Playing Hard To Want

Idk maybe that's why

they should make words that can properly communicate The Feeling of when youre thinking about The Character and its.

^these dont even fully express it. its insaner. they need to make a word for it

My brain works like this

"I'm a top" "I'm a bottom" ok and??? I am a false prophet??????? God is a superstition??????? I am a false prophet??????????????????God is a superstition???????????????????

To truly, successfully eroticize the monstrous you must be brave enough to make the object in question actually ugly. At the heart of the fantasy is a person whose very form is so profoundly unacceptable that there is significant social stigma attendant upon finding them attractive - a person who feels deeply their own repulsiveness, who expects universal rejection for their appearance - and, crucially, another person who treats them as if they are beautiful.

For this to be effective, the monstrous character can't just be plain - they have to be wildly, fascinatingly unacceptable - prodigiously, fantastically, sublimely ugly. If you're anxious about the character not being hot you'll never pull it off because the entire fantasy is about not being afraid.

its okay for others to misunderstand you and your intentions. it is inevitable actually

Dance as an act of rebellion. Dance as an act of joy.