Attempted Realism A While Ago + The Sketch Version Bc I Liked It Better

The version without my oc

People wondering if things could have gone differently if Gojo spoke to Geto and expressed his wish to hear him out, we did get that; Yuji and Junpei. The worst part is yeah they could've reconciled. I think Yuji and Junpei speed-ran everything SatoSugu did wrong but also fixed it and made it right. Yuji didn't stop and tried to get through to Junpei no matter what, and Junpei was willing to give humans a chance. They did everything right because they're both a lot more empathetic, compassionate and fundamentally, Junpei and Yuji are underdogs.

Geto and Gojo very definitely aren't so they're assured in their own decisions so when they make a choice, they go all out. Yuji and Junpei at this point were very unsure of themselves and they had the sense to acknowledge that and saw the same in one another. Junpei saw that Yuji will have to kill people and asks him questions forcing him to confront that. Junpei says people have no hearts and he believes it on many levels but he also acknowledges that it's a difficult thing to convince oneself of, and when Yuji hears him out he finds hope in that and is very willing to change.

Yuji and Junpei are the Emotional Awareness and communication AU of satosugu, i think. The reason these two ended is because of outside forces. SatoSugu did it all on their own.

I think all computers should have cd slots and all phones should have headphone ports send tumble

blue jjk doodles !!!

The fact that he doesnt draw geto’s face in any of them, but only his smile, which could mean he’s starting to forget Geto’s face, but not his smile, he focused more on Geto’s smile than his face. as if geto’s smile meant everything to Satoru.

teacher stsg

wait you understand that kinks are ok because they're fantasies that make you happy right? you all get that you don't need to have trauma for your kinks to be okay? right? like none of you think i witnessed a tragic accident on the pool toy assembly line right?

so many of the transfems i know spent their time pre-transition performing a kind of lifelong exercise in self-deprivation, the goal of which was to find out exactly how little a person needed to live. they starved themselves, dressed carelessly, shunned friends, and hollowed themselves out so as not to be burdens on anyone but themselves.

i see it now, too, in the girls around me. i'll ask if they want care – a home-cooked meal, relaxed company, sex without the expectation of reciprocation – and they say no, no, thank you, i don't need it; what would you like, what do you want, because in their head they're still doing that awful calculus, still training themselves to disappear in the eyes of the people around them.

i don't think i'd have died without transition – not in the conventional sense, at least – but to take that leap, i had to stop thinking of myself as a human experiment in fuel-efficient living and start nurturing the anemic, atrophied flame of desire in my heart. i had to learn to eat well, to exercise, to style myself beautiful, but harder than that, i had to learn to ask the people around me to work on my behalf in order to enrich my life and give me the things i wanted.

and i did it; i learned. and it was agony, but courage is a muscle you can train, and every day i get better at accepting gifts with the hungry gratitude i never learned in my years and years as a sad, scared, lonely boy.

so be patient with the trans girls in your life. better than that: be proactive, attentive, generous; be forceful, if you have to, and learn to distinguish real discomfort from the terrified reflex of self-denial that so many of us once learned to rely on.

and if you are so lucky as to love a trans girl, you must insist upon her. you must insist upon her happiness, her comfort, her pleasure, and her rest, because she may still not yet know how to make those demands for herself. if you can devote any amount of energy to becoming an engine that nurtures the flame of even a single tgirl then there is a place for you in trans heaven, which as far as i'm concerned is the only one worth going to

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