going to a con in 2 (ish) weeks and heres the situation...
• i was friends with a "family friendly" local con owner (who is a 25 year old straight white man)
• that friend and i would talk via discord basically everyday
• that friend sent me some weird stuff (including pictures)
• also is friends with a 32 year old WHITE MAN that says the n word and calls furries the f slur AND he brings him to cons and he helps do promo
• this friend and i have not spoken since the incident (roughly 10 days)
• unfortunately he usually has booths at cons to help promote his, so i will probably be seeing him at this next one
• ALSO when i made a call out post on my instagram story (i didnt mention that it was him specifically, just a local person with some influence), i noticed it had 2 shares so i worry that someone may have sent it to him
anyway im kinda worried about the possibility of seeing him and getting mad at me or just trying to talk to me in general.
like if he doesnt know about it i worry that he will try to talk to me like normal at the con ;-;
if i ever tell you "i cant possibly read a book in a day!" i am LYING. i am a FUCKING LIAR. because last night i read a 50k word fanfic in three fucking hours.
creepy guy i know tried to pat me on the head once... i flinched and said "dont touch me" and he recoiled and was like "jeeze dont get so mad at me" O_O
You should be able to say “don’t touch me” to anyone ever in any context and not have it be considered in the realm of surprising or insulting imho if we ever needed to normalize something it’s this
i really do like the social features in death stranding. I like that as im helping out the NPCs im also helping out other real human beings, and in that small way they're letting me know. The little "Someone used a road you built!" popup!! When theres a bridge right where you need it, because someone else also needed it. People putting down little decorations wherever, and getting to rest where someone else has.
We're all going through it, and we're all alone, and also fundamentally connected. It's nice
i hurt my knee at a concert in november, and i told myself if i was still in pain by march then id go see a doctor about it......guys im still in pain.....i dont wanna go to a doctor.......
longlegs cipher nails :3
literally do whatever you want for the next ten minutes
if u wanna make a weird noise DO it
wanna lay on the floor and start flailing around DO it
and if you want, you can do whatever you want for more than ten minutes, as long as you're safe you can do whatever you want forever even
me going home after a long day to see my husband (he is fictional)
had a guy ask me out recently.
hes like 24 and has known me since i was 17.
he literally asked how old i was when we met and when i told him i was 17 he was like "man, dating is hard these days"
i was at a convention that he was at like an hour before he asked me out (it was via text) and when my dad came to pick me up, this guy walked up to the car and introduced himself to my father.
i rejected this guy asap with ZERO hesitation
i reminded him that i am aroace and he KNOWS that
i wish i couldve said "no im taken" but i cant because he would know i wouldn't be talking about a real person. and he already judges me for being attracted to fictional characters, so i cant reveal that im a self shipper.
at the aforementioned convention, i hugged a friend we have in common. and this guy pulled the "aw wheres my hug" shit.
our friends blame his boundary issues on him being neurodivergent, but thats not an excuse for this level of shit. especially when the main person hes being weird to is ALSO neurodivergent.
he continuously pushes boundaries even after hes told to stop.
even after i told him "no, im aroace" he STILL tried pushing and was like "i dont need anything romantic, i just want a partner"
GOD IM SO PISSED
why do men always think that i owe them shit
i dont think im very attractive. definitely not conventionally attractive. but i ALWAYS have men be weird to me.
i hate it so much.