Jun Process

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Lucid Series: "Wish" - Unpainted ver.

🤎 W i s h 🤎

Small World Series: "Last Race"

Lucid Series: "Splendor"

happy birthday dino

Exactly one year ago today, on dino's very birthday, I was dancing for my life on the national stage. I was across the country for dance team nationals with the hiphop team dino himself inspired me to join. Funny how the universe plays these things out. Do you know even beyonce herself used to have an alter ego so she could forget her nervous self and become that queen onstage? Well last year on dino's birthday was the most afraid I have ever been in my life. But it was also the proudest. I couldn't believe how far we'd come as a team and I as a dancer. When I stepped on stage for the first time, I was so afraid I wouldn't be sharp enough, charismatic enough, powerful enough. But as we took our places I envisioned myself as my biggest inspiration, the legend himself, right where I belonged between my incredible teammates. I can confidently say I gave it everything I had and it was far from perfect, but I know dino would be proud of me. Looking back on that day one year ago, it remains the hardest thing I've ever done. It really changed the way I see myself and imagine what I can do. I feel invincible, and it all leads back to one spark. So I wanted to honor the incredible dancer who pushed me to push myself and break my limits with a very special piece. So happy birthday lee chan, if only you knew the ways you've changed lives 🩵

a bit of the rendering process fun if you will

P.s. purple will never stop being Chaghan's color. Don't even try to talk me out of it.

(Okay now the art part! When I started this piece I sketched him in a lot of jewelry and crowns and fancy braided hair styles but pretty quick this painting made itself clear that it was meant to be a little more conceptual and less detail-oriented and then the colors just took over my brain and any outfit/hair/jewelry I was planning went out the window (only those little silver hair tie things survived the purge.) I mean I'm actually glad I didn't get too hung up on smaller parts of the painting like I often do because I think thought more about the feel of the whole painting, and if a really cool detail idea just didn't add to the whole vibe, then I deleted it and didn't look back. I hope to paint like this more! (because also I finished this in less than a week and that's pretty speedy for me) also ONE LAYER THREE BRUSHES SO TAKE THAT DIGITAL ART though I swear these paintings just keep getting more chaotic.)

introducing 2han

or SEVENTEEN Jeonghan as TPW Chaghan because my brain says so

or the questionably sane gay shaman prince meets kpop idol crossover you didn't know you needed

ALRIGHT LISTEN UP FOLKS JUST LET ME EXPLAIN. Backstory first because I realize this might be confusing to anyone living outside my brain. Basically I fell in love with TPW (and especially my boy Chaghan as you all know) before I got into Seventeen but I could never put a face to Chaghan, even though I was drawing him like literally every day, nothing felt entirely right. Other artists had lots of amazing Chaghan fanart too but nothing felt like exactly the mysterious, sharp, gorgeous, heavenly angel, perfectly androgynous vibe I envisioned for him. I literally spent hours on those face blender thingys or watching various dramas trying to find him but to no avail. Then everything changed when I got into Seventeen and the very first time I saw Jeonghan my brain just went THAT'S IT THAT'S HIM IT'S CHAGHAN THAT'S MY BOY THERE HE IS. And then you can imagine how I screamed when I saw debut pictures with the long blond hair I mean you guys. I FREAKING FOUND HIM AT LAST. And then it only got better because I really got into Seventeen and look, they are actually the same man. I mean, cheating at everything for fun, fighting with everyone when he's bored, causing general havoc wherever he goes and being a menace to society, and yet still thinking he's the most normal one in the friend group. YOU GUYS. Find the difference between these two pictures. HAH you can't! Anyway if JK is Princess Diana's reincarnation then Jeonghan is Chaghan's and thank you for coming to my ted talk, have a nice day.

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you are my universe 💫💜✨🩷

I wanted to make a painting about my favorite thing about taehyun... his beautiful brilliant mind 💜🥰 when I got into txt I was immediately charmed by kai but taehyun soon snuck up on me with his startling wit and serious, thoughtful questions that meant I know I'd have just the best theoretical conversations with him. I learn random new things from him on a daily basis and I love his constant curiosity, so I thought of painting an endless galaxy (for him to ponder existentially) to mirror the beauty of his mind. 🌌✨

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DragonSparkles

Small World Series: "Abandoned"