NEEED To Have A Lifelong Creative Partnership.. And If It Gets A Little Homoerotic.. Well I Guess That

"sorry my dicks small" "sorry I take a while to cum, if I cum at all" "sorry I cum too fast" "sorry i can't get hard anymore" blah blah blah blah blah let me blow you already STFU

forcemasc x puppification combination is so beautiful to me….repressed trans guy who feels a lot of shame and confusion because T is making him so horny he can’t stop jerking off and watching porn until i remind him that that’s exactly what good boys are supposed to do. no baby it’s not evil or wrong, you’re a growing boy after all, and why would your cock get bigger if it wasn’t so that you could play with it better? you shouldn’t feel bad, puppies need to let off steam after getting so riled up! that’s just being a good boy.

once he starts feeling a bit more confident, patronizing him. you jerked off AGAIN? no don’t be embarrassed baby, there’s nothing wrong with you. you’re just a little puppy who can’t control yourself, aren’t you? you’re such a boy, only thinking with your dick. did you jerk off thinking about me? how many times? good boy! next time instead of rubbing it i want you to fuck your hand. once you get more growth i’ll get you a stroker so you can fuck your own little puppy brains out just like you’re meant to do.

slowly turning the most hesitant trans guys into shamelessly horny & obedient boytoys😵‍💫

i think a real relationship maybe would fix me. yes i have jealousy issues and yes i am deathly insufferable and no i cannot find a man who would actually date me and that i would love like that but god i need it so badly. i shouldn’t date but god i’m going to go insane if i don’t get a real genuine kiss sometime soon

Boys when they’re cozy…. Boys in oversized sweatshirts… Boys with their glasses on instead of contacts in…. Boys when they giggle… Boys when they’re unshaven….

Boys who stick their tongues out when they jerk off btw

fighting with a t-guy over dominace (aka who gets to top) but when i make eye contact - oh no, my muscles give out and suddenly he's overpowered me. i lost, and he's got me pinned, straddling my torso, breathing in my face with a wild look from the brief adrenaline this little bit of exercise gave us, both of us panting from the exertion...

when they ask what my future plans are but I can’t say move out west and start a duck farm where I live off the grid with my transgender husband and our 3 cats who we treat like children. And live in a house filled head to toe full of my husband and I’s artwork, memories and weird knickknacks. and every night we cook together and dance in the kitchen under the soft oven light.

So i just say “oh i don’t know maybe college?”

for some reason way above my comprehension, i couldn't stop my own body from accepting the weird invitation. when i heard that stupid little words coming out of his goddammit stupid mouth i lost my sense of reality, i felt my blood flowing painfully under my flesh.

"punch me like a man", so i did. my lord, i did it without any warning, without any pity, without any hesitation. my knuckles found his face in the same way the lips of hungry lovers search for each other. in the same way the teeth of a predator seek it's way towards the skin of the prey.

something about the way he spat the blood on the floor made my knees weak. something about the way he grinned with his teeth stained in red made my head spin. something about the way his sweaty binder is now with stains that smell like iron made me feel shivers down my spine. something about the way i felt in control and under control at the same time made my guts tremble.

next time i will hit harder.

I guess this is a thing now...

Hey, there. This is mainly a blog I made to talk more openly about my queerness and hopefully interact with (possibly even befriend *looks at you with big eyes*) more trans/queer people. It's what it says on the label— this is my little corner :]

↳ Tank/Axe

↳ He/him + They/them

↳ closeted and untransitioned *sigh*

↳ adult (<25)

↳ this blog will contain nsfw content, you have been warned

↳ asks and dms are open!

↳ always open to make friends <33

↳ that being said, I do not owe anyone a response. if you're a creep/make me uncomfy, i won't hesitate to block

— rusted axe ▪︎☆ <- vent tag for the sake of blocking

When we’re both kinda sex averse but pent up so we have to just beat the shit out of each other to get the energy out