It has never been about what you would or would not show, what you would or would not do; never about just how hard or how loud you would cry out. It was never about how far the torture could go before you sputtered the safe word, or how, the next time we went further. It was not about your hunger to please, your messy desperate hunger, your submission. what you would or would not wear and where. The collars. The chains. The cuffs. It was not how or where you wanted to be filled, or marked with cum. It was not how, once you saw that fantasies could and did become real, you gave yourself to them. It was not how often, or how many. It was not the desire that matched, sometimes somehow exceeded mine. It was not the hair trigger that set your need off, the way your body, so exquisite and lush, writhes. All those are delightful and more than most women have to offer. more than most women are. but it has always been, always be, your ability to trust the love you feel, the desire rises, and surrender to the one man who knows, and wants, constantly wants, all of you.
Ah, the time I will take with you. Your arms tied high. Your legs spread. Dressed in nothing but heels and a collar. Teetering. Exposed. Unsure where you are, only that for the next few hours, every square inch of your body will be touched. At times softly. At times roughly. Your body mine, and by the time I am sated, your soul as well.
Oh I see. Your twitter links are all quite old. I suppose that the belong to the tumblr that was taken from you.
They did indeed. I lost eight years of poetry. And thousands of readers and handful of friends. The friends I have mostly refound. The rest? Ah well.
This time around I did not bother with Twitter. It has become an odd place anyway.
Be well.
What was done or not done. What boundaries were crossed, and where pain and pleasure merged until each was forgotten, replaced by something more than either, consumption, writhing as one caress built on the next, And then, the perfect, most memorable moment of release.
I still carry that image, your face and soul lost to my touch, mine in the moment. Mine in eternity.
After it all. The night. The taking.
The fantasy and madness.
The beyond expectations and in some cases,
Imagination. After your heart’s wildness,
The heaving breath. The throat sore from cries.
The marks.
After there is no one left but you and I
And the messy memory of our hours
And orgasms. After it all, there is this.
You in my shirt. A cup of tea.
My arms open to hold you
As long as you need to let it all sink in,
Allowing lust to become love
And memory,
and the certainty of more.
The Expression
There it is.
The expression
I have come to know.
You on the precipice
Between the familiar
And surrendering to letting it happen,
That one thing, once imagined,
Once fantasy, now upon you,
Your last chance to use the word
And be safe, or give yourself
To more that you believed you would ever
Actually
Do.
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I remember the first time I saw that expression on your face. And the second. And… Trust and desire as we moved from fantasy to reality.
The photograph is from a reader, used with permission. @capemayartist-blog
The thing is, I remember everything. Every inch. Every curve. The curl of your lip. The way your nipple rises when I go for seconds. Each little skin tag and mole. The depth and deceptive tightness. The sounds you make when we move to a new speed, a new depth, and fresh helplessness. I remember what I see when you cross the room. I remember how you feel as I lay on you. I remember everything Clothes and time and distance do nothing to blur what I know. You think we are apart now and again. But we are not. Because I remember everything.
Hi. I love your poems. And especially the themes that inspire your poems. “To The Man Who’s Cum Is In Her Mouth” is brilliant.
Are you also on twitter?
Thank you for your kind words.
Not any longer. When they canceled the original site, I did not start Twitter up again.
One of my poems from my deleted blog, found on someone else’s blog.
Lay there. Wait. Watch as I lay things out. Flogger. Crop. Plug. More. As I anticipate which pain, and where I will punish you with tonight. As I anticipate what tender places I will penetrate, with what and how long, and how hard. Watch. See my smile. See my shaft rise, hard as stone. Know, you are mine, helpless before my desire.
She is perhaps too perfect, too close, and at the same time too far away. Owned but only in the moments she is in need of the particular passion you offer, the only way you know how to love, an odd mix of tender and madness, too much for some, for most perhaps, but all you have.
Formerly “The Other Poems” with 12,000+ readers and correspondents until without warning Tumblr decided I was no longer worthy of web space.
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