To make you feel better ππ
One year of joy and two of penance. I hear the birds return, and think of you listening to their call,
I hear those birds before I hear you
trusting it the sound of me, the secret and the truth of me laid bare
to sing for you alone. It was.
All those nights melted into one. All those mornings basking in your soft laughter
as you teased me, teased me, teased me, thinking Iβd die before I walked away.
And I did. Oh, how I died.
In the afterlife, a saint calls me a phoenix
and all I can think is, I was reborn in flames but I never sang again.
Helper cat! He makes all the big decisions.
βWith the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything.β
β Unknown
β..the June nights are long and warm; the roses flowering; and the garden full of lust and bees..β
β Virginia Woolf in a letter to Vanessa Bell c. June 1926
βAnd so it seems I must always write you letters that I can never send.β
β Sylvia Plath