Serious Post & Kinda Rant
Serious post & kinda rant
TW: mental health & maybe illness
One of my very frequent problems I have is something I can’t really explain in its entirety, because words feel too strict, nor do I understand it. The way i interpret reality feels very loose, as it’s difficult to discern what is and is not real, usually since I am pretty much seeing and hearing people, but not people, that aren’t there, other things too but I can’t find the words. Generally, after much introspection, they seem to happen more episodal, I find during these ‘episodes’ I am believing things that aren’t grounded in reality and are frankly absurd and ineffable. And, my mind feels like it contorting or being stirred during them Though, they tend to vanish once they are over.
Strangely, I think —I’m not at all sure though, so some skepticism is warranted— that minimising the amount of sensory information (light, sound etcetera) are minimising the non-episodal hallucinations. Saying that my senses aren’t entirely distinct anyways (probable synesthesia), and overlap a lot.
This has been a constant for my entire life (as much as I can remember at least). I have needed to remind myself that I’m not schizo (-phrenic / -affective) to stop me feeling like I’m crazy.
Anyways, to the point, does anyone relate? And where would it get me if i attempted to find some label, diagonsis, So I can understand wtf this is?
I would also like to state I mean no insult to people who have schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorders or anything similar. All i seek is some guidance from the void, about their own personal experiences.
I might of missed of some things, since I am only a few months to more dedicated introspection on this.
That is all.
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What would you do if found out your friend was a size shifter?
Like imagine you saw your friend a few minutes ago but now re-acquainted but there now two inches tall. I imagine an incidental staring contest begins as they both realise: my friends a size shifter and he knows! I’d probably pick him up and give him little had pats with my finger as he sits on my palm.
Good writing is like cocaine, I will snort that shit up.
Doesn’t matter if if the movie/show is shitpost incarnate or fairly serious, I will snort it.
You could even imagine a wee gif.
A pile of cocaine (flour) sits in front of me, With the text “GOOD WRITING” overlaying it.
I proceed to snort the powder, like I’m desperately trying to keep in the snot whilst having a cold.
The scene cuts, then re-emerges
I proceed to have a massive coughing fit, whilst dearly regretting my decision.
One of the best things about being a pred is that you keep your prey friends safe from any would be dangers. Plus, you get a delicious snack, that you can just nom and nom and nom, without any of the issues that eating tones have.
Prey are good snacks, nom em when you have the chance. You won’t regret it, I know I won’t!
Preys when their Pred with sharp teeth bites down a little too hard:
One of the pains in being long (tall) is that it’s hard to find a seat that you can swing your legs.
Morale of the story: be smol / smol-ness is underrated.
Imagine being in the belly of a generally hyper person
Bouncing left, right and centre. Like “STOP MOVING PLEASE, I did not just get eaten to be stuck in a bouncy castle!”
do NOT swallow nagas tail first!! directional friction means that it’ll be very difficult and you might even lose your lunch (hehehe)!
instead eat them headfirst, and once you’ve got their human half down your throat you’ll be AMAZED at how easily they slip down into your belly! the positioning of a naga’s scales makes it so that even if they’re trying hard to get back out, any sort of movement from them will just work them even quicker down your esophagus :)
um. any nagas reading this look away this is private
Honestly, listening to songs from shows/games. It can make it go from alright to a fucking banger or you immediately know it’s a banger.
For example:
Wasteland
Rebel heart
Dance of the dreadnoughts
Just thought of this idea with my friends in a discord server
A cold blooded comfort pred, their stomach isn’t hot or anything, just a liiiittle warm, but it’s very squishy and comfy, definitely something to relax in all day
I like to imagine that they’re a pred commonly also used for friends who just want a place to chill in :3
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