Grief Makes One So Terribly Tired.

Everything in the world is about sex except sex. Sex is about power.

Oscar Wilde

Get out of the self-destructive move you have sunken into. Do anything today, however small it may be to get out of that place.

A man's wealth must be determined in relation to his desires and expenditures to his income. Want nothing = have everything.

They that can give up essential liberty to obtain temporary safety, deserve neither safety nor liberty.

Benjamin Franklin

Who, being loved, is poor? —Oscar Wilde

I don't know what happened but I woke up crying. The heart was heavy and eyes filled with undefinable sorrow. As if something so sadly buried in the deep core of mine just erupted like a volcano. This loneliness was never part of the plan of my life, why has it come with such great force? Why my story is getting tangled and beyond control? Why people around me have failed to understand my soul? What is this punishment for?

It is so easy to develop negative mindsets when something bad happens to us. But “Good” or “Bad” who knows. What is negative or positive? when you can’t see the full picture. Something Bad may be Good in the long run, who knows.

When I give feedback to people I expect them to receive it with an open mind but sadly every time I do so I end up becoming someone they hate.

Give feedback, receive antagonism.

I wish we both were breezes/winds and not trees rooted at different places. It would have been magical to whistle together and spread life wherever we went. I wish we could have flown and blown together.

So sexed up that I am reading static as erotic.