Guys!!! I Saw Orion Constellation, Jupiter, Mars Like Soooo Clearly!!!! It Was So Beautiful ❤️.

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Day 6 - 25/01/25 ( saturday)

I was not in a good mood, i was sad that you do not have friends when you arent succesful. And the whole idea of love was fucked up. I broke up with my boyfriend and lost a friend if i can call it one. All alone i was. Was not in the best of moods, but hey i knew it'll be fine

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Day 21 - 9/2/25 (sunday)

In one word, i was feeling fucking filthy. It was soooo bad, porn, chips, ewwwwww so gross, period, but didnt take bath, really filthy, i feel like puking, it was that grosssss

Day 48, 49, 50 - 8/3, 9/3, 10/3 ( saturday, sunday, monday )

Eh was babysitting my 16 year old cousin !! Just scrolling and shit and om monday i met with my ex bf told him why he'll be my ex,.we bought some books and stuff. Yeah, oh j wastched you know what , i got a new laptop too

Day 37 - 25/02/25 ( tuesday)

I -

I cried in front of my manager, worst day possible, it was soo fucking embarassing, why !!!! Just why!!

Ik why, i am not a good engineer who solves problem, rather than seeing things as puzzles, i see them as obstruction, which will not help me in prosper as an engineer. To be a good engineer is to learn always and keep solving puzzles

Day 33,34,35 - 21/02/25, 22/02/25, 23/05/25 - friday was good, saturday i went on a date with my boyfriend and sunday i was the same shit again

Day 68,69,70,71 - 28, 29, 30, 31

Hey if i ever say i will do things on weekend, just so you know, i dont, so let me just kill myself

Day 2 - 9/4/25 (wednesday)

I woke up and did a little walk, my face is twitching, kinda felt fucked up mentally. My sister said i need to visit a neurologist and i need to do that as well.

Nanami tells me to relax a bit, to calm down a bit, cause anger and anguish never did any good for me. Okay???

Goal -

1. Company work - need to submit it by 7 pm today !!! God damn gojo !!

2. Teraphy session - 1 hour (erwin smith)

3. Exercise (I'll add a 10 mins walk today and a stretch after my bath)

4. Sleep?

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Day 47 - 07/03/25 ( Friday)

1. Finish 1 task of your company work ( leave at 5:45 pm )

2. Finish going through that one problem we found (leave at 5:45 pm)

3. Read death on the nile girl

-- oh btw, ima follow absurdism in my life from now on !!!

I broke up with my boyfriend, i am decentering men

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Day 5 - 24/01/25 (friday)

Ohhh happy news happened that day, i merged my changes to the master branch heheheehejehejeejejejej, and then i came home attended the meeting and all. My friend texted me midnight asking for a change in plans to meet. I told her very nicely to go fuck herself. Like seriously!!! 25 year old and her parents yell at her. I tired but couldn't keep it. Its time to let go, so i let it goo

Being sugawara's girlfriend would be sooooooooo good. Like imagine sunshine, rainbow, the whole cosy aesthetic, marshmallow (I haven't even tasted one), rain and comfort just mixed together and BAAAAAMM YOU GET SUGA. God, everyday i wish he was all mine.

I would literally be like tanaka. The first day i see him i would have asked his hands in marriage. GOD DAMNNNNNNNM

LIKE!!! LOOK AT HIM 🥺. Please tell me i aint alone 😭🌃❤️