Happy Pride!

Vent poem

TW: intrusive thoughts, bad thoughts, kinda gory, suicide, oh also it sucks

i want to tear my skin off

maybe then i’ll like myself

it’s uncomfortable

it’s irritating

it’s torture

i hate it

i want to rip my heart out

maybe then i won’t feel like this

every

other

night

it hurts

i hate it

i want to bash my brain in

maybe then the thoughts will stop

it’s annoying

it’s terrifying

it’s too loud

i hate it

i want to die

maybe then i’ll like myself

maybe then i won’t feel this way

maybe then it’ll be quiet

maybe then..

i’ll love it

Niiice thanks!

Last song I listened to: WAP by Cardi B & Megan Thee Stallion

Currently reading: Better Together by Harpywrites

Sweet/spicy/savory: more spicy nowadays but also sweet

Obsession: MARVEL. Our Flag Means Death, and Criminal Minds

Relationship status: Single 🥲

Last thing I googled: "hidden figures bathroom scene script" it was for an audition

Currently working on: Keeping these GRADES UP

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last song listened to: Rakuraku Anrakushi by PEPOYO

currently reading: The Transformers Manga Volume 3

sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet

obsession: Sonic and Transformers 💙

relationship status: Single

last thing i googled: “Simon Petrikov”

currently working on: Two 3D models, one digital painting, soo so many WIPS, school just like in general.

Tagging: @reaphantom @artisfox @robotwithanr @sunxstreaker @mx-jester @rubydreamsuwu @misses-anonymous @glittergummy @whirltherescuebot

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even if you only reblog, that’s enough

1st of February, 2021

i was debating on whether or not i should post this on tumblr but seeing as there haven’t been posts about this yet, here it is. i’m exposing my real location and nationality but it doesn’t matter.

if you have been active on twitter, you may already know #savemyanmar is trending. long story short, there has been a military coup. several nations have released statements but i want to share insight on what’s happening in the country.

memes about a coup have been circulating around for a couple days and when i slept at 2 am last night, we were still under the rule of the National League for Democracy (NLD). while they are not technically democratic, they are the closest we’ve got. when my mother woke up at 6 this morning, she was notified that the country was now under the rule of the military.

banks services are no longer available. wifi was cut at around 7-8. some people got wifi again earlier but many got it barely thirty minutes ago. this is bad for businesses especially ones that require international communications. additionally, international students like myself are experiencing anxiety; how do we pay for and attend classes if we’re not sure wifi is a given?

myanmar has a long, complicated history with military governments. the last time the military went into rule was in 1962 and only stopped in 2011, following the 2010 elections. there was a huge protest in 1988 lead by students that resulted in lots of death. during the military junta, resources like rice, water, oil, were scarce. the gist is military rule is bad for us.

all of my followers are not myanmar citizens, i’m sure but as part of the international community, please help us. here is a petition that you can sign (although i’m not sure if that can do much). there may be protests in front of myanmar embassies so look out for those. most of all, please help spread awareness. 

the people here are coping with dark humor, primarily in the form of memes but we don’t know how long this rule will last, even though the official statement said only a year. here’s something that pretty much sums up our coping mechanism:

again, even a reblog helps

update :: all telecommunication means will be cut off at 12 am MMT

I’d really like to see this, and I’d probably read it

Sanders Sides fic writers, I propose to you...

An AU where Moceit are a divorced lawyer couple, and after 2 years (Patton's already remarried to a certain Crofter's loving Scientist) they end up having to work together to help a poor kid leave his abusive family.

Bonus if the kid is Virgil and Janus does everything he can to help him, proving to Patton that he doesn't only care about himself.

Bonus bonus if he and Patton decide to co-parent Virgil so the boy ends up with 3 loving dads (aka 1 dad and 2 wine moms) ✨

God this is amazing

UNMUTE!! UNMUTE!! UNMUTE!! UNMUTE!! UNMUTE!!

unrestrained rage moodboard

The hell man

No one is fucking talking about it but another black man was killed by the same police department that killed George Floyd they killed him 9 seconds after entering his apartment. No knock warrants are fucking bullshit. He was wrapped in his blanket he was innocent they had the wrong address there is body can cottage you cannot fucking deny this bullshit.

This is being hushed up and covered up and I cannot believe it took me until TODAY, SIX DAYS AFTER IT HAPPENED to find out about it.

Everyone should be talking about this shit.

All the BLM protests and here we are again. We cannot let a single one of these slide because that's how nothing changes and that's how innocent people are being killed at the hands of assholes who are happy to pull the trigger without hesitation. I'm so fucking upset right now and so should you be.

EDIT: THE ORIGINAL POST SAID NINE MINUTES I MEANT TO SAY NINE SECONDS

Gays have one of two relationships with bugs:

1. Dramatically climbs onto a chandelier if there’s a cockcroach on the floor

2. Weird bug freak who grabs spiders with their bare hands

I appreciate the black cat

happy black cat appreciation day !

Tom!Peter: Make no mistake. Not only am I party rocking, but I am also in the house tonight. Andrew!Peter: But are you shuffling? Tom!Peter: Everyday. Tobey!Peter: What language are you two speaking??