September Affirmation (Don’t Be Afraid) By Keaton St. James

jaehyun at the shiba inu cafe ♡

important

Ziall evidence

I thought it was pretty cute Ziall moment, where Zayn just can’t keep his hands to himself, and once again touches his boy, and niall in his turn resists a little, because obviously Zayn chose not the best place to show his feelings. I thought in that way until i have learned some of the details. Now  I’m starting slightly differently perceive the situation, and all eventually leads to the fact, that it’s the showdown.

This gifs from the press conference for This is us, August 18 2013. Yes, you aren’t mistaken - the day when Zayn  allegedly  proposed to Perrie. I don’t believe in the authenticity of this engagement, and I guess that on this day (before the conferences), the management told them that Perrie after a couple of days will come to a premiere with a ring on her ring finger, assuming the role of the Zayn’s bride. 

And on these gif, Zayn tries to hold Niall for conversation (yes, Zayn anyway chose not the most suitable place for this purpose).

On the second one you can see how Niall furiously says him something, and Zayn immediately join with him in physical contact, gently put his hand on his stomach, into a kind of soothing gesture. 

Liam and Harry immediately go toward the exit, but Louis marks time, and it seems like he watching for Niall and Zayn, look after them, so those aren’t too dispersed. 

As you can see, Zayn decided to “take the bull by the horns” immediately, and talk to him

Noteworthy that after the London premiere, Zayn and Niall were spotted at Heathrow airport on the their way to New York. The other guys joined them later    

Apparently Mr. Malik wanted to spend time alone with his boy, and perhaps apologize for this mistake that he made

During the NY premiere, Zayn all the time hanging out around Niall

And Niall decided to show everyone whom actually belongs Malik, unceremoniously leaving a kiss on his cheek, that came out quite intimate. Hmm.   

This year I learned that pain is inevitable. Loved ones will be lost whether it be death or simply growing apart. People will disappoint you and no matter how much you may love them, sometimes you need to walk away for yourself. It’s commendable to plan for the future and to visualize the things you want in life. Most likely none of it will happen and life will take you on a journey you never planned for. The number one lesson I have learned this year though is, No matter how unbearable the pain may be, love conquers everything and it can be found in the most unexpected places. We just have to be willing to invite it in and give it back. To cherish those who continue to love us even when we feel we don’t deserve it. That kind of love is hard to find and it will leave if it is not nourished, especially the love we need for ourselves.

dontbescaredjustbefree,  writing prompt #73: Write about the lessons you learned this year. (via wnq-writers)

Strolling aimlessly in a bookshop is self care

If I Could Fly - Empty Arena Edit

been listening to this nonstop since lastnight. 

My current to read list:

Everyone Fails. Here’s How to Pick Yourself Back Up.

The life-changing magic of making do

How millennials replaced religion with astrology and crystals    

Mothers Are Teaching Their Daughters Bad Lessons About Beauty

Are You a ‘Testosterone’ or a ‘Dopamine?’

Self-doubt can actually help you bloom — and it all starts with how you talk to yourself

How these 4 women completely changed their lives in a year

The Art of Being Single

A Landmark Study on the Origins of Alcoholism

To Delay Death, Lift Weights

How to Be Confident (When You Don’t Have Anything to Be Confident About)

IN MY ARMS: embraces in art

Eva Antonini / Peter Wever / Holly Warburton / Alisher Kushakov / Salman Toor / Briony Marshall / Alisher Kushakov / Edvard Munch / Jurga Martin

thank you for letting me know what it's like to love

and to be in loved.

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood