My #1 Hater

an entry from my diary. having a hard time bc today is my birthday.

Going through a bad time mentally and wanting to hide it but at the same time wanting to be seen so badly.You try your hardest to pretend as if everything’s fine but you oh so badly want someone to see through the act,someone to come and wipe tears that you never shed.

-nipuna

♡ rilmazolam - 2mg

It’s dangerous how badly I need to be loved. And loving. And in love. I fear the raw hunger of love is going to consume me, going to eat me alive.

if multiverse is real, i hope the other me isn’t suicidl like i am right now