Not Anyone I Feel Worthy Of Being Loved By That’s For Sure

Reblogging because I wholeheartedly agree. Diagnosed system or not, all are welcome. That’s the way it should be.

-Another diagnosed system

Since apparently there's a rise in people saying how diagnosed systems don't like/don't want to be around self diagnosed systems: Self dxed systems ily and you are 100% welcome here, and will never be judged differently for your diagnosis status. I personally believe whether or not you are diagnosed does not say anything about if you are misinformed or not (I have seen plenty of diagnosed systems spread a shit ton of misinfo), or whether you are exhibiting "anti recovery behavior" (recovery is a very personal thing that looks different for different people- and being in earlier steps in recovery also doesn't equal being "anti recovery"). You are loved and supported here, and you will always be treated as equal to diagnosed systems here.

-Sincerely a diagnosed system <3

Okay. Quick update. It’s been like two weeks (SORRY!) and I still haven’t shared about the good news that I had. I think maybe 2 of my followers are actually invested in this?? Possibly 3??? Anyway, moving on.

Unfortunately, I still don’t know how exactly to share it or how much I can share. BUT I can share that I’ve made some really good friends at a campus event my college had several weeks ago! And because of this event, I met an extremely awesome human being.

I want to be very clear in that I am not in a relationship in any way, but I really like this amazing human being so we’ll have to see what happens when the next semester starts. However I don’t wanna cross any boundaries that I don’t know about so that’s all I want, and am going, to say about the matter.

OH! And another very important piece of information unrelated to said events is that the other friends I made are frigging hilarious. Love having lots of friends that are fun to be around lol. Mario Kart has never been so chaotically fun

Such a mood. I wish I had the space to collect more things but I don’t

The autistic urge to collect

@ironcastva yo this you when you talk to fey creatures? This feels like something you’d pull

"Your parents named you IRON?" Shouted the fey, while screaming in pain. "yes they did."

I am very conflicted.

Either I play more Nine Sols, which is a great idea™️! Cool game with fun challenging combat with a super interesting story.

OR

I play more of S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2, which is also a great idea™️! Cool game with fun challenging combat with a super immersive story.

So I have to pick to either help my boy Yi figure out to execute his plan and beat the snot out of the other Sols (as far as I know anyway), or help my other boy Skif figure out where the heck the anomaly artifact thingy that bombed his house went because gosh dang it I want that thing back from the people who stole it. It ruined his life and I want it back.

Either awesome technological world that doesn’t make a lot of sense right now because hidden story, or an awesome post-apocalyptic world that has never made any sense because radiation is a thing and that thing makes mutants and weird balls of power that do funny things.

Can you tell which one I’ve played more of recently?? Man I hate having multiple hyperfixations at the same time. Feels like I’m constantly picking favorites when I don’t even really have a favorite I just have to focus on one rather than the other.

(My bad lol I was going for a lack of tact because people don’t know how to communicate properly sometimes. I’ll make my next one more lighthearted frfr)

"Actually… i think i fell in love with you…"

"Damn man, i wish i could help you out fr. Goodluck on your problem tho"

Happy New Year to my fellow gremlins, hope you all have a grand old time and achieve all you want to achieve

Yeah that person usually tends to be myself anyway because I’m such a moron sometimes lol

I know this is a writing prompt type deal but like why you have to call me out like this lol

"Can’t you see what they’re doing to you?!"

His voice begins to crack as the words leave his mouth. Tears spill over, his hands trembling. "So what was I supposed to do then?! Everyone left me—I had no one! I was alone!" He looks up, eyes burning with anger and hurt.

"You could’ve come to me."

"You don’t think I did?!"

What it feels like I’ve got to do just to feel decently okay about myself because life sucks sometimes. But also armor is just cool and wearing it around is fun. So there’s that aspect too. And having a cat companion (or a dog!) is just an added bonus