Ugh Everything Is So Gross Right Now Eggs Are Gross Soup Is Gross Noodles Are Gross Wtf Am I Supposed

just woke up and i had a dream where my law teacher replaced herself with an animatronic who looks like a normal young woman (long black hair, probably asian but idk, normal teacher clothes) and the animatronic killed you if you broke the rules on her class 3 times (phone, cheating, no uniform or outside shoes). Like on our first say with her she killed someone right infront of everybody(incinirated a girl/woman with a laser beam, only ashes left) so we were all terrified. and i already managed to break the rules twice? once when i SOMEHOW hid my phone in my hair, but it fell out and my classmate who sat next to me(which was random cuz we're not even close) caught the phone and tried to hide it without her noticing but she did and i got a strike. the other time i dont remember. And on our third day with her teaching, i came to school in my home clothing for some reason?? was wearing the cyan shirt and green pants I've got on right now. so obvi that wasn't the uniform and our class had law as the second period so on the first one i was just spamming my mom to text our homeroom teacher that I have a stomachache so that i can go home cuz i dont wanna die but my mom doesn't read the messages and like my classmates are already mourning me or whatevs but i woke up before it happened lol

Also somewhere in-between allat our class flew to Europe for some reason with our English teacher???? but my bff wasnt with us so i was walking alone n i got lost but i just followed 2 girls and we found the rest of the class. and all that was happening at night?

Oh and on the third day when i went to school in my home clothes, i was literally walking outside, in winter, at probably like -17°C in a T-shirt and was completely fine somehow

my mom said i had a weird dream cuz of the heat cuz i fell asleep at 2pm-6pm right next to the radiator

^ and i had like 4 hours of sleep this night which is probably a normal amount for the ppl on this app but i usually sleep for 6 hours so i was a bit ... sloggy? I think that's the word

Ooh update on this thing, my teacher just told me i got 2nd place for that :D was shocked lol.

CAT

This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah

Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.

Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.

Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them

Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.

But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.

Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man

Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.

just remembered the one time a few years ago i rode a bike off a hill, flew a few feet into the air on said bike, fell and hit my head on the ground, then slept through the next two days

here's some photos of a potato being eaten that i took during those two days

today a classmate told me i look like a black cat, and i liked that so i feel the need to document it

got hit by a volleyball twice at pe today, once in the face and once in the stomach, and between those times it whizzed right by my head at full speed it literally touched my hair. and then my friend got hit in the nose too. our classmate accidentally hit it right in her face D':

oh this wednesday my biology teacher said "what kind of pornography is this!" at the state of her classroom's curtains

Hey not even a day on this app and I'm already being followed by a bot lol

i dress way too casual for events 😞 like why is everyone here wearing blazers and formal dresses while i'm accidentally matching fits with a 9 year old boy?

why the fuck are notebooks so expensive :(

i just wanted to draw scribbles pretending it's ancient potion recipes i am NOT paying like 40$ for it

wtf is the point of telling me i can choose something but when i do you say my choice sucks and tell me to choose something else >:(