I Hope So

hope he sees me exactly like this

I sometimes wonder if we ever had a chance.

I spent my childhood around constant anger. I don't want to be angry

Learn what it means to be a real dom, as it goes much deeper than you think. Especially if you're trying to be a daddy/dom. Even if you think you're a good one, each sub/little has their own needs and wants, and it's up to you to learn what that is, and most importantly, be respectful of her; or you will lose her.

New little "rage dumping"

IF you are a Dom, I'm assuming you are in control. But you aren't only controlling me.

If you want to be a Dom, you need to learn how to control yourself first. Self-control and stability from a Dom are the most important things.

When your sub says they don't want to do something or feel uncomfortable, you have to respect it. Don't be pushy. Don't dominate them with exhausting. That's not dominating. That's abusing. If you **really** want to do it, find an alternative you both like and agree with.

You are in charge, and commanding is much harder than obeying, so you need to know how to behave and not hurt your sub as a "mistake".

Learn before trying. Study what you wanna do before.

You don't have to be strong, but you have to keep going. After all, strength is gained along the way.

Why do I have weird, complicated feelings towards someone, especially so soon after going through a break up? I know I need time to mend myself first, but I also wish I could take care of her in her time of need too.

What to do, what to do. Decisions, decisions.

if we date i’ll probably stare at you a lot, I like to admire what’s mine.