I Honestly Still Think About This Post Daily

I Honestly Still Think About This Post Daily

i honestly still think about this post daily

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6 months ago
More Pretty Jason Tehe
More Pretty Jason Tehe

more pretty jason tehe


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8 months ago

whats going on with miku

6 months ago

Someone: sir Choi Han is the youngest swordmaster ever known Cale and Alberu: *snickering in knows Choi Han's true age*


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7 months ago

i just fell on my knees at Costco

I Lost The Ask My Bad! But Here Is Jason For An Anon

i lost the ask my bad! but here is jason for an anon


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6 months ago

Year 4 after Cale Henituse changed my brain chemistry and rewired my brain.

Book so good i have nothing to say about it so i just obsess over minor side characters instead


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8 months ago

Is the fact that when he did get close to someone, they died, so he never understood what came next in friendship or any other kind of relationship.

What do you do with the people that you love? He doesn't know, because he never had the time. He never learned how to share. With who? The dead? The graves? The rests of his loved ones? God?

You know most of the time people get angry at Cale because he can't for the life of him communicate things as they are, specifically regarding his health and seems to be unable to register his family worries for him.

And to that I said, of fucking course, his whole life on earth was horrible and he didn't develop emotionally because let's do a quick recap:

His parents died.

His abusive uncle took him in

He ended up in an orphanage.

When he was twenty the world collapsed.

He was bullied because he didn't have abilities.

Then the shelter he was in was destroyed

Once again he was alone until he met with LSH and CJS and let's not forget he was already 20 something.

Not long after they died as well.

Then he closed off with everyone because he didn't want to get attached just to lose them again.

He woke up in a novel

GoD confirmed he was supposed to die not CJS nor LSH.

He had to face his past again due to SG test.

...Well you get my point by now he was a little too busy surviving for him to actually develop self worth, most of his life he learned he wasn't someone who deserves affection or care and unfortunately no one said otherwise and if they did they die leaving him worse than before.

So it is no wonder he keeps things to himself all the time, after all why would others worry about him it makes no sense? At least from his pov.

That's why he is so detached at the beginning, still he can't help but try fixing things because it is the only action he knows

Surviving and saving others is so deeply engrained in him that unknowingly he keeps getting in a bigger mess. He got attached against his best efforts and gives more than he can take because he is not used to getting, the people who ever gave him anything always ended up dying before he could understand being emotional or plainly having emotions is normal.


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8 months ago

I'm down bad for this bitch

No thoughts, just him:

No Thoughts, Just Him:
No Thoughts, Just Him:

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4 months ago

He is me, I am him. We are the same person.

Another Jason Commission

Another Jason commission

if you are interested in something similar you can send a direct message!


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6 months ago

8 seasons of this and those mfs are still lying and fighting 💀


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