one thing about gravity falls that i didn't realize until the book of bill brought it up again and added some more details to it is that..... the zodiac prophecy failed. the thing that the entire show has been quietly leading up to since the first time we saw the title screen, and it didn't do anything. they came close! maybe they COULD have defeated bill right there in that spraypaint circle! but it failed all because of a petty argument between stan and ford
and the thing is, yeah, that's BELIEVABLE. it makes sense for something that stupid to get in the way of an ancient prophecy, because it was an unpredictable human mistake. even bill was surprised! maybe all the prophecy required was for those people to be in the same room. maybe it was just a basic premonition to set the stage
what ACTUALLY defeated bill was stan and ford working together for the first time in decades. it was out of necessity, but it was still a sacrifice, and they both had to agree to it for it to work. plus, they only had time to pull it off in the first place thanks to dipper and mabel's teamwork
but it all comes full circle - everything began and ended with stan and ford. and it worked because even the universe couldn't predict it
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Steve only agreed to go out with Tommy after their parents set them up because he âowedâ his dad for ruining a potential business partnership for him at a dinner party.
To the rest of the guests, the man had just tripped and embarrassed himself but he knew and Steve knew and Steveâs dad knew: Steve had tripped him. But the guy had groped his ass when he crossed him on his way to the bathroom. He had it coming.
And even if his father had agreed with him after Steve told him the truth, he still needed help landing another client since his most profitable opportunity turned out to be a big olâ creep. A date with another clientâs son. Young, rich, good-looking, a single dad. It didnât sound that bad.
And so Steve met Tommy.Â
At first, Tommy was⌠good. He was charming, cute, a praiser and a joker but the more Steve got to know the less he liked. After a while the compliments stopped and the commanding requests began. Get me this, pick this up, cook me, blow me, dress me, feed me, drive me, me, me, me.
But if Steve wanted or needed something? Tommy was sooo tired and busy. He hadnât even made an effort to meet Steveâs friends yet. Plus he was always making Steve feel dumb and unimportant, saying his job was silly, even if Steve made almost as much money as him with fewer hours.
Telling him not to âworry his pretty head about itâ when Steve asked for clarifications or wouldnât talk to him about work because Steve âwouldnât get itâ. He talked down on Steve all the time and offered him money to âbuy himself something niceâ in a degrading manner as if Steve was nothing more than arm candy for him.
The worst part was when he realized Tommy⌠wasn't funny. At all. All his jokes were based on making fun of other people. And he was the only one who laughed at them. He was no better than a bully. He⌠kind of sucked.
And Steve wouldâve loved to never have to see him again. But the problem was he had fallen in love with Tommyâs daughter, Tarja. Because Tommy might have been a terrible boyfriend but at least he was a good enough father. So the weeks Tommy got Tarja, Steve spent most of his time with her.Â
She was just a delight. Cute, smart, and actually funny. She had the most deadpan sarcastic humor a 6-year-old could manage and it cracked him up. She was also super creative and loved drawing, reading, bedtime tales, and coming up with stories of her own.
Her emotional maturity was impressive, better than her fatherâs actually, and one of Steveâs favorite things about her. Heâd never forget the day he went to pick her up from school and sheâd been upset. When Steve asked her how he could help she had calmly explained what had happened, how it made her feel, and what she could do about it⌠over ice cream, obviously. It made him wonder what kind of person her other dad was like because she had clearly not learned how to communicate like that from Tommy.
And the thing is, Steve had always wanted a kid, ever since he was young all he wanted was a family and even if Tommy wasnât great he just couldnât make himself leave the connection he felt with Tarja. And he couldnât just come out to Tommy and say: âHey I wanna break up, but Iâd love to keep seeing your kid,â that would land him at best a punch, at worst in jail.
There was also the fact that, no matter how much he tried to deflect, Tommyâs comments were starting to get to him. Maybe Tommy was as good as heâd get, maybe he was dumb and uninteresting and the only thing he had going for him was his looks, maybe this was his only chance for a family. So he stuck it out. Cherished the times when they were all together.
And then he met Eddie.
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Even after this tragedy, the pain did not let up and chased them to the Rimal neighborhood. The bombing continued and Alaa had to put wet masks on Maria and Hamza, so that the children could endure the terrible smoke and burning smell. Things got so bad throughout the next few months that Hamza who is only 3 years old, now talks only of bombings, rockets and tanks.Â
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i gotta say tumblr is far better than twitter. a post about nanny au steddie gets over 200 (sweet) notes in less than 24hrs here and nothing there. it worse because you can see that so many people have seen it and decided not to interact.
so. screw them. yâall get the next round of brain worms my continued dive into the nanny is bringing (mid season 3 atm).
wiggling thoughts like it was a crushing scene that brought eddie to the harringtonâs door.
it was humiliating, his previous relationship and employment crashing and burning simultaneously. losing his boyfriend billy and position at the record shop to that conniving witch paige.
dressing up in a borrowed outfit from wayne and schlepping nutritional supplements of all things only to be pulled into the most gorgeous house by the most gorgeous man heâd ever seen.
âthank god youâre here, iâd nearly given up! the agency was saying they couldnât send anyone else out, something about OSHA and insurance claims being out of control.â
the man had dragged him down a hallway, into a richly decorated, wood panel office, gesturing for eddie to take a seat on one of the velvet cushioned chairs while rummaging through a stately desk.
seemingly finding what he was looking for, he pulled out a packet of papers. âah, still have one copy of the contract left! again, so happy you made it on such short notice, was nearly about to leave the children with robin.â
a gesture to the left brought eddieâs attention to a woman heâd overlooked in the whirlwind.
she was near the same age as the man, perhaps early forties, wearing a sharply pressed suit and standing silent in the corner. that is, until the last statement which prompted a dry response,
âa decision we all are endlessly grateful didnât come to pass. iâd never be able to get the stains out of this suit.â
a gorgeous laugh (god was anything about this man unattractive?), âdonât sell yourself short robin, we know youâve gotten worse out of clothing over the years.â
eddie broke in, âwait, what? children? contract!?â
oh god, the question prompted the man to slip on a pair of wire-rim glasses, and begin shuffling the papers. eddie was going to die.
âyes, you are the new nanny the agency sent over correct? Iâm steve harrington, youâre to watch my children. we just need to go through a few of the formalities first, you understand. canât just let anyone off the street, you know?â
âuh,â eddie needed to come clean. this was a big misunderstanding, maybe they could laugh about it later over rumpled sheetsâŚno! bad thoughts eddie, focus!
âim sorry, im just here to tell you about these amazing supplements from shaklee. but i can definitely be what you need for a nightâ eddie delivered with a slight smirk, internally wincing at the last comment.
he watched as steveâs expression dimmed, and he slumped in defeat.
âof course, of course you are. why would anything be going right, today of all daysâ
clearing his throat, he continued, âiâm terribly sorry for pulling you into this mess, you must have to get back to work. robin will write you check for your time iâve wasted. apologies againâ
with that dismissal, he picked the phone back up and begin dialing,turning his body away from eddie.
robin came over and ushered him out and back down the hall, theyâd barely gotten half way before the raised voice of Steve filtered out âwhat do mean nobody else will come? it was just a measly garden snake, nothing poisonous! and who on earth is allergic to lizards for gods sake! iâll call the other agency then! what do you mean, thereâs a list!? my children are wonderful! to hell with you then!â
the sound of a slammed receiver was clearly heard and then steveâs face peered out from the office door, flushed with anger and hair rumpled from stressed hands.
âFor a night you said?â
steddie | rating: t | wc: 3,8k | cw: mention of throwing up | tags: pre-season 4, different first meetings, eddie is afraid of heights, steve is a sweetheart, holding hands, first kiss
for week one of @softsteddieseptember using the prompt âfacing your fearsâÂ
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Jeff and Gareth stumble out of the Ferris Wheel and Eddie snorts out a laugh. Â
Jeff is struggling to keep them both upright as Gareth leans all of his weight on him, his face alarmingly green. Jeff manages to get them to the picnic table where Eddie is sitting without Gareth barfing but when he plops down next to Eddie he scoots away, putting some distance between them just in case.Â
âShouldnâtâve gone on the Ferris Wheel after swallowing three fucking corn dogs, Gare,â Eddie sniggers, taking a drag of the cig heâd been smoking while his two friends were spinning fifty feet from the ground.Â
âDonât-â Gareth mumbles, cutting himself off with a gagging sound that makes Eddie sit on top of the table just to put more space between them. âDonât mention corn dogs. Or food,â he finishes meekly, hunching forward and burying his face in his hands. Â
Jeff gives him a pat on the shoulder. âItâs your fault, man,â he tells Eddie, who gasps, affronted by the accusation. âIf you didnât fuck off to go take a piss then Gareth wouldnâtâve had to go on it with me.âÂ
Eddie shrugs, the cigarette dangling from his lips. âWhatcha want me to say, Jeff? When you gotta go, you gotta go.âÂ
(The truth is Eddie didnât have to go.Â
He lied about it and then wandered around the fairgrounds aimlessly until he was certain Jeff and Gareth had gone on the Ferris Wheel.
Because Eddie is terrified of heights, a fact no one but his uncle is aware of given how cool and unmetal it is.)
âUgh, I gotta go,â Gareth grumbles, stumbling over to some bushes before throwing up all over them.Â
Eddie recoils with a grimace. âDude!â Â
Gareth pulls himself together. He wipes his mouth and glares at him over his shoulder. âShut up, Ed, you wouldnât be doing any better if it was you who went up-â He pauses, narrowing his eyes at Eddie. âWait, how come Iâve never seen you go on the Ferris Wheel?âÂ
Oh crap.Â
âIâve been on it,â Eddie shrugs, lying as convincingly as he can. âMany times.â
Jeff studies him curiously. âNo, no, Gare, is right. Weâve been coming here for three years and youâve never been on it with us!â
âIâve been on it,â Eddie insists. âJust you know with other people.âÂ
They both snort. âOh yeah?â Jeff asks. âWho?âÂ
âYeah, Eddie, you donât have any other friends,â Gareth adds.Â
âI do!â Eddie protests, waving his hands like it will make names appear out of thin air. âI have Freak!â
Jeff raises an eyebrow. âWhatâs his real name?âÂ
âUh-â Eddie shrugs. âFreak?âÂ
Gareth shakes his head. The color is back on his face but Eddie wishes heâd go back to hurling his guts out. âIf I didnât know any better, Eddie, Iâd say youâre afraid to go on it.âÂ
âPfffft,â Eddie slaps his knee with a laugh. âI am not.â
âProve it then,â Gareth says, crossing his arms over his chest.
âWhat?âÂ
âGo on the Ferris Wheel now.â
âUh, can I finish my cig first?â Eddie asks, trying to stall.
But his friends wonât let him. âNo,â they say at the same time.Â
Well, shit.
âUgh, fiiiiiine,â Eddie says, throwing his arms up in a tantrum before snuffing the cig against the table.
He stands up and, flanked by his two friends, starts walking towards the Ferris Wheel. As he does, he considers the pros and cons of fleeing- heâs gotten very good at running from people and neither Gareth nor Jeff are as quick as some of the jocks heâs had to outrun before.
But Eddie realizes he might not need to run away when they reach the line just as the guy manning the ride opens the last car to let the last two people in.
âWonât you look at that!â Eddie whirls around, clapping his hands together. âItâs full! Oh well, thereâs always next year!âÂ
He throws his arms around Jeff and Gareth and starts dragging them away. Only for them to stop in their tracks when thereâs a voice behind them.Â
âWe have one spot left!â The guy announces. âOne spot left! Who wants to ride?âÂ
Gareth whirls around. âHe does!â He says, pointing at Eddie who curses inwardly. âHeâll do it. Right, Eddie?âÂ
Through gritted teeth, Eddie mutters âif you insistâ because what other fucking choice does he have?
He makes his way to the front of the line like a man stepping into the gallows, jaw clenched and hands balled up into fists at his sides pausing again just as heâs about to get on.Â
Because sitting on the Ferris Wheel car is no other than Steve fucking Harrington.
He wants to do this even less now knowing that Harrington will be sitting next to him as he tries not to shit his pants. The last thing he wants is the King of Hawkins High to go around sharing that with everyone.
âDude, are you getting in or not?â The guy asks when Eddie just stands there, an annoyed tilt to his voice.Â
Eddie glances over his shoulder to find Gareth and Jeff giving him two thumbs up, matching smirks on their faces. He flips them off, ignoring the scandalized gasp from a mother waiting in line with her son.Â
Then he glances back at the car- at Harrington, who is staring at him with an impatient bitchy look. The King probably isnât happy about sharing a Ferris Wheel car with the Freak.
Yeah, well, the feeling is fucking mutual.Â
âYeah, yeah, Iâm going in,â Eddie says anyway, sliding into his seat. He does his best to ignore Harrington as the guy lowers the safety bar on their laps- as well as the dread that has settled on his belly.Â
It only grows as they start moving.Â
âEnjoy your ride,â the guy tells them with fake cheerfulness.Â
Eddie fights the urge to flip him off too.Â
âFuck,â he mutters, grabbing the safety bar with a death grip as their car starts to rise. They keep rocking back and forth and Eddieâs stomach falls out of his ass every time. âFuck me.âÂ
Next to him, Harrington lets out a snort. âAt least buy me dinner first, Munson.â
Eddie snaps his head towards him- Harrington is leaning back against his seat with a smirk, seemingly not caring at all about the fact that theyâre about to be thirty feet from the ground. Asshole.
âHardy-har-har, Harrington,â Eddie says through gritted teeth, trying not to let his voice waver.
As far as comebacks go, itâs a lame one and Harrington must notice. âGeez, man. Are you okay?âÂ
âYeah, Iâm- Iâm fine.âÂ
Harrington glances down at Eddieâs hands on the safety bar with a pointed look. âReally? Because you look like youâre trying to snap that bar in half.â
Eddie glances down and sees that heâs white-knuckling the safety bar. He loosens his hold a little. âIâm fine,â he says, voice clipped. âMind your own business, Your Majesty.âÂ
âChrist, Munson, whatâs your problem?â Harrington huffs out a sound halfway between a grunt and a laugh. âAnd donât call me that. You donât hear me calling you Freak.â
To Eddie, theyâre not the same. He thought someone like Harrington would enjoy being reminded about his popular status in high school- even if Eddieâs tone is mocking. But it seems the whole King thing struck a nerve.
âMy problem is-â Eddie starts, meaning to tell Harrington that itâs him even if Eddie hasnât had a problem with him in particular since he graduated but then their car jerks and his words trail off into a whimper.Â
âThis fucking deathtrap, shit. Okay, Iâm not fine,â he admits, eyes screwed shut as they reach the top. âI'm like terrified of heights, okay? Which is fucking lame and super unmetal of me so go ahead, laugh it up.â
He waits to hear it- Harringtonâs laugh but thereâs only silence.Â
Eddie peeks at him through one eye.
âIâm not gonna do that,â Harrington says, his eyebrows knitted in a way thatâs frankly kinda cute.Â
Cute? Jesus Christ, Eddie, not the time.
âWhy not?â He asks. âItâs what you jocks do.â
âYeah, well, I havenât been a jock for a while, man.â
Eddie guesses thatâs true. Even before he graduated, Harrington had stopped being a jock under Eddieâs definition of the word. He still played basketball, but he didnât pick on Eddie or the other nerds and now heâs not laughing at him for being afraid of heights even though if the roles were reversed Eddie would probably get a few laughs in himself.Â
Maybe he should cut Harrington some slack.
âWhy are you riding the Ferris Wheel anyway?â He asks after a short silence. âIf you donât like heights?âÂ
Another mind your own business rests at the tip of Eddieâs tongue but he did just say heâd cut him some slack. Besides, Eddie is slowly realizing that talking to Harrington is helping keep him distracted from where they are right now.Â
âWell, my friends think Iâm scared-â
âYou are,â Harrington interjects with a smirk.
âYeah, yeah, I am,â Eddie accepts with an eye roll even if he feels his mouth tick up. âBut they donât need to know that, I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
âWith your friends?â
âWith my friends, the school.â Eddie clicks his tongue. â Society.â
Harrington snorts out a startled sort of chuckle, eyebrows raised in amusement. âWell, I wonât tell society,â he says with a conspiratorial smile. âYour secretâs safe with me.âÂ
He bumps their shoulders together and it makes the car tip forward. Eddie bites down on a very embarrassing scream. Harrington grimaces. âShit, sorry.âÂ
âWhy are you- why are you riding the Ferris Wheel?â Eddie asks. âYou canât possibly enjoy this, man.â
âItâs not so bad,â Harrington shrugs. âI like the view, especially at sunset.â
âAh,â Eddie smiles teasingly. âI bet you bring all the pretty girls up here, hold their hand if they get scared.âÂ
Harrington raises an eyebrow at him. âAre you suggesting I hold your hand, Munson?âÂ
Is he? Eddie looks down at Steveâs hands. Theyâre nice hands and Eddie has to admit that the thought of holding one of them right now doesnât exactly make him want to jump off this car.Â
It makes his heat build in his cheeks actually. âFuck off, no, Iâm-âÂ
âBecause I would,â Harrington interjects, âif you wanted me to.âÂ
Eddieâs eyes go wide. âI- uh. You- no, you wouldnât.âÂ
Harrington tilts his head, watching Eddie with a mixture of amusement and something else. If Eddie didnât know any better heâd say Harrington finds it endearing- how nervous Eddie is. What the hot fuck?
Harrington holds out his hand, palm up, in the space between them.Â
Eddie can only stare at it like itâs going to bite him or like Harrington is going to jerk it back and laugh at him for falling for the joke. He does neither. He wiggles his fingers and Eddie, who might be oxygen-deprived from the height, lets go of the bar with one hand, wipes it on his jeans, and grabs Harringtonâs.Â
He links their fingers together loosely and gives Eddie a little half-smirk, half-smile that he bets left a girl or two giggling back in the day. Right now it makes Eddieâs heart stutter in a wildly different way than being this far from the ground does.Â
The ground, which is currently far, far away. Shit. The reminder makes him grip Harringtonâs hand tighter and itâs really nice- warm and soft instead of cold and hard like the safety bar. Eddie looks down at their joined hands, and focuses on that- on how big Steveâs hand is and how many freckles are dusted over the back of it, how he doesnât seem to mind that Eddieâs rings are probably digging painfully into his skin with how hard heâs holding on to him.Â
âBetter?â
âYeah,â Eddie admits with a shaky laugh. âUm, thanks, man, for not laughing and like, not being a dick about this.âÂ
âYeah, well, Iâm trying to be less of a dick these days.â
âAnd howâs that working out for ya?âÂ
Harringtonâs nose scrunches up. âIâm alone at the Ferris Wheel, Eddie, so what do you think?âÂ
Eddie chuckles. âOh, so what am I? Chopped liver?â
âNo!â Harrington counters quickly. âJust not who I thought Iâd end up riding the Ferris Wheel with.â
âOh how you wound me, Steve,â Eddie says with an exaggerated pout.Â
âShut up, youâre the one whoâs wounding me,â he says playfully, using his free hand to gesture at where his other one is still trapped by Eddieâs. âThink youâre cutting off circulation to my hand.âÂ
Eddie loosens his hold a little, his cheeks pinking up again. âFuck, sorry.âÂ
âItâs okay,â Steve says, giving it a squeeze. âRobin and I went to see this gross movie once called The Thing and Iâm pretty sure I almost lost all my fingers from how hard she was gripping my hand.âÂ
Eddie blinks. âRobin Buckley? From band?â He asks and Steve nods. âI didnât know you two were friends or is it- are you two like-âÂ
Jesus, why do you even care, Munson? Talk about minding your own business.Â
âOh no,â Steve replies even if Eddie didnât finish the question. âI love Robin, but sheâs just my friend. My best friend. Itâs tectonic.âÂ
Eddie tilts his head. âDo- do you mean platonic?âÂ
âYeah, that,â Steve says, snapping his fingers and shooting a single finger gun in his direction. âSheâs actually down there somewhere with- um, with someone else.âÂ
âOh, Steve,â Eddie says, shaking his head. âYouâre third-wheeling your band nerd best friend? How the mighty have fallen truly.âÂ
Steve groans, throwing his head back but not before Eddie sees how his mouth twitches. âIt gets worse, dude. Iâm also here babysitting a bunch of fourteen-year-olds who are also nerds. Except for Max, sheâs cool, she doesnât play that- dorks and dweebs game the others are obsessed with.â
âHold on, Iâm sorry, do you mean Dungeons and Dragons?â Eddie sputters, trying to wrap his head around everything heâs learning about Steve- horror movie enjoyer, nerd-sympathizer, a babysitter who sort of knows what Dungeons and Dragons is.
Steve purses his lips. âI think I like my name better.â
âSure, buddy,â Eddie says with a snort. âWell, Iâm sorry to inform you that I run an after-school club for that game so by hanging out with me your cool-o-meter just took an even bigger nose dive.â
âWell, goddamn it, Munson,â Steve says jokingly.Â
âBet you wish you got stuck with a pretty girl instead of me, huh, big boy?â
Steve falters at the name that truth be told slipped out of Eddieâs mouth without him realizing. A slight pink tinge shades his cheeks.
Itâs nothing compared to the deep shade of red Eddieâs cheeks turn when Steve says, âActually being stuck with a pretty boy is fine by me.â
A nearly hysterical laugh rushes from Eddieâs lips before he can help it. âA pretty- uh. What?â His heart is doing summersaults in his chest and Eddie tries hard to get it to calm down. Steve could be fucking with him. Fuck, is he? âAre you- Steve. Harrington. Are you fucking with me? âCause you mightâve graduated and you might not be a jock anymore but I know you know what your teammates called me, man, you know Iâm- and you fucking with me like that is not cool-â
âWoah, Eddie, hey. Iâm not,â Steve assures him, pretty brown eyes wide like a startled deer. âItâs true, okay? You are pretty.â
Oh.Â
An ugly strangled noise escapes Eddie. âOh. Okay. Uh.â
Steve runs a hand through his hair and shifts nervously in the seat. âFuck, just forget I said that, I didnât want to make things weird, okay? Just- yeah, forget it.â
âWho says I want to?âÂ
Steveâs eyebrows meet in the middle. Cute, Eddie thinks again. Oh, maybe it was the time after all. âUm, your face, man? You look like I splashed you with water and then threw a toaster at you or something.âÂ
âThatâs- thatâs actually a good way to describe how I feel, yeah,â Eddie agrees. Steve cringes slightly. âNot in a bad way! Iâm just surprised! I didnât know you-â liked boys? liked freaks? liked me?
Whatever he means, Steve gets it. âYeah, I do,â he says, the tips of his ears turning pink. âItâs fine if you donât or whatever-â
Eddie opens his mouth to assure him he does in fact like boys and freaks and Steve who might be a freak himself if this Ferris Wheel ride has taught Eddie anything-
Before he can though the Ferris Wheel screeches to a halt, their car rocking in place at the top.Â
âWhy- why are we stopping? Whatâs wrong?â
âNothingâs wrong,â Steve says, squeezing Eddieâs hand. âItâs the last spin, theyâre probably gonna stop each cart at the top for a few minutes.â
Eddie whines pathetically. âWhat? Why?â
âSo people can watch the sunset? Make out?â Steve blushes. âOr something.â
The wind picks up and makes the car rock back and forth and Eddie groans. âFucking great!â
âHey, what do you need?â Steve asks, rubbing his thumb over the back of Eddieâs hand. Itâs almost enough to distract him from being stuck at the top. Almost.Â
âTo be back on solid ground? Or a distraction. Please distract me, Stevie,â Eddie says, feeling panic bubbling up inside him. He doesnât even notice when the nickname slips out.Â
Steveâs eyes flick over his face looking for something. He either finds it or gives up. Either way, he takes a deep breath. âPlease donât punch me for this.âÂ
âPunch you for-â
The last word dies in Eddieâs throat because Steve leans in and presses a kiss to his mouth, effectively shutting him up.
For a beat, neither of them does anything. Then Steveâs free hand cups Eddieâs cheek and he moves his lips. Eddie makes a soft, needy noise in the back of his throat, his eyelids fluttering shut, and then heâs kissing Steve back.Â
Itâs a slow and lazy kiss but itâs enough to make Eddie forget where he is or that heâs supposed to be panicking. He even lets go of the safety bar just so he can get his fingers in Steveâs hair.Â
They donât break apart until the Ferris Wheel starts moving again, their car making its way down so they can finally get off this stupid thing.Â
(Though it might be starting to grow on Eddie. Just a little.)
When they stop again so that the people in the next car can have their go at the top, Eddieâs stomach merely swoops and it might have more to do with the way Steve licks his pink, wet lips than with anything else.Â
âWell, thatâs one way to distract someone,â Eddie says, his voice coming out a little breathless. âThanks, Stevie.â
Steve snorts, hanging a hand from his neck. âThanks for not punching me.â
âIâm a lover, not a fighter, baby,â Eddie says and watches delightedly how a flush creeps up Steveâs cheeks at the pet name. âIâd never punch you, your face is too pretty for that.â
A startled laugh tumbles from Steveâs lips. âSo I could kiss you again?â
âI could be persuaded to do that again, yeah.â Eddie tilts his head, eyes darting a little anxiously over Steveâs face. âFirst I gotta know if this is like a âwhat happens in the Ferris Wheel stays in the Ferris Wheelâ kind of thing, you know?â
âNah,â Steve says with a smile that edges on soft. âI was actually gonna drag you with me to the Hoop Shot game after this. Impress you a little.â
âOh yeah?â Eddie asks, grinning widely. âGonna impress me with your jock moves?â
âMhm. By winning you a stuffed animal too.â
Eddie clicks his tongue. âStevie, Stevie, Stevie, I told you, I have a reputation to uphold-â
âWith society, yeah, yeah. Donât worry, Iâll get you something metal like a bat! Or a dragon.â
âHm,â Eddie taps his finger against his chin. âGet me both and itâs a deal!â
Steveâs eyes twinkle. âDoes that mean I get two kisses?â
âOh, sweetheart,â Eddie says, pitching his voice low and deep. Steveâs eyes widen slightly. âYou can have way more than that.âÂ
Theyâre almost at the bottom now which is probably why Steve doesnât lean in for another kiss right then and there when itâs clear that he wants to. This close to the ground, people could see and the last thing they want is an angry mob waiting for them at the bottom.Â
Theyâre happy to just hold hands for whatâs left of the ride. Despite Eddie not being scared anymore, neither of them considers letting go, not until the guy from before yanks the safety bar off their laps, stares curiously at their clasped hands for a second before his expression turns bored again, and waves them out of the car.Â
Eddie climbs out and jogs down the steps, past the people waiting in line. His eyes dart over the people hanging around the Ferris Wheel, looking for Gareth and Jeff but his friends mustâve gotten bored and wandered off at some point because theyâre nowhere to be seen. Whatever, he was gonna ditch them to hang out with Steve anyway.Â
But Steve gets the wrong idea when he sees Eddie scanning the crowd. He scruffs his Nike against the ground and hangs a hand from his neck. âItâs okay if you wanna find your friends-â
âFuck, no,â Eddie says quickly. âTheyâre big boys, they can get home on their own. Or not and it serves them right for forcing me to go on that deathtrap!â
âOh, come on,â Steve says with a playful grin.Â
âFine, I guess it wasnât that bad,â Eddie says, rolling his eyes, the corners of his mouth ticking up. âWhat about you? You donât have to find your baby nerds and make sure theyâre okay?â
âNope, those shitheads can take care of themselves,â Steve says. âI have more important things to do.â
âLike me?â Eddie asks with a ridiculous waggle of his eyebrows. It makes Steve tip his head back with a laugh. Eddieâs eyes zero in on the moles in the column on his neck, thoughts drifting to wanting to kiss every single one of them.Â
âMaybe later,â he tells Eddie with a wink. His stomach swoops and this time it has nothing to do with gravity and heights. âCâmon, man, letâs get you that bat.â
Eddie holds his finger up, wagging it in front of Steveâs face. âAnd the dragon!â Eddie says, getting all up in Steveâs space as he starts walking in the direction of the Hoop Shot game. âDonât forget the dragon!â
âYeah, yeah, whatever you say, Munson.â
(Steve gets him the bat. And the dragon. And cotton candy. And later follows Eddie home after dropping off his herd of fourteen-year-olds. Eddie lets him have two kisses and more just like he promised.)
(And he rides more than just the Ferris Wheel that day.)