Finally the 11 PM thread holding our joy together snapped too. No more waiting is to be done to hear and tell moments during the day we missed each other. No exclusive sq. ft. left for me. A dead heart beat that's all I am now. That's what I always have been.
Gone are the days when people we love used to fight or get upset over our failing to give them love, time and attention. Now fights are for presents not presence.
Personal growth demands that you contradict yourself. Unless you do that you remain a slave to what you currently know, think or feel. Don't look for mirrors in conversation with others that they reflect what you say. Don't look for Black holes to converse with who soak in everything you say but look for people who question the validity of your world view and have ability to think differently.