How Different Is "that" To Mindfulness?

Simple as "That"

It’s all a decision.

You decided to seek and look for what already is. You decided to go in spiral. You decided to be scared. You decided to be fearful and hope for the best for the so called person you think you are. You decided to think you’re confused… I could keep going, honestly. JUST how you decide to wake up every morning, have breakfast, getting showered…

See how it’s about taking a step backwards and holding accountable? Nobody will do it for you! “I would’ve never chosen this! I would’ve never chosen this nightmare for myself!” Oh, trust me when I say you did just how you decided to label it as something “awful” that’s happening to “you”, you just forgot. If you claim you don’t, who did? Because you’re the only “thing” there is.

Just like how you forgot your true nature as you immersed yourself in your own play. Did you ever stopped being you? Oh, no. Not at all.

Literally, GET BORED AND FED UP OF ALL THAT AND SEE IT! IT’S LITERALLY THERE FOR YOU TO SEE! It doesn’t take time or effort for fuck’s sake, where did you get that? Stop standing in your own way NOW! Just go “Oh, right! It’s all me…”.

“But how do I…?” JUST DROP IT, LEAVE IT, SAY BYE BYE.

Yes, Im Back

Here it is you guys, this is going to be the clearest and most simple explanation I’ve done so far of manifestation and your identity as conciousness and what that means for experience & the world unfolding. Don’t worry if you’re new to this, this will help!

THIS IS A MASSIVE POST, TAKE YOUR TIME AND GRAB SOME WATER, YOUR ABOUT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE 😉🤭🤭

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So around 7 years ago I started stepping into the world of what people typically call manifestation. I went down the rabbit hole of Subliminals, Law of Attraction, Law of assumption, NonDuality and finally to where I am now, the unlabeled.

I want to preface by saying, I have been through an unimaginable amount of turmoil, and growth while on my journey to understanding reality and the way the world appears.

I’ve spent all of my time from back to when I first found out about this side of reality, to today while I’m writing this post, constantly looking at a multiplicity of teachings and teachers to figure it out, except until the very end. I really want you to know this because it’s very important to not brush this off as if it’s not possible for you, as if you have to adapt a technique or secret. This isn’t something that’s to be exhausting. With that being said, let’s move forward.

We all want things, we all have ideas of a life we hope to live, we want to fill it with all the experiences and specific details that match our taste. But this is actually, where the problem begins.

The way manifestation is taught is inherently wrong, I’ve fully stopped watching and consuming content that has anything to do with manifesting all together, because no matter what it is, Law of assumption, Law of attraction, all of the other ideologies that promise your desires, they all have a fundamental flaw, identity.

They usually all entail a similarity: methods, techniques, specific things you can do and ways you can act to make an outcome happen. All the while throwing in a random “because you’re the god of your reality”. And instead of focusing on the phrases that relate to the center of all of it, YOU, it’s simply just brushed past.

And not just the typical “your source”, “your operant power”, “you are the manifestation,

We get it but wtf does that actually mean, and why should you care??? Well, let’s get into this, because once you start from point A, everything else makes sense.

What all these teachings of the world get wrong is the idea that you can want things and desire, as source. Fundamentally this is a paradox, you can’t exist in desire and want if you are the source of reality. It’s not to say you aren’t, but it’s to say, you don’t ACTUALLY want and desire, but the illusion of being separate from the world is what makes you want and desire.

Let’s break the illusion.

Ask yourself this for me. “Am I aware”.

The answer will always be yes. Undeniably. And no matter how many times you repeat this, the answer is always yes, no matter a feeling, no matter a pleasant or unpleasant experience in the world, no matter any circumstance, you will always say yes.

Why is this so important to explore?

Because you are able to see from direct experience what source is.

When you asked yourself that question, did you notice something weird that happened? It’s almost like everything paused for a split second and your attention went somewhere to find the answer, and a response came from there. Look closer, ask yourself the question again, and this time try to find where the answer is coming from.

You’ll find that it comes out of nowhere, and if you try to trace it as far back as you can, to even before you answer yes, there this empty space of knowing that the answer conjures in.

This is consciousness. This is you.

Whether you name it consciousness/awarness or knowing, it doesn’t matter, it’s all interchangeable. But the important thing to note is, this thing doesn’t ever go anywhere. That is your true identity, the starting point of all ideas, the starting point to anything that can possibly be known. Every decision is from here, every expression comes from here, everything leads back to knowing. When there is emotion, it is known, when there is idea, it is known.

You being able to know that you are aware comes from this. This is the unseeable, the thing that can’t be perceived in any way, this is origin, its source, and its you. Take a shot at it, try to see what knowing looks like, its weight, its shape, its color, its dimensions, what its favorite color is, what it doesn’t like or does like. You’ll be left with nothing, as in no descriptions, but definitely knowing that there is a presence there that never goes away. Now try finding its name, its age, its skin color, its voice. You cant, and yet, from this very nothingness comes your undeniable answer that you exist and you are aware of your existence.

You don’t need and feelings to know, you dont need sight, sound, and sense of perception, you don’t even need to acknowledge the body in any way, but you know you “are”.

At some point when there were no worlds and universes, there was an unseeable, dimensionless plane from what everything came from, does this sound familiar? Before there were things, there was no-thing, a presence yes, but no objects. And from this, reality was expressed, but source can’t go away, the fundamental key to everything there is today, has to remain, or else everything else would not exist.

Concouisness is what you are. And it IS the origin.

Now how tf do you live you dream life???

By understanding that the world is also just an expression of source, conciousness/you.

I need you to understand something that I thing we can all agree on, if everything has one source, it would only make sense for everything to be the extension of that thing that gives it life. The world is no different, and trust me I know this without a reasonable doubt. I’ve spent closer to a decade trying to figure this out. Everything exists in/on the field of consciousness/you.

I need you to trust me, because no matter how far you have been in your journey and how tiring it might have been like it was for me, I promise you, this is worth it all.

Step away from the ideas of wanting and needing, put on your neutrality glasses and perceive the world as 2 simple things, conciousness and conscious expression. These are the only 2 things that drive experience itself.

Understanding that you are source, more things become clear. Where do all the stories of all the unfavorable problems in your life activate from? Where does the idea of good events activate from? Where is it that any form of knowing come from, you. Whether it’s about struggling with money, or about someone loving you, the story or ideas, conjure from you.

We already know that we are conciousness, but now let’s acknowledge the second mosy important part, reality begins at us, draw yourself into something that you don’t really like, something you’d like to change, now notice where it activates from.

From knowing. Knowing the idea or story is its creation

Now when we see it casually, as just another thougt about something the world is showing us we brush it off and move on with our day, until we have to face that thing, but, what if this was actually in reverse?

Because if everything is an expression of source, doesn’t that mean the world is too? It would have to be. Doesn’t that mean, anything registered by the senses has to abide by its source? And doesn’t that mean, that the world is not truly something of its own will?

The short answer is yes absolutely. And I can tell you, this is it. THIS WILL BE VERY F$&#*NG IMPORTANT.

Admitting to the idea that there is one source for everything is literally acknowledging that everything can only show up IN ACCORDANCE AND RESPECT TO WHATEVER ITS SOURCE IS.

THIS MEANS, the the world is a PROJECTION of source, IT DOES NOT STAND ALONE. It does not OPERATE ON ITS OWN.

The world is the projection of consciousness.

Following me??

Like a hologram, like a school projector QUITE LITERALLY a projection.

From us, an infinite array of stories and ideas come, and they only become activate or exist if we allow them to, if we give permission to this thing to exist.

That story that you’ve had about SP (Specific Person) or Money or Success, has always been activated by you. TELL ME WHERE ELSE IT STARTS. You can literally even prove this to yourself right now. WHERE DOES THE STORY BEGIN.

And because the world is just an expression/extension of its source (YOU) it is ONLY GOING TO BE WHAT SOURCE IS. Because it is source, just with senses and perception. It is coming face to face with what you are aware of.

The way the world shows and all of its details are projections of whatever you decide to activate. How do you activate something? BY KNOWING IT.

How do you know “red apple” ? By knowing it. That is the origin for this idea. And you can run this test for every single story you play on loop, find its source, it will always be you.

Now, for the important steps moving forward. Stop treating this like an on and off switch, truly stop caring about a feeling, stop letting yourself get so swayed out of understanding your identity as the source, do NOT give up this beautiful opprotunity just because it seems or feels different.

You’ve been taught for so long that the world has to be struggle, so that’s all you know, you’ve been told that things don’t always come easy, this is all you know, take the time, take the days and weeks you need to break out of this useless cycle of exhaustion and understand who you are as source

Do not double down on doubts, double down on the truth, regardless of how you feel, take your time to feel, take your time to be, but never allow yourself to slip back into the brainwashing of the world.

Moving forward you need to understand the world objectively, not with the ideas of wants and desire, but for what it is. Source can’t want, you turn it into desire by creating a sense of divide for yourself. You pretend the world is something to change, drop this. You pretend that the body is all you are, drop it, you pretend that there has to be more to this but knowing, DROPKICK this into the damn ground.

This all is very simple. Everything being the expression of source is only projecting what source (You) are. The world is a direct projection of conscious activity. Whatever is know is given permission to exist, it’s given life. It’s created. THIS. IS. IT.

Whether it be blue butterflies, getting a free coffee, or changing your eye color, it all is just knowing. And this isn’t something that turns off. This is reality, this is you. Start noticing the random things the world shows up as when you were just thinking about it the other day or a few hours ago. It is not a coincidence I assure you.

That friend you were thinking about calling you? Yeah.

That song you were thinking about suddenly popping up? Yeah

That “problem” you were thinking about suddenly reappearing? Yeah

It is all the same, yes it will take getting used to, but please understand me when I say this, it took me a painful amount of time and effort to finally see this as the truth, the amount of months I’ve spent isolating from content and other teachings allowed me to take ONLY personal experience, I tested it day in day out and this IS it.

Currently I expand my comfort on how seamless existing is, and I can assure you, if I can come to this conclusion, you 100% can because it has NOT been easy for me, and it almost didn’t want to accept it. But the moment I did, and kept seeing it to be true time and time again, I knew I had to go fully in.

You create the idea of wanting by doing this.

“I really want Sp to text me”

This is what you’ve given permission to exist, this is now activated, it now is conscious activity, and because the world is source projected with senses the world IS this.

You treat it like an absolute, but when it comes to something like this:

“Sp loves texting me”

You treat it as effort, and something to do and wait on. Now tell me, does that make sense? Does the idea of waiting, wanting, desiring, changing, even make sense with the knowledge you have up to this point? Nope.

You need to understand. The world is not a story, it’s projection, and it can only be projecting you. Stop turning to the world as if it can make statements, as if it’s feeding you ideas, when you’re the one activating them. You NEVER actually change the world, it’s you that activates a new idea. THATS IT. It exists because you know it. A feeling cannot stop you from knowing, the world cannot stop you from knowing, ONLY YOU can stop yourself from activating a story. A story can’t exist if it isn’t known.

So, don’t you think it’s about time you see past the illusion of wanting and see for yourself what you are?

Don’t you think it’s time, to wake up.

Você, como Consciência, está sempre ciente de algo.

quando Você diz SER ou TER algo, essa frase ressoa muito além do que seus sentidos podem perceber. quando Você diz SER algo, na verdade Você, como Consciência, está dizendo que está CIENTE de ser algo. quando Você diz TER algo, na verdade Você, como Consciência, está dizendo estar CIENTE de ter algo. Você, como Consciência, está SEMPRE ciente de algo. não há como "desligar" essa "habilidade" pois a Consciência é tudo o que o há no mundo. não há como desligar essa habilidade pois Você está SEMPRE CIENTE de algo. Você está ciente de ter pensamentos que não desejava ter, os famosos "pensamentos intrusivos" ou "negativos". Você está ciente de coisas que sequer estão presentes no plano físico, como uma festa que acontecerá no mês que vem, as contas que terá no mês que vem, a academia que começará na próxima semana, etc. até mesmo quando Você não está ciente de algo, Você ainda está ciente de não estar ciente de algo. Você nunca conseguirá escapar disso e o quao perfeito é saber disto? o quão perfeito é saber que apenas a sua ciência pode causar a existência ou o desaparecimento de algo? o quão reconfortante é saber que Você é o ÚNICO na sua realidade que tem poder para "interferir" em algo?

Você, como Consciência, está sempre ciente de ser ou ter algo. Você está ciente de ser uma pessoa que busca por milagres ou soluções para seus problemas; Você está ciente de ser uma pessoa que não tem amigos; Você está ciente de ser uma pessoa que não tem sua aparência desejada, ao mesmo tempo que pode estar ciente de ser uma pessoa que nunca passa por problemas financeiros pois sempre há dinheiro de sobra na conta; estar ciente de ser uma pessoa que está sempre rodeada de amigos; estar ciente de possuir sua aparência e seu corpo ideal desde que nasceu. e por esse motivo, a manifestação é sempre instantânea pois o simples fato de tal desejo ter cruzado a sua Consciência, já o torna tão real quanto aquilo o que seus sentidos conseguem compreender. é totalmente possível que o "físico" reflita instantaneamente qualquer desejo seu, mas caso não ocorra, escolha continuar ciente de que tudo já lhe pertence e como o físico é apenas um reflexo seu, ele não tem outra escolha a não ser refletir aquilo o que VOCÊ já decretou como verdade.

Você, como Consciência, está ciente de estar vivendo uma experiência humana, mas não se esqueça de que não está limitado a tal.

Você, como Consciência, está sempre ciente de algo. então, do que estará ciente agora? de ser uma pessoa que ainda está esperando por seus desejos ou de ser uma pessoa que já possui todos os seus desejos? a escolha e a ordem são sempre suas. então, use-as a seu favor.

old post with realitywarpingg (deactivated)

Namkha's Search (part 1)

Namkha was a restless soul, always seeking something greater, something beyond the ordinary. He had heard stories of enlightenment, of a truth so grand and mind-blowing that it would change everything. And so, he set out on a journey, determined to find this ultimate truth.

His journey led him across lands and through countless teachings. He read sacred texts, debated with scholars, and practiced every form of meditation he could find. Yet, no matter where he looked, the truth seemed to avoid him. It was always just out of reach, like a mirage in the desert.

One day, while wandering through the empty steppes, Namkha encountered an old guide with deep, calm eyes that seemed to see through everything. The guide walked alongside Namkha for a while, listening to him speak of his endless search.

"I seek the ultimate truth," Namkha said, his voice filled with both hope and frustration. "I want to find something so profound, so extraordinary, that it will transform me completely."

The guide smiled gently, his expression calm. "You are searching for something grand and mind-blowing, but what you seek is not found in noise or grandiosity. The truth is subtle, quiet, ever-present. It does not shout; it whispers."

Namkha shook his head. "But I’ve studied so much, practiced so hard. Surely, the truth must be something extraordinary, something that will strike me like lightning."

The guide’s smile didn’t waver. "The truth is already here, within you. It is not something to be found through endless searching or consuming more and more knowledge. It is found in silence, in stillness. But you must be willing to listen to that silence, to be with it, and to let go of your endless quest."

Namkha was not convinced. "How can the truth be so simple? I need to keep searching. There must be more, something I haven’t discovered yet, something beyond all of this."

The guide’s eyes softened with understanding, but he said no more. He knew that Namkha had to come to this realization on his own. And so, he simply walked with Namkha in silence, his presence calm and steady.

Namkha, however, could not rest. He continued his search, driven by the need to find something big, something that would finally satisfy his restless mind. He traveled farther, studied harder, meditated longer, but still, the truth remained just out of reach, always distant, always fleeting.

As the years passed, Namkha grew sick and tired. His body aged, his mind became tired, but his search never brought him the satisfaction he was looking for. He had consumed countless teachings, filled his mind with endless knowledge, but it all felt empty, like trying to grasp smoke.

One day, exhausted and defeated, Namkha found himself back on the same steppes where he had met the guide years ago. To his surprise, the guide was still there, sitting quietly under a tree, as if he had never left.

Namkha approached him, his heart heavy with the weight of his unsuccessful search. "I’ve done everything," he said, his voice filled with hopelessness. "I’ve searched everywhere, but I’m still lost. I don’t know what to do anymore."

The guide looked at Namkha with the same calm eyes, and after a long pause, he spoke. "The truth you seek cannot be found in more searching, more texts, or more effort. It is in the silence that you have ignored, the stillness you have avoided. The truth is not a thing to be found, but the realization of what has always been—your own Self, beyond all thoughts and ideas."

Namkha look at the guide for a long time. He finally fell silent, his mind too tired to argue. He sat down beside the guide and, for the first time, he simply listened to the silence around him. The wind whispered through the trees, the leaves rustled gently, and in that stillness, something within him began to shift.

As Namkha sat in silence, he felt the restless waves of his mind start to settle. The need to search, to grasp, to find something outside of himself began to fade. In the quiet, he started to realize that the truth he had been searching for was not something distant or grand, but something that had always been within him—something so simple, so subtle, that it could only be found in the absence of all seeking.

In that moment, Namkha understood. The truth was not in the endless texts or the complex philosophies. It was in the silence, in the stillness of his own being. The truth was himself, his own true nature, the Self that is ever-present, ever-whole.

The guide smiled, seeing the change in Namkha’s eyes. "The way was never about finding something outside of you. It was about realizing what has always been here, within you. The Self is not something to be attained; it is what you are. All you need to do is be still and know."

And in that silence, Namkha knew he was home.

"Purpose" ?

"So, what is the purpose of this whole ordeal? Am I truly feeling helpless? Have I genuinely experienced heart-wrenching events? Is my life really that miserable? Understanding THAT, it became apparent that these things were mere illusions, appearing that way because I continuously identified with it happening to a little "me". I believed I was a helpless human being, lacking a deep understanding of my true existence. I stopped assigning any meaning to this story, not even deeming it meaningless. These thoughts are meaningless because they are nothing. Any idea is irrelevant to your true identity.

Then why does this situation exist? In the game of life, everything is just "Being-ness" playing with itself. I could ask why I have to go through this nonsense, but it's senseless. Why? It's all a big Paradox. So, when you ask why this situation arises, people seek a logical answer. But there is no rational, logical answer. It's like a puzzle; it's an appearance. In a dream, there are no rational, logical answers. All thoughts, emotions, and identities are things we collect. They are not you. This doesn't mean you have to confirm the truth in your mind because there is no truth in thoughts—they have no meaning unless you asign one to them. You can't describe THAT with words; you can only be THAT. Thoughts aren't something only you possess. So, there's only one thing: transcend it and realize who you are.

draft written by most likely Dawa , no one knows

Nothing in Form

Reminder that shifting is easy.

I shifted last night when I had no intention to. I didn't wanna shift anywhere specifically. I went to sleep being super tired and just for the purpose of sleeping. Any thought that came to me about shifting or my dr I just acknowledged them and said I am already there.

And I just let it be. I didn't focus on shifting or not shifting. I did what I wanted to do. Just going to sleep knowing that I am always in my dr because I exist there. It's that easy.

like atoms can change!?

credit to whoever wrote this on twitter!

xoxo, karina