3/5/23 (Day 11)

10.04.2023 • monday

will ever be able to post on the day i study? we shall never know. *through tears* yesterday. i took myself on a study date and i was very productive! after coming back to my dorm, i once again studied in the cafeteria because it’s fun to be there. :]

It takes time.

i do not consume art btw it consumes me and its teeth are scary sharp

People don't look beautiful because of their looks. They look beautiful because of their perspectives and thoughts. They look beautiful because of the way they treat people, the way they talk about things, the way they care about their loved ones, the way they appreciate art, the way they share their stories and the way they listen to yours. They look beautiful because of the things they do, the songs they listen to, the movies they watch, the books they read and most importantly because of the things they say.

I like simple things, books, being alone, or with somebody who understands.

- Daphne du Maurier

CNA: Do you have an stethoscope I could borrow?

Intern: In orthopedics?

CNA: Worth the shot.

what these titles mean

The Song "Mai koi aisa geet gaun" is the real definition of princess treatment....

Thrilling ache

In the hush of winter’s embrace

she stood on a terrace

both bitter and divine

where moonlight drapes

a silken shroud

seeming to seek 

a love unfound

a touch that slips 

through ghostly fingers

each breath a mist

a fading prayer

to share one breath

a thrilling ache

each night a kiss

a prayer, a plea

the shadow she couldn’t set free

silhouette of silk and grief

fingers light

tracing fate

where throbbing hearts 

lose their beat

her body bends

but not her soul

her silver eyes, once bold

now tremble

desperate for him

not for me

chasing shadows

a heart in endless flight

A healthy habit I wanna do more is just telling God: I love you. I praise you. You gave me life, you chose me to walk on this earth, to experience life, the gift of existing as myself, and that is crazy, that is gigantic, of all the billions and billions of possible humans to bring to life you made me. The number of people that could be created is infinite, yet here I am. Thank you. My existance is proof enough of yours.

Peel oranges for you? Peel pomegranates for you? My sweet, I'd cut up a watermelon and remove all the seeds for you