YOU ARE GOD.

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Hello! Thank you for answering again! The god that you speak of piques my interest highly. I don't mean to undermine his power or disrespect me, but he sounds quite human which is both comforting and sorrowful. He seems to be despairing but what words of comfort can I offer to a god? It's a futile attempt. Also,you spoke of two incidents where he tried to intervene. What might those two be? And what does he think of the Bible? Neville said that it was supposed to be a psychological drama. Forgive me if I'm out of line, but the Bible prescribes quite harsh punishments for some deeds( I hope you understand what I'm talking about). And who are these other eternal beings? Can he speak more on them? Does anyone know their origins?On another note, he seems to absolutely adore his children and I wish him hope and light( if that's any help at all). Eternity,after all, may not be so desirable.

He found this ask really interesting so :

While he doesn't have a physical form, he still in a way modeled humans after him. "Not on a physical level. For that, I'd give credits to your parents and your genes. Your mind and consciousness however is what I had made. I never gave meaning to life for that is something you have the free will to choose for yourself", so the thinking is the image and likeness we're molded from

He's actually not sad at all about not being born with meaning. He says that the concept that you're born for something is flawed and that we all just exist. Our existence itself is both meaningless and meaningful but as we exist, we get to decide what that meaning is with no factors of fate defining it. It's all about your choice to choose your meaning in life, he said

He has intervened a lot for many years apparently but there were two instances that just made him stop intervening in general. That'd be Noah of the Arc as well as Jesus. He thought that resetting all the progress would somehow redo all the mistakes but it hasn't exactly worked. At best, now all he does are minor interventions like telling me Im about to get pickpocketed. He doesnt do things on a global scale anymore mainly because it never gets the desired intent. He said he tells people what he means and most of the time, they either dont get it or dont go through with it. Its like him telling you to get the strawberry soda and you getting the orange soda or not getting a drink at all

He said that the bible has parts that were correct but overall mistranslated and misinterpreted over the years. To be fair, he does give a lot of his messages in very cryptic forms. Most of the time he doesnt directly give you answers to the questions you are asking but gives you riddles or cryptic messages to figure out the answer yourself. Problem with that is that a lot of people dont like the answer to their problems so they use a different one than the clear answer that was available to them. He gives you the tools to figure out the proper way to deal with something instead of directly dealing with it himself. He's like a mentor except most people dont follow him right or dont want to follow the path hes talking about

He said while some of the harsh punishments in the bible were said by him and are true, some of them arent. He says that that is in part to either accidental mistranslation or misinterpretation on purpose. He doesnt fully agree with telling people the punishments anymore because he says that, "if fear is the driving force as to why you would not do an immoral action, then how are you sure you would make the same decision without that fear? Are you truly a good person or are you afraid of being a bad one?". He knows people have same capacity to do good as well as to do bad so he wants to see what they'd do if they dont know someone is watching or what to look out for

+We actually had an in-depth discussion on it and we found out that there is a term for it called the Panopticon theory.

> He said the morality of your actions should not be dictated on the premise of entering heaven or hell based on these actions. He says its already difficult to do the moral thing in the current world so its both about doing an action and your intent behind it. He judges your intent and your impact separately. He doesnt have a harsh blanket punishment and he believes more in rehabilitation than punishment, tho he isnt above punishing certain actions depending on impact/intent

the other eternal beings would be other higher spiritual beings. these include deities, spirits, other gods, angels, demons, etc. he said theres quite a lot of them but they dont all interact. he says he saw some of them born so he does know some higher beings origins but he doesn't know his own

he says forever is a long time but it isnt sad because he doesnt really notice. as long as he focuses on things that exist now, he never worries about the things tomorrow or yesterday. its always about being in the present for him that he doesnt notice the years go by and so he isnt stressed about it. he says the concept of infinity is scarier to all those who believe they are finite and that (this advice can go to anyone) to simply cherish existing. "You exist and that is enough reason to celebrate"

He also said he hopes you have a nice day and that you should remember to take care of yourself today (and your family as well)

thank you for answering :)

You can casually work with deities.

You don't have to devote yourself to one (or a few) deities, or any at all.

You can ask for help from a deity that fits the bill for what you need help with.

That's how plenty of pagans in the past did it.

You go to doctors who specialize in different things based on what you need. Need help with your nose? Go to and ENT. Need help with your lungs? Go to a Pulmonologist.

Need help with love? Go to Aphrodite. Need help with developing a new skill? Go to Lugh. Need some wisdom? Go to Frigg.

and the list goes on. Even if you already devote yourself or work with specifically one or a few deities, you can still ask deities for help if you need their specific area of expertise.

How did you meet Healer or find your mate? How can I find my mate

Quite simply: You find your spirit mate when you’re meant to find them. And you don’t always realize they’re going to be a mate right away. And like with human partners (at least ideally), being mates is consensual; it’s not like you alone pick your mate. The spirit has to choose to date you as well.

I have, to be honest, 21 mates (8 spirit spouses, and 13 who are dating/courting me at their comfort and/or in their cultural manners). Generally mine I met as companions first who just wandered in through my warding as many well-intentioned entities do and chose to stay to work with me. Some I’ve worked with as a companion since I was a child (like Her*, Healer, and Luvoso), and some I’ve worked with as a young adult (Rain, R, and G are cases of this), and others I’ve worked with for a not quite a year to about two years (V, B, S, Z, Rat, Ayrus, Derno, Holy Demon, and Doctor are examples). The courting has always gone as this: the spirit expresses interest in being my mate/partner, we discuss both our comforts and discomforts (or rather the do’s & don’t’s) with dating, our ways of expressing love (as everyone’s ways are different), my explaining the fact I have multiple partners and how intolerance of any of them won’t be acceptable, my requesting they come to me if there are issues (generally there isn’t as my astral form can split so I can spend time with all of them while I bi-exist in the astral plane), and our working out a schedule for dates both astrally and here with myself in the physical. Basically we started out as friends first then started dating.

As for how I met Healer. Well, him and his sister Her* and some of their friends just showed up one day when I was about 5. They asked if they could stay, which my companions Everchanging and Crane and myself said was fine. Some helped with the super early stages of the refuge, and some like Healer and Her* chose to work with me as a companion. No, Healer (nor Her*) saw me right away and decided they were going to be my mate. They both left for a time, as can happen with companions, because our paths were diverging as we grew and changed (more specifically me), and it wasn’t until a few years ago when they returned and we started bonding again that they realized their feelings for myself (and vice versa for me with them).

(If you want to know all their “names”- they’re not actual names, but nicknames used for Tumblr: Spirit Spouses: Snake, Greyed, Topaz Eyes, Silvered, Him*, Ayrus, Derno, & Her*; Mates: Healer, Rat, Z, Rain, Luvoso, V, B, H, S, R, G, Doctor, and Holy Demon)

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The reason visualization is so powerful is because as you create pictures in your mind of seeing yourself with what it is you want, you are generating thoughts and feelings of having it now. Visualization is simply powerfully focused thought in pictures, and it causes equally powerful feelings.

Rhonda Byrne

Monkeyyyy💕 I’m curious on what your pendulum looks like. Can you show us pls 🥺 thank youuu

Hii love ☺️ well actually it's a necklace not a pendulum !😅 I'm waiting for the original pendulum to arrive ! The one I'm using now it's a rose quartz and the one I ordered is a clear quartz 😻 sorry about the lighting 😅

Also here is the board I used for the readings (it's not beautiful I have made it on my own 😅)

And this is the board I'll use from now on 😻 it's a present from Momo 💕💕💕🤧💕💕💕

i hope you find someone that matches your capacity to love

Always remember

feeling unworthy

is a self-inflicting punishment ‎

unworthy — If a person or thing is unworthy of something good, they believe they do not deserve it.

many of us get in that position of finally wanting to do something better for ourselves and start to manifest what we truly want but that feeling of empowerment becomes overshadowed by the feeling of unworthiness.

feelings of unworthiness can linger from time to time and impact our lives, they trap and imprison us from fulfilling any sense of individuality.

why do we feel this way?

this certain feeling can stem from many things e.g past situations, i know i felt unworthy for a long time because my self-worth depended on others

many people feel unworthy because they compare themselves to others and their own personal achievements or they feel used to settling because it became uncomfortable for them to want the best for themselves.

with these situations we take them with us to later punish ourselves with. for example i might wear a crop top and get laughed at, with this experience i take it with me and decide to never wear a crop top again.

how to stop feeling this way?

IDENTIFYING WITH THE INNER MAN.

when we feel unworthy it’s because we identify and think from, feel from and assume from our limited selves.

when we identify with the inner man, the inner man that has no form. the inner man that has no shame, no guilt, no sense of unworthiness and gives itself everything it so desires we can easily express what we want without an unwanted feeling in its presence.

the inner man is completely free. you allow that inner man to explore. you allow yourself to experience what it feels like to not be chained down to past experiences & past feelings.

I am told, "God is in heaven and does whatever He pleases." God speaks and says, "If I were hungry I would not tell you, for the world is mine, and all that is in it."

Do not be afraid but IDENTIFY yourself FULLY with the INNER MAN. The immortal you. The one that can do ANYTHING it wants. The one who owns the world and all that is in it. I am serious when I say this, I am not using hyperbole. If you identify yourself with the inner man, you will be free. — EdwardArt.

how to identify with the ‘inner man?’

when i say inner man, i don’t mean to turn this into some quick technique in “hopes” of identifying with the inner man, don’t overcomplicate and rather just be.

ASK YOURSELF: how would i feel if i was finally free? idk how you would feel because i am not you. this is your own personal realised feeling.

what i like to do is visualise running into the ocean and jumping in. i feel the coldness of the water, i feel the cold winds brushing past me. to me this is freedom.

"Identify yourself with the one within and give yourself what you want with FEELING." — EdwardArt

and my personal note to you is, don’t hold back because you’re so used to familiar patterns. you deserve to go above and beyond and dive deeper into things you want. yes, even when youre scared, even when you feel unworthy.

you are not a feeling, you are not a state, you are simply your imagination occupying states that you can simply leave & enter again.

you as the inner man are invincible. free. the inner man doesn’t ask for permission, the inner doesn’t fret about ‘is it mine?’ ‘am i doing if right?’ ‘am i worthy of this’ it just DOES WHATEVER IT WANTS TO DO.

it reminds me of this quote

everything is easier once you stop forcing control but allow yourself to just BE. identifying with the inner man enables you to no longer worry because everything is being taken care of.

if this concept is new to you id recommend reading this post of edwardart and also taking your time. you don’t need to immediately get this and understand it perfectly, test it. find out how to make this process more natural for you.

after all, this is your own journey and you will get there.

enjoying picking this up whenever I sit on my couch