Being Both A Shifter And An Over Thinker Is Actually Going To Kill Me

i've known about shifting since 2020 and never doubted that it is real, but still had long breaks. i could not think about shifting for several months, a year, but it still came back to me. I still returned to shifting. if this is not direct evidence that i am destined to shift then I do not know what is

quick little reminder to ask yourself why you want to shift.

i realised today that you don’t have to shift for an s/o. you don’t even have to have one. you can just shift for friends or a profession. it helped me realise a lot about why i want to shift.

as a trans guy i want to manifest or shift to a reality where im cis but then im like: who am i if im not trans? like its such a big part of my humor and also some cis guys are so mean that its kinda generalised. im also just scared of cis men. still kinda wanna be cool and cis though, it would make my life so much easier.

your beliefs reflect on your 3d right? so the people that are religious believe in someone higher up who is pulling the strings, and for them that is reality. so when they’re praying, they’re essentially just manifesting for something to happen. i personally don’t believe in any religion, but when i’m manifesting i’m asking the universe. religious people ask god, which is essentially the same thing.

seeing my s/o in edits is so motivating. like wdym I'll be in edits with HIM in my dr? wdym people ship us and want us to be together forever?? ITS SO MOTIVATING AHFLDJROSJRNWNFS

me casually sneaking the fact that i can sing into all my drs, because being a singer is truly the only thing i wanna be. it’s at the top of my list, at least.

the vibe I bring to every reality

my singer dr 🎸

me

my name is jules sasha houston, singer. born december 28, 2000, i’m 21 years old. stage name: jules sasha. i am a huge spider-man and marvel fan, i love building and playing with lego’s, i play almost every instrument, i love skateboarding and surfing, i play soccer with my brother and friends every week and i love cooking for everyone. i live in brookline, boston with my twin brother. our parents still live in oxford, england, but we cut them off.

my brother and friends

basically my friends are a bunch of oc’s who i met during my time at berklee college of music. they support me on tour as my band and later on we actually form a band with each other. my brother is joshua bassett, actor and singer. he doesn’t do hsmtmts in my dr, because it doesn’t fit my timeline and i actually haven’t scripted any acting work for him, but we’ll see. about two months after i shift i meet tucker pillsbury, aka role model. he becomes my best friend and we like to go sailing in his hometown in maine. i’m also friends with the sturniolo triplets. they’re my escape from music. anytime they’re in boston i’ll go to their place and we watch movies, play games, go on walks, literally anything but think about music. last but not least, walker scobell is my music video director and he helps me with ideas. i met him in a bookstore and after pjo he does film school in boston. he’s 19 in my dr.

my s/o

gracie abrams. born september 7, 1999, 21 years of age. i shift to her show from the tiwifl tour in boston. she’s a singer who just released her second project. we’ve met once on a livestream she did about her single ‘mess it up’. i’ve followed her journey since 2018. we meet at the show. i got let inside the venue early because the guards felt sorry for me queueing so long in the cold. i was also the only one queueing anyway. she does her closed soundcheck first, which i attend, and she invites me to also play a song for her once she finds out im a singer too. she ends up giving me a backstage pass and she stares into my soul a few times during the show. after the show we eat pizza on her tour bus. we get breakfast the next day and i attend her show the day after in new york. the day after that we go on a date. another week later i am once again at her show and i ask her to be my girlfriend after that. yippie!

picking a picture of her is so hard cuz she looks so goddamn pretty in every picture 😭. i’m gonna die she’s so beautiful. also the image limit prevented me from making it look cool and pretty, but whatever.

discography

i also scripted i write some of the songs i have also written in this reality, so those will be cursive.

me and you - single

one more ‘i love you’ - single

i want my friend back - single

what it’s like - album

hurting, your grandma’s house, birthday, surfer x skater, i’m fine, knowing, exist, me and you, the titanic, i want my friend back

move to the stars - single

understand - album

grateful, try, break my heart, wrong, never enough, how to love a friend, where did it go wrong in may?, magical, paralysed, the couch, the reason i hate you

letting me go free - ep

i might finally be free, i just wish someone would die, letting me go free

in between - ep with gracie

in between, perfect, you are in love (cover)

double s - ep with harry styles

christmas love, are you bored yet? (with gracie abrams), remember when

the way you say ‘i love you’ - album

i’ll still love you, yellow, be with you, love you right, till forever falls apart (with ashe), girl crush, love me back, my person, spring into summer, belong together

all my love (with jules sasha) - single by noah kahan

carry you home (with jules sasha) - single by alex warren

alive again - ep

always been you, heaven, tear in my heart, sucker, adventure of a lifetime, sunshine

i can’t get enough - ep

hold my hand, look after you, infinity, used to you, shivers

strawberries - ep

castle on the hill, you are the reason, photograph, life at first sight, kiss me

i have two more albums, but i’m still picking out songs for it/trying to write some more. i hope you liked this little thing. idk if i wrote too much, but whatever. let it happen.

how i feel every time i get to the timeline section of my script

the bisexual struggle of deciding whether your s/o should be male or female