Ykw Nah I'll Take Fate In My Own Hands For Once. I Don't Need A Coinflip

i wont be like him anymore

the parallels are done for good.

I haven’t digested anything other then a handful of snacks in the last 48 hours because i lose my breakfast whenever i take my meds, I don’t get lunch money anymore, and I can’t bring myself to eat dinner for some reason.

I made progress and growth today.

If you'd like to hear.

I made up with someone I've been upset with. I finally apologized to him and his friends.

They were happy that I was back.

I fixed that. I repaired my relationship there.

I really did.

I didn't do it to make them feel better this time.

I made a choice for myself finally, and it didn't end up hurting anyone.

I won't even be hurt by letting him back into my life. He's a good person.

Lost my breakfast to take my medication.

At least I’ll be able to regulate and hide better

I'm working to make myself better.

But that doesn't mean you need to make a bad decision.

Make the decision you truly want.

Why does it feel like with every relationship, romantic, platonic, whatever, they’ve always already got one foot out the door?

I'm sorry for all of that.

It's okay to crash out though.

You deserve to let the feelings out.

I cried today.

I cried in that very same spot.

You wouldn’t have been able to tell though.

Cried with my head in my hands.

music makes life not feel like nails on a chalkboard

Nope nope nope nope nope nope

Yes, we used to be friends

NO, I am not getting with you no matter what you threaten, D

What makes you think I'd let myself make a mistake like that again?

You can go dig yourself that hole, I'm done listening.

I know what I want, and it's NOT a fake angel who wants me to abandon my friends for her.

You can go fuck off now, D