, tends to get overlooked, at least on this platform. Yes, I have met some wonderful people on here, and have made at least one really amazing friend that I hope will last the test of time. But after last night's attack on me, I was left broken for a little bit. The doubt it created caused me to hurt someone I truly care about, and really I hope that they will forgive me.
From now on, anyone that intentionally causes me, or someone that I care about, any kind of pain like what had happened last night, I'm not messing with it. You will be removed from my life on the spot. Apparently someone has hurt feelings already for this happening, and I don't think they fully understand why. That's not my problem though. I have my circle and I will protect that circle with my life.
But I'm over it at this point. I have received plenty of reassurance from some of you, and for that, I am eternally grateful. I have cut contact with some that I feel caused the pain. It's time I clean the negativity off of this page, and focus on what I was before that negativity came into my life. I will find her, and we will be happy, no matter what. Whether from this platform or another. I know the one for me, and the one who needs me is out there somewhere. We just have to find each other.
Dreamed of an impossible thing, then every time I woke up, i knew it wasn't true, falling back asleep, only for the dream to grow more. Finally fully waking, still knowing the truth, looking at my phone with a shred of hope, only to see the truth that I already knew deep down.
younger women + older men = match made in heaven 💌
If you love me hard core then don't walk away
My phone just crapped out. Please bare with me as I figure this out.
When you really want to help someone you genuinely care about, but you are at a loss for what to do.
Iseksi life, here I come. I know the world I would choose if I had the chance
Just saying
Who is your celebrity crush?
Ooooo toughie, as I don't watch too many movies lately. I can say for a fact that when I was younger it was Carrie Ann Moss (thank you leather suits from the matrix), and Michelle Trachtenberg (rest is peace).
I'd say one of my current ones is Anna Taylor Joy. But I've only seen her in one movie
The hard part was completed. The healing is underway. I guess we will see how long this process takes before I'm ready.