t4t swiss and cumulus. chaos insues and probably sex too. send post.
Mountain first learning drums and he keeps messing up. he hits the snare and bass drum at the same time when he shouldnt, keeps dropping his sticks, keeps accidentally clicking his sticks together, mixes up which hand plays the hi hat and which plays snare, among other things he's too embarrassed to admit. he feels awful about it and thinks he'll never be as good at the ghouls before him. but Pebble tells him its okay, hold him close and pets him behind the horns. he's still learning, mistakes happen. its okay.
It’s always ’But you don’t look autistic.’
You say that until you see me so happy, that I can’t mask. Meowing and squealing, flapping or clapping my hands, an awkward grin on my face. I bounce and lick my lips. I talk endlessly about what I have now, whether it’s a figure, or a VHS.
You say that until I’m overstimulated. I’m irritable when I’m out of my house too long, when I get interrupted, my plans are changed, my ideas are turned away. I don’t want to interact anymore, I want my headphones and my music. I shake my head, I groan, I hit my legs. I get snappy and don’t look at you when you speak. Not that I really did before.
You say that until my senses are TOO sensitive for you, maybe even too dramatic. I can’t touch the dishes, I’ll gag. I cover my ears and shake my head during the concert. ’Please turn down the radio,’ I say. And yet, I’ll stare at the bubble tube at the dentists office, or lay in bed, staring at my prized jellyfish lamp.
You say it until I suddenly won’t shut up. ’Jellyfish don’t sting,’ I say. ’They have cells on their tentacles called nematocysts and-‘ I go on and on. Or maybe I’ll talk to you all about censorship laws, and how it led to the production of ’Faces of Death,’ and ’Banned from TV.’ Or perhaps I’ll tell you all about Botulism of all things!
You say that. But you don't see how it factors into every little detail of my life. You undermine me and my autism with a comment that seems meaningless. What does Autism even look like to you? It is the minimal representation you see on TV? Is it Rain Man? Is it Music, from Sing? Sheldon Cooper?
I am Autistic. You can look at me, and see what Autism looks like. And keep your comments to yourself.
If you want to call yourself "madpunk", "cripplepunk", "neuropunk", etc, your activism better not stop at the things you find "bad". People with no empathy. People with personality disorders. People who need their aids in daily life. People who have extreme fluctuating emotions. People with paraphilias. People with dissociative disorders. Psychotic people. People who have different modes of eating, excreting, having sex, etc. Homeless people. People who wear diapers. People who have violent urges/thoughts. People who you think are "dangerous". People who use drugs. People who need medication to survive and live. People with physical deformities. People who have delusions. People who struggle with feeding themselves, cleaning, working, etc.
If you think any of these factors make someone "abusive", you are ableist. Abusers are abusive. None of the above things make someone an abuser.
Madpunk and cripplepunk aren't just "adhd and autism punk". Or "mobility aid user punk". Keep that in mind.
he watched steve irwin
ive always liked the idea of the ghouls sounding like the people who play them, but imagine mountain speaks for the first time around everyone else and they lose their minds because all they can think is "why is he austrailian"
It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.
This is what phantom has in his room
schizoposting (said by me, a schizophrenic who thinks he's funny): cool!
schizoposting (said by a neurotypical edgelord): not cool!
does this make sense
more art! i changed my watermark too :)
idk if im doing this right uhhhh
1) CORE - Toby Fox
2) Draped in Cerecloth - Repugnant
3) A Dying God Coming Into Human Flesh - Black Tongue
(im too scared to tag people just join if you want to)
i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)
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the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)
your current favourite song
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its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele
trastevere - måneskin
nevermore - queen
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