Hii! I Get Quite Confused By Some Things. There's Nothing To Do, Because There's No One To Do It, Right?

I used to wonder "how do I do it" and look for answers, but then I realized that 'I' am the ABSOLUTE AUTHORITY, so why do I keep asking? Just know.

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so I permashifted…

To preface this is just my experience and the understanding I have of consciousness and shifting based on what I have personally experienced. If something does not resonate with you then don’t do it. Only follow advice that works for you. Whenever my last post was, I decided that I wanted to permashift. I felt like I had said everything that I wanted to and I was at a good place. So I did my routine to permashift. Methods really aren’t needed for shifting but I like doing them I find it fun. ⬇️

1. I listened to my favorite playlists and thought about all the places I was going to shift to. My family, my friends, my favorite place, memories and things. While I did this I tidied up around me so I could feel clean and at peace. Because I just can’t focus in a mess it makes me feel dirty and ashamed. But that’s just me.

2. So after that I drank some water, took a shower and washed my face. Then I looked over my script and watched scenes from my favorite shows.

3. Then I laid down on my floor and listened to my playlist for permashifting. I got comfortable and I kind of envisioned in transferring my consciousness into my other self. I don’t look that different but it was more about just assuming it completely. I kind of visualized that a wormhole thread connected to both of my selves was importing my consciousness to my desired one. I started seeing memories like I scripted and kept feeling I was spinning. Then I just started hearing sounds and shifted there.

After I did that I woke up like usual right where I left off in my third dr. I didn’t even remember this reality anymore and I was completely there. I continued living that life and two others after that. So I feel like it’s been a long long long time for me even though it’s been a couple of days here. It didn’t feel any different than when I shift normally but even terrible stuff that happened didn’t make me shift back out of fear. Like sometimes when I’m in danger in my dr, I shift back out of fear. That didn’t happen. After I died in my third life, I woke up in my waiting room. I wasn’t scripting or anything just taking a break. In all my drs I scripted in a black cat that’s kind of like the Coraline cat where he only talks in my waiting room and can’t in heaven or my other lives. I call him Ryuk but he’s just such an interesting individual to know. I didn’t really scripted much else then he was like the Coraline cat but he’s definitely not the same cat.

His explanation for why he can talk is that he is a consciousness and likes to have different lives and experiences. I do think that there are very likely other species that have consciousness like us and can shift as well. Because why not there are so many galaxies. Why would be the only ones who are sentient? Is he one? I don’t know but I find him good company anyways. So I was in the jungle at a treehouse on a property I was staying out and was rinsing off after I swam in the waterfall. He was just sitting on a nearby tree branch. The shower is kind of built into the tree if that’s hard to visualize. It’s made out of bamboo and placed onto branches. If that makes sense. In my waiting room, I do have the memory of all the lives I lived but not really that I shifted there unless I was prompted to. So me and him were just talking over lives we experienced and he suddenly mentioned this reality. And how long ago it all was. I kind of blanked because I had completely forgotten all about it. It’s kind of like thinking about your earliest memories l from kindergarten or something and it’s just foggy. You remember it but it’s very distant. And then he asked me, “Why don’t you want to be here? I thought all of this made you happy?” And I was kind of confused because who wanted to be here. So I didn’t say anything. He continued on and asked me in a roundabout way, why I missed somewhere you were miserable and alone. And I told him how I felt guilty about not being grateful for everything my mom strived to give me and that I felt awful for leaving her behind. Then he told me she didn’t need me and I didn’t matter. I was really hurt by that because what do you mean I’m useless!!! But then it set in on me what he was trying to say. Just because I am not experiencing it doesn’t mean I’m not there. And I am not leaving them alone.

That strangely made me feel so lot better. And he asked me why I wanted to shift to these realities in the first place. I told him it just felt like home and I was happier than I had ever been. And I thought about all the stuff that happened to me in my original reality and that I was glad that everything happened the way it did. I was glad that it all led to me shifting to have a better life. Because if I hadn’t been denied going to school, having no friends and being forced to spend almost every day in the house which resulted in ruined social skills I wouldn’t have wanted this. And it also helped me relieve that feeling of selfishness by my parents that told me it was wrong to live my own life. It wasn’t really about feeling grateful about what happened to me. It was more of me letting go my emotional connection to this reality that made me so hesitant to permashift. And it was something I needed to do. So I decided that I would shift to a reality like my original reality to formally let go of it. So now I shifted to this reality I’m in right now which is exactly like the one I was in before. To clear things up. You do not need to be grateful for your original reality to shift or manifest or do anything. Everything I just talked about was part of my journey to shift. Your journey will likely not look like mine.

So I’m honestly just going to take maybe three or four days clean stuff up around here. Make peace with leaving people I know albeit that’s not very many. But just making things more comfortable for me to permanently detach from this reality for good this time. If you have anything you want to ask me, a post I want to make put it in my inbox or messages before the 1st. I’ll answer it right away or put it in a queue. After I permashift, I likely won’t post anymore but probably will respond to comments. I notice when I shift I still use tumblr and sometimes respond but not post: I don’t know why — Happy shifting!

how long do I have to keep noticing self/ " "? because I do keep noticing self and I understand exactly what y'all are talking about but as I move on with my day or as I stop "becoming aware of being aware" I again start identifying with this body and mind, I just want to know, will my identification with this person naturally go away as I keep noticing self more and more?

Quoting @illusionaurie ;

It's up to you. How long do you think it will take? What are you waiting for exactly? There is no process at all, there is no person going through a continuity of trying, just Notice now. It’s not a gradual process, there’s no “how long do I need to”, it’s not a long thing that eventually shows you. You just notice / go within / see for yourself Now and that’s it. If you wait and think it’s a gradual journey you’ll be waiting a long time.

It appears to take as long as you decide. If you noticed how everything around you is just you humoring yourself, " " experiencing " ", why did you feel the need of sending this ask? What I'm trying to say is, don't think it's a process with a set destination. There is no enlightenment waiting. No one to be realised.

Who's the one that needs to know HOW LONG? Aren't you being SELF right now? What exactly are you waiting for?

To answer your question in short; "Will my identification with body and mind go away as I keep noticing self more and more"

You're still thinking that Self and this "I" are some separate entities. But is there anything to reach, or wait for, when SELF is all there is? What are you seeking exactly. It's ONENESS. And that's it.

There is nothing to get rid of. No place to reach. Just BE, right now. Noticing is not a task you have to repeat over and over again, no. Once is always enough. Just notice the perfection of this very moment, in this very moment, because this moment is all that will ever be.

You know exactly what to do but you don’t want to and that’s sad

https://www.tumblr.com/illuminatedmysticc/759640770082930688/hi-mystic-just-wanted-to-say-i-disagree-with-one?source=share

then where is doubt n fear came from n how can it aries? who's creating those?

Questions you should ask yourself

You don’t need this , you never did.

You always think you need to read pointers because you think you need them stop it

I think that too , I used to think I need to read pointers before I sleep or else something bad will happen and I was like that in LOA too

Now looking back it’s stupid very stupid

Stop it for your own good just relax don’t look that as a chore or a activity be playful noticing yourself.

You are THAT already

It’s subtle and simple - Illusionaurie

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Hello sweeties, hope you're all dreaming a nice and cozy dream💗

So, here I am with a final goodbye post. With my last piece of advice for you all.

First of all, don't let yourself lose faith. Ever. Do not entertain the thoughts like "oh maybe I'm just not meant for this", " Oh this is too difficult for me..."

Give yourself a pat on head when you become too aware of such useless thoughts. Shush them. You've come across all this knowledge for a reason, trust in YOURSELF more than anything else. KNOW that you're made for more than what you're experiencing right now, because you're ALL there is. And you are right where you're supposed to be, trust me with that💗

You're not on a journey here. You're not supposed to go forward. You're meant to go inwards and experience the Infinity of your existence. That's what you are.

There is no realisation waiting for you. No big aha moments, what would you be surprised by when you've always been THAT? There is no moving ahead, there is no going backwards or spiraling, there is no need to even Let Go. This is all illusion, trying to let go of it all is an another one. Do what's necessary, and that's to recognise and acknowledge your omnipotence beneath it all.

And that's why I say to JUST BE. Go within. Because you are all the answers you are looking for. Notice how you're everywhere around this character you're identifying yourself as.

You are y/n, you are the air y/n breathes, you are the sun that shines on their skin, you are the warmth that y/n seeks when it gets too cold, you are the person y/n looks for in the crowded room, you are that crowded room, you are the reason y/n cries, y/n laughs, they burst out with joy, you are everywhere. You are all there is.

You, the eternal dreamer of such a vivid beautiful dream. The witness of it all. The observer. The formless one, who is experiencing itself through such beautifully terrifying yet breathtaking stories, pure perfection. The infinite.

Remember who you are. No separation. You're all there is.

And with that, I love you all so much. Please take good care, I'll see you in this dream or another. Because I am You. And you can't escape yourself, haha.

This is me signing off! I love you, in all the experiences. I really do. GoodBye🩷

O total é indiscutível e essencial, além de ser formidável e pura beleza.

Eu sou Tudo e isso abrange tudo aquilo que a mente inexistente pensa ser narrado. Opostos sempre serão dois lados da mesma moeda, antônimos são contrariadores que coexistem e entram em extinção quando o outro é retirado da equação. Eu sou Tudo isso.

Em um debate eu sou a favor e contra, ciência e religião, preto e branco, noite e dia. Sou o que resta quando esses conceitos deixam de ser considerados.

Eu sou Um aparecendo como dois. Eu posso porque Eu sou.

Hii! I get quite confused by some things. There's nothing to do, because there's no one to do it, right? Everything is in me/I am I. I don’t understand what it would be like to “turn inward” when I am already THAT, or “realize”. What should I "notice"? If there is no agent, what should I watch out for? I would like to free myself from this burden.

I have the feeling that there is still something missing, a moment when everything becomes clear. I have read and heard that this moment does not exist, so why should I “turn inward”?

Stay safe, and thank you!

Hello!

When we say turn inward, it's just to call your attention towards the core of every appearance. " ". Nothing. Which "appears" to be something. If you already understand that there is no entity, and nothing to watch out for, then stop looking for anything more. Sink in this moment itself, because "THIS" is all there is, and all that can ever be.

The feeling of something missing is just that, a FEELING. And every doubt you have is just that, a THOUGHT. Happening to no one. If you already understand that, then just let everything be. Don't seek. Don't search.

Stay right where you are. Just..Be. Exist. Notice how throughout everything, you're always just BEING.