RRAAGH I LOVE THE CREEPYPASTA FANDOM!!! I LOVE MILD TO COMPLETE DISREGUARD FOR CANON!! I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE USE THE CREEPS AS DOLLS TO MAKE WHATEVER STORY THEY WANT I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE WORLD BUILD BASED ON AMATURE HORROR PROJECTS FROM A DECADE AGO!!! I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE OCS AND MAKE THEM INTERACT WITH THE POPULAR PASTAS!!! RAAGH!!!!
Nihil when Sister talks about Copia
Remember how I said I couldn't stop thinking about Ghouls? yeah LOL. Anyways, I finally finished my "Ghoul Guide" which is a comic featuring made up lore about summoning nameless ghouls as well as things about them and their roles!
this by no means is comprehensive of everything I've made up for them, but I'm testing the waters with this comic! if it gets enough love I'll make an additional comic about ghoul origins, element types, and maybe even design non-assigned ghoul outfits for each era costume hehe.
ID in ALT text! transcript for comic text under the cut!
Transcript is numbered for each page the text is for!
A rite of passage for becoming “Papa”, It starts with a will and your judgement
A specialized chamber is necessary, 1) to avoid interference 2) to prevent escape.
After all; feral ghouls are raw elements, And to survive, one must tame them.
Each element has a diversity of strengths and rarity / and the first ghoul summoned sets precedent for how a leader is perceived.
Additionally, the first is the personal servant and an important assistant for life; Often times assistance is needed for future summoning, but a limit of 2 maintains respect to show you’re still capable.
However, they must accept you- you must earn their respect, and they only choose if willing. And they are not always willing.
One must be prepared to face Hell itself. To prove one is worthy to take the stage, controlling the devil’s magic is key.
It’s important to roll the dice and summon a variety, but one may only tame as many as the power of their sin allows, which, naturally, varies.
And while they’re loyal as determined by one’s rank… / Remember: The ministry comes first.
Ghoul records broken by copia.
Record: Most ghouls summoned at one time: 8 (10 including past members), Record: Most obedient first summon (for an amateur).
Record: Most powerful summons (2 S-Class ghouls); All consuming Hell Fire (AKA: “Sodo” or “Dew”); Hurricane From Hades (AKA: “Cumulus”); Record: Most elemental offshoots summoned (3). Offshoots of (then lists the symbols for quintessence and fire).
ghoul roles.
Assistance, Fighting.
Personal Guard, And of course: Performing.
end transcript.
Aether ripping his jacket open with one hand? The casual guitar toss? The belly patting? The leanback?
My feral level is through the roof
mountain will say the most awful, horrendus, 11 year old boy joke that youd only hear in a middle school cafeteria on a friday that makes all of the other ghouls jaws DROP and then sit there like
You wanna know the reality of dissociative identity disorder?
Crying, begging yourself that it's fake cause it's terrifying
Reliving trauma over and over again
No memory of childhood and often memory gaps depending on the system
Being told you need to "go back to church" or "get off the internet" or "get over it", etc.
Being dubbed "demonic", "crybaby", "attention whore", etc.
Being more likely to fall into/back into abuse
The 70 PERCENT SUICIDE RATE
Being unable to get diagnosed due to stigma
The stigma in general, paired with such heavy amounts of misinformation that it makes it hard to find accurate/up to date studies and research
Ableism and distrust from medical professionals
Being denied medical help because your deemed mentally unstable
Being compared to "those 'freaks' on TikTok"
Video's on top of video's making fun of people with DID and misunderstanding majority of the disorder
People romanticizing and making your disorder an aesthetic
Dealing with ableism and toxicity not only outside, but within the DID community
Getting fakeclaimed for not only the disorder but for the very trauma that caused it
Getting fakeclaimed for having a large headcount
Getting fakeclaimed for having a low headcount
Getting fakeclaimed for having introjects or non-human alters
Getting fakeclaimed for having young alters or having only older alters
Getting fakeclaimed for being young
Getting fakeclaimed for being old
Getting fakeclaimed for not "acting disordered"
Getting fakeclaimed for acting "too disordered"
Getting fakeclaimed for having comorbid disorders
Getting fakeclaimed for not having the exact same traits or symptoms as someone else with DID
Getting fakeclaimed because the disorder isn't "believable"
Getting fakeclaimed for not having amnesia or blackouts
Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too fast"
Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too slow"
Getting fakeclaimed for anything anyone can come up with
The "host > rest of the system"
Being forced to think DID has to act a specific way or look a certain way
Nobody ever bothering to understand or study the disorder
Being spoke over by non-disordered voices
Being treated like a circus attraction or test subject
All the horror movies based on the disorder
The ideology that everyone with DID is criminal or predatory
All the distrust
Getting told your trauma wasn't "that bad/bad enough"
Being terrified of being seen as "cringe-y"
Never ever being able to be fully open and true to yourself
In some cases, not even being able to tell your own family
Isolation.
This is not at all meant to be seen as looking for sympathy, I want people to understand what people like us have to deal with on near daily basis both inside and outside the internet. These are all very real things, and of course everyone's experiences vary individually, but these are some of the most common things I've seen among the DID community.
Systems are free to add on sharing their own experiences and everyone is encouraged to reblog. (/Nf)
Any non-traumagenic "systems" can find another post, this isn't for you, our struggles are completely different.
yes i can
white boy the world is at stake you can not be busting it down like that !
hii!! first post on tumblr, im in many fandom so you can expect so different and unrelated media here just so you know!
one of the latest drawing i was able to finish!
come get yo food
ANY REBLOGS ARE WELCOME!! <3
romanticise your body
your trans body
your disabled body
your fat body
everything about yourself that you've been told to hate
love yourself in spite of it
the way you exist is amazing
mountain getting wisdom teeth out and on the way back home he sits there doing the 1000 yard stare and its the funniest shit ever send post
he/him // metalhead, cripplepunk, tranny, AND fag // flags in our pfp are transmasc and bpd/schizo combo :)
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