Taikonaut-kaskara - Afrofuturist Grim Reaper 我在学汉语

I think I'm finally going to cave into playing signalis in the next couple months cause of all the great cyber girl yuri i've seen of it

I'm not entirely sure how to describe my mental state as things are now. From a rational point I've internalized that hope is a fundamental need for survival, that life is never truly over until you've breathed your last no matter how suffocating or excruciating your current life situation is. That life is what you make of it, and each individual has the freedom to determine their own purposre. Yet, I still cant help but feel just so hopeless and depressed all the time. Beyond a shadow of a doubt I know a future where seeing the body I was born with doesn't make me want to cry is one I can achieve. That a life outside of my current overbearing loneliness and isolation can be mine, and that living a lie to preserve my few existing close relationships is a temporary situation I can be freed of eventually. Yet I cant escape perpetual hopelessness and irrational anxiety. I simultaneously feel confident in my potential yet disgusted in my reality, never wanting to end my life yet hating to live.

There's no real point to this rambling, im not gonna bother proofreading for errors or any of that. I'm venting to the void for myself more than anything. I still lack a healthy means to process my emotions relying on endlessly drowning thoughts out with distractions. Books, comics, games, martial arts, anything that can suppress the misery with momentary pockets of happiness. Maybe all of us need escapes to survive, or maybe I'm projecting to feel less alone.

Started playing NEO TWEWY since I finished up emulating the og on my 3ds a few weeks ago, im already liking it a lot. Music goes crazy which is to be expected by now, combat is fire (though I wish I could ramp up the difficulty) and Sho Minamimoto has grown on me a lot this time sround, hes dope asf now I think in large part due to his VA. And Nagi better back tha fuck up off my homie Fret I dont really appreciate how shes disrespecting my guy. I see the GOAT dripped out on the cover art hiding back there in corner as well, cant wait to see what hes been up to since the last game.

It's still so little!

But look at her!

Maki Maki Maki Maki Maki Maki Maki

Baylan Skoll is one of the best Star Wars characters in a long time, I'm very much one of those people that has only really been able to get enjoyment out of Andor and TLJ as far as live action sW goes these days, but there are some things I've really been enjoying about Ahsoka. First of all, the choreography is actually GOOD. It feels like there's a different rhythm to each battle due to various fighting styles being shown, we see guard switches in tense standoffs like with Ahsoka vs Baylan and its dope and reminds me of this series' kurosawa roots. Baylan is super interesting and I love how the mercenaries bounce off our main two chars. And I am Shin Hati's strongest soldier just on account of her being really cool I love and support evil women

This mag cover rewiring my brain chemistry I just gotta open it and stare sometimes

Skrunkly gremlin girlie

I shot Udom Bedford to death immediately. Corporate will be annihilated.

Women of the Black Panther Party for Self-Defense, 1969.

please for the love of god ciel