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since quinton said he liked to hear about stuff his fans go through while watching his videos uhhh here's a bit about me i guess

i discovered and binge watched the first 3 videos on the series when i was in a bad place in terms of a lot of stuff, but specially when it came to my art, i valued my art not in "do i enjoy making it" but in "would other people like it and see it", which considering im a small as fuck artist, was not a good thing, no one ever saw my art outside of my close circle (which i no longer consider a bad thing because my close circle rocks)

after the second victorious video came out, i decide to make my own Victorious AU called Failure, which would be about how the main characters grow up to NOT become stars, having very average lives and feeling kind of miserable

This post sucks, but it had what I made for it

I feel like my brain didn't came up with this idea because it would be fun for me to work on, but because it would perhaps get me traction, and it sorta did, 58 upvotes babyyy, I was honestly so thrilled about it that I wanted to write a script for it

And I couldn't, why? Because I didn't want to actually work in it, it felt more like a job than a project, and it's not like I was getting paid for it! But I felt like I had to do it because how else am I going to get a following?

I was also, yknow, severely depressed at the time so I didn't feel like drawing or writing

I also found many flaws on my first post, so I decided to make a new one, this time with no art because I was just, exhausted

Here is said version, I actually think is quite nice nowadays

I eventually got over this feeling, although it took a while, I don't even know how I did it, it just slowly happened gradually while learning to love myself

Now I'm watching the Sam & Cat video, and thinking "yknow, I should maybe revisit that au, it would be funny", and it has made me realize just how far I have come, now I don't want to make art to become famous or approved, but because I enjoy making it!!! It is honestly very nice

Tldr I'm making a victorious au maybe, you can't stop me

Trader Joe's contest lol.

So there's a drawing contest at a store nearby and I decided to participate and draw the friendly shadow~ If this were a real book would you buy it?

Hondo

That's all, that's the ask

Yes, I AGREE!!!

“Hondo’s biggest fan is himself,” is what the ladies at Disney World told me when I was in line for Smuggler’s Run.

Where is the lie?

I’m finished with my work! God this took way too long to finish. Anyways I’ll keep my promise, this is Samuel my madness combat oc. He goes by He him pronouns and is trans (ftm). He basically helps the main three wreak havoc on the A.A.W.H.

The punishment

Warningzzzz: execution, nightmares, gore, failed romance. Forced breakup by other party, general trauma, angst, and an oc interacting with a cannon character

Autodale fan series, WARNING PROBABLY CRINGE BC MY CRINGY OC IS IN HERE. PROCEDE WITH CAUTION.

Sadly written by Two eyed shockwave.

It all happened so fast. Hive finding out. My lover- everything fell apart so quickly. What happened? Why did it have to be like that? Why did they- no. Why am- "Shadow?" I was then snapped out of my trance. "C-charels." I mumbled back. I was instantly brought back to the right state of mind when I heard his calming voice flood my audio receptors. He then sat me down on his couch and wrapped his arms around my waist, I shivered at his warm and slow touch. I look at Charles' eyes as he removes his mask, his eyes twinkle like the sun. He's the only reason why I'm still going, why I'm not going to kill myself in this God-forsaken city. "The... the thoughts are back again?" He whispered to me, "They never left me, my dear." I mumbled back. Charles then held me closer, caressing my chin as I was slowly calming down. "It's okay, I'm here shadow." Charles then lifted my hat a little to reveal my glowing eyes. I look back at him to see his sweet face, at the same time I am reminded of the grotesque episode I keep having. I am reminded that if we were caught as a gay couple Charles would be executed, I am reminded of the blood that will spill on the floor, the blood of my lover seeping into my shoes. I am reminded that hive may rewire me to forget about Charles forever, I am constantly reminded that hive will make me kill Charles instead of him being sent to the usual massacre of the "uglies". I am reminded that Hive will LAUGH at me for even loving him. HIVE WilL make fun of me, they will re-wire me. I will be reminded that it's going to be my fault for Charles's death. The death of the one who is my everything, the one who keeps me going. I will- "Hey, Hey, shadow? Shadow stay with me love. Shadow. Shadow hey?" I awaken again to his calming voice. I break, I couldn't hold it any longer, I wept with no tears into his arms. His reassurance then fled my receptors again while I breathed and wept hard on his chest. "Shhhh it's okay shadow, it's okay" he whispered and removed my hat, he caressed my head and skimmed through my wires. I calmed down again in his arms. "Please...don't leave me Charles..."I whimpered a little. "I won't ever love, I'll never leave you."

Uhh so yeah, kinda cringe right, anyways, basically Shadow had these episodes of him being forced to kill his lover as punishment because hive found out that yk they're gay and stuff. Charles is my oc and he's a cover-up mayor so people don't suspect things lol. Uhhh so yea. Shadow is not my character and was made by the lovely David Armbsy, go check out his Patreon and his YouTube

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