They So Dumb And I Think Its One Of Their Best Qualities.

hes just like us fr

Can i just point out how fucking deranged it was for jackles to say dean's biggest regret was not being able to save cas instead of saying it was dying on that piece of rebar. Cuz jackles fucking HATES the rebar. We know this. He dunks on it every chance he gets. This wouldve been a great opportunity to rag on it disguised as a ha ha funny joke. But instead he. he

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12 is honestly so beautifully written and peter capaldi d e l i v e r e d

I love the twelfth doctor so much hes everything to me. Do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference I do what i do because its right because its decent and above all its kind just that just kind stand with me its all ive ever wanted im just a bloke in a box telling stories and im not here because im ashamed a bit of shame never hurt anyone i came because youre sick and you asked i thought i sent you to birmingham for a packet of crisps i lived among otters for a month you look at me and you cant see me do you have any idea what thats like london what a dump clara am i a good man i’ll lose any war you like i’m sick of losing people look at you with your eyes and your never giving up and your kindness one day the memory of that will hurt so much i wont be able to breathe and ill do what i always do i’ll get in my box and i’ll run and i’ll run in case the pain ever catches up wherever i go it will be there when you fire that first shot no matter how right you feel you have no idea whos going to die!! You dont know whos children are going to scream and burn. How many hearts will be broken!! How many lives shattered!! How much blood will spill until everybody does what they’re always gonna have to do from the very beginning, sit down and talk!!!! You’re all the same you screaming kids look at me im unforgivable well heres the unforseeable I forgive you after all you’ve done I forgive you don’t run stay with me never be cruel never be cowardly run fast laugh hard be kind everything ends and its always sad but everything begins again too and thats always happy be happy ill look after everything else thats the trouble with hope its hard to resist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I'm thinking about Jesus Christ Superstar again (specifically the 2012 live arena version). Im thinking about how raw and desperate and viceral all of it is. Thinking about the inherit guilt and shame and anger is jesus and judas. How they can rail against the narrative all they want, can drag their feet towards the end, can go kicking and screaming, and it will end up the same anyway. How hard they fight against their fate, desperate to be heard. Judas begging Jesus to trust him, to listen to his concerns. "Listen Jesus, I don't like what I see. All I ask is that you listen to me, " Jesus begging God to have mercy, to answer the cries of his knly son. "God, god, why have you forsaken me?". Anout how Jesus begged for him mother as he was dying, about how scared and alone he was. Thinking about how Judas was right the whole time, that they did turn against Jesus, that it was out of his control. Jesus did want him, need him, to betray him for the sake of gods plan. "You wanted me to do it,". Thinking about how Judas didn't go to the rally with Jesus in hosanna, isntead watching over him from afar. About how all of the zealots who only saw jesus as a savior, half god half sacrificial lamb, and how judas was the only one not there. Thinking about anachronisms and using each others name like a curse. "You liar, you Judas." "Christ you deserve it. " Thinking about the love that threads them together, even if its not enough to save either of the.

the way that jesus loved judas despite his flaws and judas loved jesus because of his flaws and the way they are trapped in the narrative and judas always had to turn hik in but he loves him and he didnt want him to die but he knew that the messiah was not the jesus he loved and how he knew his role and he had to play it

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Gonna cheat a little bit here and reference multiple songs but… these lines from Jesus Christ Superstar have been on my mind for a good while:

“If you strip away the myth from the man” “I remember when this whole thing began/no talk of god then we called you a man” “You sad pathetic man” “He’s a man/he’s just a man/he is not a king/he’s just the same as anyone I know/he scares me so”

I am sooooooo normal about the way Judas loves Jesus. Most other characters revere, deify Jesus, but Judas doesn’t do that. He loves not Jesus the Messiah, but Jesus the man. There’s something so tragic about the supposed traitor being the only one who truly understands Jesus’ struggles regarding his divine destiny (as showcased in Gethsemane). How do you love someone when your love is infinitesimal in the grand scheme of things, when the one you love is half god, half sacrificial lamb? When you’re not sure he’s even human? His accusations in The Last Supper is equal parts “you’re getting out of control” and “why must you sacrifice yourself this way when you’re just a man, why make your flesh and blood bread and wine?”. In my opinion, when it comes down to it, the logic behind Judas’ whole “your followers are getting out of control, I have no choice but to turn you in” thing is anger towards Jesus for becoming an idol and driving his followers into a religious craze, when he could’ve done his activism as a human. When you interpret it this way, Judas’ repeating “Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ, who are you? What have you sacrificed?” becomes so much more than bitter mockery; he’s demanding the one he loved to answer the question that tormented him all along.

the most ally thing was using only one s

Just gonna add "also cas is gay" to every post I make from now on

Misha Collins once said:

"So Castiel makes his homosexual declaration of love"

(November, 2020)

"Supernatural was like a very kind of macho hetero show so for there to be this romantic declaration of love at the end"

(March, 2022)

"legitimisation of this forbidden love"

(September, 2022)

"Also, Cas is gay."

(July 1, 2023)

"If the CW wasn't so homophobic Dean and Cas would have been balls deep for sure"

(April, 2024)

"Castiel actually says I LOVE YOU and not like I love you like a brother but I love you like a lover"

(December, 2024)

"And Castiel was gonna be there [in the Roadhouse], sitting at the bar, with his hand around Dean"

(December, 2024)

its on sight

reblog to put john winchester in the meat grinder!!!!!!!! mince him!!!!!!!

Today, i'm thinking about Hadestown and the celebration of a doomed narrative. I'm always a sucker for a doomed narrative, but for Hadestown, it's different because of course it's heartbreaking, its devestating and unfair and they're so close, but also because it's seen as a triumph. Because the very first song it tells you what this story is. Even if you dont know the story of orpheus and eurydice, it tells you the basics going in. It's an old song, it's a love song, and most of all it's a sad song. It's a tragedy. And then the rest of the musical is spent falling in love with the characters. The whole story is spent making you forget that first song. And it works. You're rooting for them, you want them to succeed. They're walking out of hell theyre gonna make it and they can be happy and orpheus turns around. And it feels like a betrayal, because it's so heartbreaking because how did you forget? It's made more so by the Road to Hell reprise, when Hermes retells yoy everything he already said. When he stops singing and tells you what you forgot. It's a tragedy. It feels almost like a beratement, because of course he turns around, that's how it goes. Why would this time be any different? It feels like a cruel reminder of our own stupidity.

And yet...it's not. Hermes says it himself. There's power in knowing how it ends and singing it again anyway. It's a celebration of that stubborness to see them get a happy ending. A celebration of the fact that we're all just little kids demanding the story be told again and to get it right this time Because they deserve their happy ending, they deserve to get out, even if we know it's impossible. It's triumphant because in the face of gods and death and hell itself, we are here demanding it be done again and again because they have to get it right eventually. And its true, because I listen to the soundtrack over and over and each time I get to the end my heart is ripped out of my chest because I thought it was going to end differently this time. And when it doesn't, I listen to it again. It's a blessing from hermes to be defiant in the face of cosmic forces for the simple fact that they were in love and they should get to be in love. A celebration of not the tragedy, but the refusal of it.