The sun has finally set and night has fallen upon us.
Yet my heart is uneased by the notion that this night that has come to us will inevitably be my last.
No sorrow shall I feel for I have lived the life worth the freedom that comes with death.
Shall I beg death to hear my pleas? Shall I plead and reason with death to not rip my soul from me and cast me into the eternity in which my body remembers fully?
Death is not a bargainer. Death does not simply trade your soul for nothing. Nor does Death fain ignorance for the simple minded.
My time has come and my soul I will not bargain with Death for. I have lived a life worth living and now is my time to die a death I have died a thousand times before.
This night; however lovely, will be my last. I just pray the morning will be just as beautiful.
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Hey to all 24 of my followers I love you guys and I appreciate you following me. I am not actively using this blog so I am going to be deactivating it in a couple of days. I have another tumblr that I use everyday if you want to follow that one !! (nothing-to-say-but-thanks). I really was wanting to use this blog as well as the other one but it was a struggle to go back and forth. I would love for you to come and follow that one ^ as well as check out the secondary blog attached I will be posting my writing on there!!! I hope you guys are doing well and that life is treating you well. I hope you have been nothing but happy and if you have been down just know that I am always going to be around!!! :)
Remember how everybody had Paige's back against fans? Or that time Dave Meltzer got the business from everybody after insulting Peyton Royce's weight?
Very few of Naomi's coworkers are around whenever it's happening to her--and it happens A LOT--and she's almost always having to defend herself before other fans step in.
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Hansung:
Mr. Perfect Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7
Together Forever
Big Hands
Hero
Sammaekjong:
Cuddles
It’s Not My Name
How They Listen
How It Goes Part 1 Part 2
Teeth
Savior
Perfect Bride
Disappear From It All
Free Spirit
Sooho:
Sorry
Reasons Not To
My Boy
Learn
It’s Your Secret
On and Off But Always Mine
Banryu:
Weddings
What I Like
Unromantic?
Bond
Don’t Part 2
Different Look
Danse:
Big Present
Princess? Part 2
Sneaking
True Bone
Yeowool:
Who’s Prettier
Handsome Like Me
Blackmail
Sunwoo:
Deserving
Most people ask me if my life is perfect because I am happy all the time, but honestly I'm not. Sometimes life is really hard for me and I don't know if I'll be okay, but I know that if I keep my head up and stay positive that only good things can come from that. Life is never as negative as we think it is, it is just a product of our mindset.
My truth is that yeah sometimes I'm not happy, but that's okay. We don't need to continue to live life as if it's a bad thing to be unhappy sometimes. Sometimes there is not light at the end of the tunnel sometimes there is not greener grass on the other side and sometimes the sun doesn't shine when it rains. Tres humans that's okay because that's how life is. If we can learn to understand that and to accept that then we're already one step closer to the happiness that we're looking for.
So with that in mind I wish nothing but happiness and positivity for anyone who chooses to follow me. Are people who don't follow me just everyone. Because everyone deserves to find happiness and everyone deserves to know that not being okay is the most okay thing.
If you need advice you can always count on me to try to help. I love helping people so come to me. Ask Me Anything!
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