a common misconception i see in the community is that polyfragmentation refers to having a high alter count, and id like to talk about what it actually means polyfragmentation is characterized by a complex system structure, complex splitting patterns, a large number of fragments, a lack of non-dissociative coping mechanisms, and often trauma that began at an early age and impacted all areas of life COMPLEX SYSTEM STRUCTURE - often involving layers, subsystems, or other divisions within the system that keep alters separate in groups COMPLEX SPLITTING PATTERNS - this involves splitting in groups, splitting multiple alters to hold different parts of the same trauma, etc LARGE FRAGMENT COUNT - polyfragmented systems will have a high fragment count, fragments are alters who lack a full sense of identity LACK OF NON-DISSOCIATIVE COPING MECHANISMS - where splitting would typically be a last resort for most systems, polyfragmented systems can be pushed to the point of splitting much easier, even from daily life stressors EARLY LIFE TRAUMA - according to richard p kluft, polyfragmented DID is often caused by longstanding severe abuse beginning early in life - grey
median culture is always being the same guy but also not the guy who did that, and not the guy who was here a few minutes ago but also being that guy always.
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wait till u find out im actually insane and it's not a joke
My whole life someone told me to be a weapon, when all I wanted was to weep.
— Azura Tyabji & Jackson Neal, from “Black Fire Ballad (I Feel Most Evil in My Mother’s Gowns),” Teen Titans, Dear Azula, I Have a Crush on Danny Phantom
who up feeling like an open wound that will never heal
Mahmoud Darwish, With the Fog so Dense on the Bridge in Almond Blossoms and Beyond (tr. Mohammad Shaheen)
[i want you to tell me i might never recover]
— Jay Vespertine (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
Kyro / 26 / he/him / dabi fictive / median subsystem / trigger warning / problematic / 18+ / recovering
Endeavor & Shouto Todoroki kin/fictives DNI
Hey. I'm kyro, I'm a median subsystem, and this is my personal blog. I don't have a good history, and I'm not interested in talking to anyone.
I don't care about discourse, if you see something you don't like, it's not my issue. Control your own internet experiences.
rain in the background while you’re sleeping>>>>>>