I Remember Everything I Did. And The Worst Part Is, I Remember Liking It. Because I Felt Powerful. I

JUST TELL ME

is it me who won’t let go?

why can’t i escape you?

why are you always on my mind?

i see you everywhere but yet

you’re not in front of me.

i honestly don’t even know what you want from me.

it feels like i’m going crazy.

crying to myself in the bathroom,

just asking you to explain to me why?

why won’t you leave me energetically and mentally but left so easily physically?

don’t even try to tell me how to see it.

you won’t change my mind,

shit you haven’t even tried.

you just jumped without ending.

you talk so easily but why can’t i?

why do i feel that way, trapped but you’re living free?

and if you’re not then show me.

show me that you’re going crazy too.

show me that it wasn’t nothing.

that i was it for you until i wasn’t.

shit you could’ve showed dislike but instead,

you shot blanks.

those blanks taunted me…

and now you do too.

i wish everyone who made kit connor feel he had to come out a very merry FUCK YOU. you forced an eighteen year old into coming out publicly, before he was ready, when he stated many many times he wanted to keep it private. how many more times does this shit have to fucking happen before some of you fucking clock that YOU CANNOT QUEERBAIT IN REAL LIFE. this is the natural end to the discourse of ‘if somebody is in the public eye playing a queer person they owe us their sexuality’, and it’s DEEPLY FUCKED UP, they do NOT owe you an answer, and this mindset JUST FORCED AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD TO OUT HIMSELF BEFORE HE WAS READY TO

me when uhh...me when...

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Republicans wrote laws in the House, Republicans in the Senate approved.

Trump is not in office.

There is no executive order.

Yet everything changed and changed back.

This is a performance.

EVERYTHING Trump does is transactional.

Trump personally benefitted. 100%. 1000%