Why Do People Pretend To Be Your Friend? Why Talk Shit About How I Look? Why Not Just Fucking Tell Me

"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "

I dont know what to do anymore. I try so hard and I always end up back here. I'm tired of trying to fight to get out of this. I'm just gonna stay in the dark and hopefully I'll be able to this.

I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

I can’t help but feel like everyone sees that I’m damaged goods and that’s why they never want me.

WAIT I JUST READ THE FOREST FIC WAS JOSH REAL AT THE END??? WHAT

Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now

The feeling of emptiness it's back. It's worse than usual, it's terrifying, it has never been this strong before.