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ALMOST

i keep repeating,

i almost cried.

shit i almost cried.

but that’s the luxury of healing.

shit’s really like the moon,

not linear, strong as fuck and will whip your ass if you need it.

she’s beautiful but the tough love is strong.

like how people love water when it can kill us so easily,

healing is subjective.

the beauty it carries is stressfully intense and comforting.

when you heal,

you feel glorious,

powerful,

un-fucking-matched.

ohh but when you go through it,

you feel like the ground when a tsunami hits.

so when i say, i ALMOST cried…

that is me acknowledging that I ME AND ONLY ME did that shit.

i healed myself multiple times,

through all the emotionally unavailable,

through the family trauma,

through the terrorism by fucking kids.

I did that, ME.

and almost will always be my power card

and YOU will not make me hate my almost be unappreciated.

CINDERELLA

cinderella

tell me how’d you do it

how did you stick through it

through the tears

through the pain

through the hurt

i feel stuck

in my head constantly

i wanna give up

but the people around me give me hope

sometimes

but i’m tired of being alone

i’m tired of dealing on my own

and if certain people heard this

they’d think they did something wrong

but it’s my fault

i did this all to myself

i know your story

and i just wanna know how

she said

dont you have time for me

don’t you ever wanna see me

i cry tragically in a corner

i give you everything you need

but you don’t ever thank me

i’m tired of waiting patiently

for you to breathe the same air as me

i guess me and cindie

will bleed

This looks like a warehouse in which each person is a box on a shelf.

I don't care what these people did. No one deserves this. The only criminals are the people who put them here.

every day i become a little more radicalized

The Percy Jackson renaissance and The Hunger Games renaissance happening in the same year is something so special to me

SOMETIMES

sometimes i just wish i could be mad at you like everyone else…

i wish i had more negative connotations,

stronger anger inside,

just more to make me not love the person that’s gone.

6 months later and still the questions come…

what happened?

y’all were so perfect for each other.

i guess not perfect enough in your mind.

and sometimes i think,

maybe i made it up.

maybe it was a dream,

or rose colored glasses,

i really don’t know.

i wish i did,

but you won’t tell me.

you just keep lying so what’s the point?

when you are so scared,

scared to hurt me if i’m not hurting you.

you won’t say the dark truth,

even if i dig it out of you.

i just don’t know how we can push through when our time restarts.

THE IDF IS WITHDRAWING A BIG PORTION OF ITS FORCES FROM GAZA

timesofisrael.com

Anticipating long war, IDF pulls one of four divisions out of Gaza for R&R, training

Army to decide mission of 36th Division, which battled Hamas in northern part of Strip, after its break, as ground operation expands in cent

It has failed to achieve a single one of its goals and thanks to the actions of the Israeli armed forces, Israel is now in court for genocide. Thousands of IDF soldiers have been injured or killed. Their image as the invisible moral army has been thoroughly destroyed

Meanwhile the IDF stationed at the West Bank have failed to stop the Resistance groups operating there. The IDF have repeatedly raided the West Bank, destroying homes and killing civilians, many of them children. The Resistance has spent months pushing them back. There's a belief that there could soon be a Palestinian uprising in the region

A week or so ago, the IDF withdrew 25,000 out of 50,000 soldiers from northern Gaza after failing to dismantle Al Qassam there. In fact, every time rockets are launched from Gaza to the Occupied Territories, they are launched from the north, in order to make sure no settler believes the IDF when they claim victory over northern Gaza

Still, this is a huge victory for the Resistance. Let Henry Kissinger tell it

In the process we lost sight of one of the cardinal maxims of guerrilla war: the guerrilla wins if he does not lose. The conventional army loses if it does not win.