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Forcemascing scared trans guys. The ones who want to detransition or delay starting on their transitions because either they’re scared to start transitioning or because they’re trying to placate people around them.
Like no, you don’t need to wait until you’re 25 or whatever to start T until you’re "fully matured," whoever told you that is bullshitting you. We’ll start saving and have you on it in a few months at most. If you’re too scared to do the shots by yourself yet I’ll hold you down and do it for you.
Stop shaving, you don’t need to do that to be attractive. You don’t have to be thin or have an hourglass figure if you don’t want.
Scared to? You’ve got no reason to be. I’ll teach you how to protect yourself, with your hands or with a weapon, whichever you want.
You’re a man, and until you snap out of this phase, I’m gonna have to show you that.
for some reason way above my comprehension, i couldn't stop my own body from accepting the weird invitation. when i heard that stupid little words coming out of his goddammit stupid mouth i lost my sense of reality, i felt my blood flowing painfully under my flesh.
"punch me like a man", so i did. my lord, i did it without any warning, without any pity, without any hesitation. my knuckles found his face in the same way the lips of hungry lovers search for each other. in the same way the teeth of a predator seek it's way towards the skin of the prey.
something about the way he spat the blood on the floor made my knees weak. something about the way he grinned with his teeth stained in red made my head spin. something about the way his sweaty binder is now with stains that smell like iron made me feel shivers down my spine. something about the way i felt in control and under control at the same time made my guts tremble.
next time i will hit harder.
manhandling >>>
like, getting manhandled onto his lap to makeout better
getting pulled closer via hips/waist because i was too far for him </3
getting grabbed and manhandled onto a surface bc he got impatient that i took too long
manhandling n grabbing my face to properly kiss him </3
saying "fuck this shit" and getting manhandled to be pinned and devoured
just, MANHANDLING
Hiiii can I lazily suck your cock while we watch a movie? Don’t mind how much I’m drooling, just lay down while I bruise my throat with your thick dick plz :3
ok so i know that torture doesn’t actually work but for the sake of our t4t rp session you gotta pretend that that it at least works a little.
i need to have somewhat unethical and mildly unhealthy sexual encounters until i feel normal again
(Minors dni)
Why are you standing at the back of the venue? Take my hand, you're supposed to fucking mosh at a hardcore punk show dude. I'll pick you up when you fall, don't mind the sting in your thigh or the needle and syringe I slip into my pocket when I help you to your feet again. You didn't see anything in my hand. It was probably somebody's spiked clothing. That's what you get for insisting on wearing feminine shit when you know it isn't a reflection of your true self.
I know the local scene pretty well, so I keep taking you to shows every week with me. You follow me around like a puppy. It's pretty cute, to be honest, watching you jump around like one, really getting into it. My friends joke around and tell me to call off my dog before he bites someone. I laugh and just tell them that puppies are like that.
And when the night ends and you're back at my place, you're grinding on my thigh like you're in heat, whining and clawing at my chest. Aww puppy, your tdick is coming in so nicely, and I bet it's sensitive rutting against me huh? It's so cute hearing your voice break while you whine into my neck, getting a little lower every week. I'm being real indulgent letting you make a mess like this on my thigh, you know. So you better clean it off with your tongue when you're done.