Nothing Has Purpose Anymore

My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore

im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.

people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones

Making Levy all soft and glowy is probably one of my favorite activities :3

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I wish I had the courage to end it all.

I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.

"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "

i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care

bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is

he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point

hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway

he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home

he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho

he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time

WAIT I JUST READ THE FOREST FIC WAS JOSH REAL AT THE END??? WHAT

Why the fuck am I the way I am

How am I supposed to live after I've hurt the person I love the most?

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns