…..You Know What. I’m Not Sorry.

WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL FOR ME!?

Ah yes, the time of day where you have this major urge to draw/write yourself with your comfort character/ f/o with you, but then you also don’t even know what to even begin with.

Like what pose should I use for this picture, and do I want to make it angst?? Or do I wanna make myself happy and not cry today-

This!! I keep seeing stuff like this and it pisses me off how the fandom can mischaracterize him into just being a simp. And no, this isn’t for the fact that Sebek is an F/O of mine, he’s also a character that I find really interesting.

Sebek sees Malleus as someone to look up to. Sure, it’s obsessive, but people obsess over others all the time. Whether it’s famous people like Taylor Swift, or a crush. It isn’t out of the ordinary, and in Sebek’s case, it feels like an admiration more than being a simp (In my personal view).

As for the dislike towards humans (Spoilers for Book 7) We find out that his grandfather was the one who taught him this. His fae grandfather, who fought in a literal war against humans. He knows he’s part Fae part Human, however, he chooses the fae side because he grew up under the influence of the prejudice. He grew up in a family that has a soldier in the war in it, and heard stories about humans’ horrible ways. I, too, probably would choose the fae side of someone I look up to in family tells me these things.

Sebek respects Malleus’s decisions. When we call him ‘Tsunotaro’ (Or Hornton), he freaks out. It’s because Malleus is seen as higher up, and should be treated with respect. To him, it doesn’t seem respectful, until he is told that the nickname is allowed by Malleus. He moves on from it, and doesn’t bring up the nickname thing again, and doesn’t even question it. If Malleus is okay with it, then he should be fine with it as well. He won’t yell out about it because Malleus is okay with it.

There are even things that we know that he’s trying to better himself at, or get over his fear with. One of these things is horses, he’s terrified of them, yet he’s still in the equestrian club to get over it. He’s choosing to take a more difficult route and try to overcome his fear rather than accept it and not try at all.

Honestly, this became a slight ramble, but again, I think this stuff needed to be said. Sebek isn’t just a simp (or a simp at all in my opinion). I have my own headcanons of why he acts that way, but that’s for a different time. Sebek is a very complex character that people can’t understand and mischaracterize because of that.

I hate how the fandom condenses Sebek’s whole personality into one character trait.

Sebek is, to me, a very interesting character. Half fae, half human, with a prejudice against humans. Essentially, you could say he has internalized xenophobia.

I don’t know if it states this in one of his stories, but personally I think sebek looks up, or, as how the fandom calls it, “simps” over Malleus is because he’s the perfect example of what a fae is-powerful, elegant, etc.

It’s mentioned numerous times in Twst (I think) that in briar valley, humans and fae are at odds. So where does that leave sebek? In a place where humans hate faes, or where faes hate humans, sebek, who’s half and half has to pick a side.

So, yes, of course I love enjoying content where sebek fawns over malleus. It’s funny. But that isn’t his whole personality.

Sebek isn’t just a simp. And it honestly irks me whenever I read a malleus x reader fic or whatever, that Sebek is always characterized as someone antagonistic against the reader because Malleus loves them or whatever.

t:ldr; Sebek is way more then a simp!

rb to give a flower to the person you rb this from

Prologue..

TW: Cold, Unknown places (please let me know if there is something I missed.

Chapters: Prologue | Chap 1 | Chap 2

POV: My own POV

The start of the Journey..

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Cold…

That is all I felt…Cold..

What happened? Why do I feel cold…? Why is the ground so..so very cold..?

I sit up carefully, as I begin to open my eyes… It..It couldn’t be real, could it? The cold ground couldn’t be for the fact that it is covered in snow. The temperature as well..it’s way below freezing.

Nothing like I felt before..

‘Where…am I? This isn’t my home….’ I think to myself, as I start to stand up.

I was shaking so much because of the cold. I need to find an area where I can be warm. I start walking forward, and find a village in the snow. People started staring at me as I walk through it.

This place..I don’t recognize it. It hadn’t come out in the game yet, did it? I could hear the people whispering to themselves. This was the last thing I want..

“Call the Fatui.” I hear a person whisper. Fatui? No..that can’t be right. The Fatui-

“You! How dare you try to impersonate the Divine One!” A person yells at me. I was completely taken by surprise.

“H…Huh? What are you talking about?” I say, talking through my clattering teeth. Footsteps..far away, yet are running closer. I become terrified.

“Just you wait! The Tsaritsa will strike you down!” Another person yells. “The Fatui are sending over their Eleventh Harbinger!” Another yells.

Oh…

Oh no…

No no no no…

I’m so dead…

Fantasizing about extremely traumatic scenarios bc it doesn't feel like my trauma is enough

…..I am getting inspired of this, will I have to do multiple drawings? Yeah, but anywho—

I get inspiratiioooom

F/O: *minding their business*

S/I, silently walking behind F/O: *suddenly hugs F/O* HAH!! surprise hug!! no more running!! and..

F/O:

S/I: and..uh..

F/O:

S/I: ..F/O...? Did i break you?

F/O: *starts crying*

S/I: F/O???

inspiration

….Oh nu-

THEY’RE GROWING IN STRENGTH OF HEIGHT-

i am short, i an 4'11 😭

get on my shoulders, we gonna make you tall

VYN MY BELOVED—

reblog this with a picture of your f/o and i’ll give you my first impression/thoughts of them

can be any type of f/o >:)

(inspired by @oc-x-cannon-on-main)

solar style

Now I feel like I should draw this, at a different time though, since I’m at my Grandparent’s

@crowisinthetrash @chuuyas--boo @ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps @percyshipz @eelussy-enthusiast + anyone else

aesthetic generator time!! reblog and put what you got in the tags or whatever

I got mosspunk :}}}