"When I First Married You, Goncharov, I Was Nobody. My Father's Daughter, My Brother's Sister. When I

"When I first married you, Goncharov, I was nobody. My father's daughter, my brother's sister. When I walked towards you at the altar, I felt that was the moment I would finally become someone real enough to have flesh and blood to call mine. Katya wouldn't sound so empty on my lips. And with those same lips I called your name, and smiled at you in front of God, and kissed you in the dark of our room. And all I became was your wife. Oh, I was a good wife, wasn't I? A wife when you needed someone to bed, a sister when you needed someone to argue, a mother when Andrei needed to cry... is it all women are in your eyes? Actors, pretty dolls to dress up and spin around according to your needs? The party needed for me to believe in the cause, so I did. My father needed for me to marry young, so I did. You needed for me to love you. And it comes to this, at last. I started being Katya, at being myself, not upon falling in my role, but at the discovery of an unwillingness, of an inability. My inability to be loyal to you, Goncharov, is what saved me. And what now kills you all the same

Katya Goncharova - Goncharov (1973), directed by Martin Scorsese

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