I Know They’re Desaturated Orange But 💔 SIGH I Only Have Vibrant Oranges And I’m Not Up For Looking

I’m panicking my art teacher is having me make art for her to display but I don’t know what to draw I wanna draw smth Hamilton related but then I also kinda wanna do the arcana and I also have to think abt poses

WHAT DO I DO

Callback to when my best friend made this of Valdemar and I 😭😭😭😭😭

Flashback to when I went to the Holocaust museum and I was walking around, stopping everywhere and reading everything and then there were just some random girls in one of the rooms…….twerking…..for a TikTok…..

Incoming rant about me being upset with how short my temper is or something idk

I often feel really bad for how easily I get pissed off by little things. Someone says something, and I practically explode. For a while last year I was slightly frightened by my own thoughts because my easily aggravated mind slowly turned that irritation into actual like. Violent fantasies. Vivid. And I don’t want to sound like I’m trying to be edgy here, but I just had to sit there picking at my own skin, scratching until I bled, so I wouldn’t do anything. Things have gotten better since then. But I still struggle. I still get EXTREMELY pissed off by minor things, and it’s gotten slightly worse over the last two or so months. But every single time I do something that might make the other person upset, I IMMEDIATELY feel bad and apologize for them having to deal with my behavior. Apologize for being so easily pissed off, because they and I both know I’m not usually like that. It makes me a little sad because I’d come so far, and I look at messages or think about things said to me, and I think about how I would have found those things funny just a few months ago.I’m trying to work on my temper, and it makes me feel horrible because I’ve literally been told by multiple people I consider friends that they’re scared of me. I sound edgy rn ew 😭, but I just don’t like the feeling. I want to be better. I want to be at the place that I was a few months ago. I just feel shitty. Idk.

I love having friends who are obsessed with my OCs. Because what do you mean my best friend is writing a fanfiction about the people in my head right now

(The title is Yearning btw.. right after I said “Cécile is like. Yearning personified.”)

I was drawing Jefferson today and my friend came and asked me if I was drawing Bob Ross

WHEN DID MORGA COME INTO THE EQUATION

Your Arcana Love Story  (︶▽︶)

make a screenshot, attach with a reblog  (≖ ͜ʖ≖)

lalallalalalalallaaa undertale reference but it’s my OC Astral before and after 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰

Without hesitation

Rb if you would let Valdemar perform your top surgery