This Has Been Living In My Monster Lover Brain For A While But I Have Been To Stressed To Draw It Till

working on "wholesome" big gay yautja x human mini comic just cos the yautja fandom here is horny as hell but its pride month so why not join in little :P also as i am mid cosplay build for this Yautja drawing them actually really helps me get a vibe for poses and personality i will try to convey when i cosplay them also need to do something for my VTM characters as well soon

only thing that comes to mind today.

You know what I can't stand about VtM?

Camarilla apologism.

The Camarilla are monsters with rules, and they will use those rules to justify slavery and exploitation and abuse and control and murder, for ever. And people tell me these are the good guys. They're absolutely not. The Beast is sitting down at table and wearing a pretty dress and her table manners are ever so lovely and her dinner conversation sparkles, but you're still getting eaten alive. And you have to love it. They have made you love it. Nothing in their rulebook says they can't.

I have never actually run a Camarilla game. Not properly. I think it's because that level of authoritarianism makes me urge. It's weird, because I love Dark Ages Vampire with all my soul and those are the same rules, but Dark Ages Vampire doesn't have the "default sect" phenomenon, the expectation that you the players are going to be aligned with this side and therefore that's the right side because you the players are on it.

Woobifying the Sabbat and apologising for the Camarilla makes the real default protagonists of V1 - the Anarchs - even more toothless than they already are, burdened by their writers' failure to imagine a way out of the status quo (not blaming them for that, progressive politics are hard and it's only a bloody game, innit?). And as the game drifted more and more into Camarilla-as-default-vs-Sabbat-the-Anarchs-are-also-there... I don't know where I'm going with this, I was just confronted by the monstrosity of the Camarilla before I'd even had a cup of tea this morning and it's great horror but don't ever tell me they're the good ones. Don't you dare.

Hot take but Tzimisce is the best vampire clan in the world/chronicles of darkness. I think they’re neat.

VTM backstory comic

as ive said a few times i plan on making a backstory comic for my VTM oc Sabrina but I'm unsure how to start it. i want to grab peoples interest with the first few pages, but i don't want to do the action start then cut to flashbacks opening cliche my main thought at the moment is just single panel images of key moments of her life as a kind of prologue, till it gets to something interesting to start the more narrative parts of her story. just writing this out has kinda solidified that plan in my mind a bit more, but im still not 100% sold on it.

thoughts and suggestions are welcome

reblogging cos no one saw it... and wow the mature tag really kills a post, really gonna use that sparingly from now on,

i said i was going to do some smuty art for Sabrina gotta be careful around a Promethean Clay Tzimisce as there flesh shaping can happen subconsciously accidental tentacles and body horror may occur. feel free to redraw or add your OCs and stuff just link it back to my page if you do.... I wanna see your smut with my girl

traveling as a Tzimisce pt 2 For some Tzimisce the clan curse holds a little stronger and still require a coffin or more home soil then they can fit in a body cavity, first is simply adding fold out wheels, while normal empty coffins are not that heavy the added dirt layer at the bottom can add up and if you use a coffin with steel bullet proof plating it can be very heavy. just don't use it as a skate board A home made back pack camping coffin is useful if your "roughing it" ask your Nos friends to find the blueprints on Shrek net. if you dig a hole for it and set up camp on top of it it just looks like a empty camp sight... the key is the dirt filled camping mat inside the coffin the inflatable coffin by far the most space efficient, very silly , impossible to really make secure and again the dirt filled camping mat. now lastly the flesh coffin its fantastic it can keep moving in the day, can fight to protect it self and you and depending on how you make it can climb to unseen places to hide. the best option being you make it with a ghoul that has access to the obfuscate discipline big cons tho takes a big ghoul or 2 to make, it needs to be fed blood, will need to follow you around at night and if seen during the day things might end badly... there more options for older Tzimisce but old clan secrets are secrets for a reason the best coffin is just a 4 post bed with a lid :P

so a few formal versions for my tzimisce Sabrina, a formal Zulo form that she hates and only uses cos her grand sire keeps trying to show her off at tzimisce clan balls... (she views her human form as her perfected form as she made it herself as she learnt Vicissitude and formed her self to her dream transition goals) and a normal human formal look for mixed clan events. (old art) oh and a lore note for her, her grand sire is Vlad tepes aka Dracula tho in setting in modern nights all we know for sure is his nature (Penitent) and demeanor (Traditionalist) so we literally just run him as Alucard but with a bit more of his level zero vibe.

i can attest most of the favors sabrina has payed out have been for cosmetic work and most of that is making people taller. we cant let them do that for themselves , gotta keep the jobs coming in

you cant let tzimisce/fleshcrafting get too common otherwise every ventrue would be 6'2 and we can't have that.

Playable clans by game, Justice and 'Bloodlines 2' update.

Current game total: 12 (Redemption, Bloodlines, Coteries of New York, Shadows of New York, Night Road, Parliament of Knives, Out for Blood, Sins of the Sires, Bloodhunt, Swansong, Justice, 'Bloodlines 2')

Ventrue: 8/12 (Bloodlines, Coteries of New York, Night Road, Parliament of Knives, Sins of the Sires, Bloodhunt, Swansong, 'Bloodlines 2')

Toreador: 6.5/12 (Bloodlines, Night Road, Out for Blood (ending only), Parliament of Knives, Coteries of New York, Bloodhunt, Swansong)

Brujah: 6/12 (Redemption, Bloodlines, Coteries of New York, Night Road, Bloodhunt, 'Bloodlines 2')

Tremere: 5/12 (Bloodlines, Night Road, Sins of the Sires, Bloodhunt, 'Bloodlines 2')

Malkavian: 4/12 (Bloodlines, Sins of the Sires, Parliament of Knives, Swansong) Nosferatu: 4/12 (Bloodlines, Night Road, Parliament of Knives, Bloodhunt) Banu Haqim: 4/12 (Night Road, Sins of the Sires, Justice, 'Bloodlines 2')

Lasombra: 3/12 (Shadows of New York, Night Road, Parliament of Knives)

Caitiff: 2/12 (Night Road as biological Caitiff, Sins of the Sires as ‘unknown clan’ Caitiff) Gangrel: 2/12 (Bloodlines, Night Road)

Thinblood: 1.5/12 (Out for Blood (ending only), Sins of the Sires)

Hecata: 1/12 (Night Road) Ministry: 1/12 (Night Road) Ravnos: 1/12 (Night Road)

Tzimisce: 0/12

Society has progressed past the need to play as a Ventrue let me play a Tzimisce.