@/blushydior (deactivated)'s Success Story!

MY SUCCESS STORY ☆

warnings: mentions of abusive relationship, depression, self harm & ed.

long post ahead. i decided to share a long rant about how my life was before i found out about the law & after i did. how i managed to cope with traumatic events & recurring suicidal thoughts. if any of these topics trigger you, then please skip the first part of this post! my success story will be on the third fragment of the post.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈: before the law of assumption

when i was fourteen years old i had my first ever boyfriend. he was, initially, what people would call “prince charming”. the first few months of dating him were perfect: he always made sure to look after me, bring me flowers, cuddle me when i asked him to and much more. he was also very cordial and well mannered; almost every person who knew him spoke highly of him. but little did i know, that i was actually living in a farce.

three months into our relationship and his demeanour started to switch gradually. at first, it was the smallest of things that made me question if he was still the same guy as before. he would no longer give me any of his attention, call me, comfort me or even buy me gifts (something that he often did). then, he started to mock me in front of his peers, get mad at any given time and verbally harass me. but nonetheless, i kept staying with him.

not long after, verbal abuse turned into physical abuse. he would lure me into his house after calling me, crying like a baby to convince me to come over. he would purposefully get angry at me for not tying my shoes “the way he told me to” or for not drinking water from the tap. after screaming at me and verbally abuse me for god knows how long, he would pick me up and slam me against the door and start chocking me. or he would slap me and beat me repeatedly on my stomach, arms and legs. he would do this for a good whole hour every time.

tw: sexual abuse after that, he would gaslight me and blame me for his behaviour. he would start crying and tell me “sorry” as i was lying on the floor with bruises all over my body. it wouldn’t take long before he would take me to his room to sexually assault me. i won’t go into detail about what he did, but you get the idea.

before taking the bus to get to my home, i would cover myself up as well as i could to hide my bruises and welts, not before trying my best to mask them with the makeup i had brought in my purse. this is why no one ever suspected anything bad going on. my parents are NOT to blame for this. i was the one hiding this from them, partially because i was ashamed of myself for being weak and frail and mostly because my boyfriend would threaten to kill me if i ever said a word to anyone.

this went on for months. after being abused, i would go home and lock myself in my room; i could do nothing if not cry and tear my hair apart from my scalp. unfortunately, this was the time i started self harming. i would do it in places where no one could see my scars and target my inner thighs. i was so ashamed of myself, but i just couldn’t stop hurting. all i wanted to do was die. what abuse did to me was: cause severe anxiety attacks to occur often, insomnia, fatigue, faint and so on. i even reached a point in life where i would stop eating completely or vomit the little food i ate during the day. in simple words, i became depressed.

at some point, i couldn’t hide this anymore: i was forcing myself to go to school because i wanted to make everyone believe i was fine, but my teachers & classmates started to worry about how i looked. at home, i could easily snuck into my room, stuff myself with clothes and lie to my parents about eating, but even they started to get suspicious. long story short, after passing out one day in school, i was taken to the hospital where i was diagnosed with and ed and depression. not being able to hide my body from anyone, the doctors saw all the leftover scars and fresh bruises from my abuse. this is when my parents’ worst fears came all up to surface. they immediately contacted the police to tell them about my boyfriend (he was eighteen at the time) and when he realized that he was in deep shit, he confessed to what he did, but blamed it on his “mental health”.

he was diagnosed with bpd and was left on probation, which wasn’t enough of a punishment for him. but thankfully, i found out that he was jailed not too long ago.

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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈: when my identity got exposed on tumblr (after finding out about the law)

after two years, i had managed to recover. not mentally, but physically. this was around the time i had opened my law of assumption blog. when i found the law (a year before opening my blog), i did a lot of research on it and wanted to test if it was actually real. that’s when i found out about neville goddard and started reading pdfs of his books online. while reading them, i found out about the “I AM” state, now commonly known as the “VOID” state.

i think some of you guys remember my void success story (the one i shared on tumblr a year ago), where i had manifested things such as my appearance, moving out of my country etc. when i posted it, it was actually a year old, meaning that i had went into the void * almost a year before opening my tumblr.

when i opened my tumblr blog (halokisses) in february of 2022, i started sharing my success stories and advice on the loass and i gained quite the platform rather quickly. in less than three months i had amassed over three thousand followers, which is a lot. but this was also the time when a lot of negative and deranged people interacted (in anon mode) with my account. I would receive asks of people blaming me because they “couldn’t” manifest or enter the void. or people threatening me in general. it was becoming super frustrating.

i have to admit, as much as i was manifesting great things in my life, i didn’t have the time to cherish them and actually live them out. although, that was nothing anywhere near what i experienced a few months later.

when i was on a break from posting in july (2022) and was only active on my Instagram, my identity was stolen and violated. someone had decided to pretend to have both of my real names (that i had privately shared with a few of you guys on ig) and plagiarize my content. when i rightfully confronted this person, they backfired and made me look like the crazy, bad person harassing them. this got a lot of people to start attacking me, harassing me, send me death and rape threats and much more.

after that, i chose to leave tumblr (not deactivate my account yet). those months were very hard for me. i kept having nightmares of my identity being completely exposed by the hands of this person, because in my mind, i thought they could find more information about me that i never put out on the internet. grief was all i could feel. i once again started blaming myself for simply deciding to say my name online and beating myself up because of this. this lead me to gather all of my trauma and link it all together.

this may sound insane to many of you, but when someone suffers from ptsd, it’s not impossible for them to let such things affect them deeply, even if, in my case, i was dealing with this online and not in real life. to clarify, i don’t compare this specific event to my abuse. but it is important to recognise that it damaged me nonetheless. i was suffering with steady negative thoughts, nightmares and even suicidal thoughts at times.

thankfully tho, i was able to expose this person a few months later and detach from the situation for a little bit. i still had a lot of work to do to fully reach internal peace. but i felt like i could finally breathe after months of impending frustration and anxiety.

𝐈. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 with everything that happened to me was honestly a difficult task and it took me months to finally reach internal peace. i want to specify that this post was made with the intention to get my past off my chest and bury it away forever. i don’t want to discourage people or make them think that it takes “this much” time to manifest your dream life. this is MY personal experience and how i personally dealt with it. i couldn’t be more proud of myself for it. i’m such a strong woman and i’m still so young. i couldn’t thank myself enough for being so tough and for standing firm.

what i learned from all this is that it’s essential to fight for yourself and inner peace. that’s what matters the most for me. finding the loass and being able to combine it all together definitely played a big role and it proves to me, once again, that as of right now (and forever), i won’t have to worry about anything. my past is dead and so are the people who hurt me. they better try and come back, but this time i won’t be so forgiving. i won’t let anyone ruin me like this anymore.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 has got to be my favourite success story ever. from the start, i had the feeling that i would succeed and justice would be made n that’s exactly how it went. but the real success happened within me. i am now free from the shackles of my trauma. i don’t worry about anything anymore. i don’t blame myself for what happened to me. i moved on and let go. i have all the means to get back at the people who hurt me and will use them with no hesitation if needed. i don’t ruminate on negative thoughts and live my life peacefully. everything works out for me & nothing gets in my way.

౨ৎ⋆｡˚ ⋆ i’m once again honouring myself and admitting how happy i am to be me. to think that i was just a little girl when i dealt with my abuse and succeeded… it makes me infinitely proud of me. words can’t express how much i appreciate my mind and soul. i worship every inch of my body and i’m not ashamed to say so. and everyone should think about themselves this way. if you went through the things i did, i hug you dearly. you are so strong and you will succeed. i love you and if you need a helping hand, i’ll always be here. there are people out there who care about you and i’m the very first one. you’re an angel, you’re a pure soul and you deserve only good things in life.

i hope that everything wasn’t too harsh to read, i tried to be as less detailed as possible, but wait! the post is not concluded yet.

here to read about my success story ˚◞♡

𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

〔 as briefly mentioned at the very end on this post of mine, i changed many many things about my life and therefore what i might’ve manifested in the past has changed. note: this is everything i manifested in the last month or two. i worked on myself and on my mental health first of course. some of the things listed down here are very recent and date back to a few weeks, if not days ago.〕

༄ ‧₊˚ ‎WHAT I MANIFESTED

a new appearance from head to toe. believe it or not, this is actually the third time i change my appearance lmfao i knowww, but i always feel the constant need to change. this time tho, i’m pretty sure i’ll keep my appearance the way it currently is !!

moving out of where i used to live before. i won’t say where i went, but i LOVE it here! everyone is so nice & caring and i’ve been welcomed with open arms. all i can say is that i’ve moved continents and it was the best decision i could ever make. it took me a short amount of time to move out.

my best friend to come live with me. to clarify, she doesn’t live in my house, but she moved out with her parents so we could stay close. i also manifested that the both of us could speak the local language fluently and perfectly!

school to start later than most schools here. i just want to enjoy summer a little bit more before the mind-breaking routine restarts (i’m obviously joking lmao, i love school. no i don’t). ++ i manifested to go to a prestige school! i also might’ve manifested it to look similar to harry potter’s castle and i love it! i genuinely can’t wait to start just for this.

travelling a lot more than i used to. my goal is to visit as many places around the world as possible and it’s something that i’ve been doing in the course of the past month. i’m taking so many pictures too with my new digital camera that *drum rolls* i manifested in literally a day! it was insane how fast it happened, but honestly i’m not surprised anymore because everything i desire manifests instantly.

to stay safe and protected at all times. over two years ago, when i went into the void, i had manifested my fighting skills and they’ve only gotten better overtime! imagine mikasa ackerman type of fighter, yeah that’s how i am so y’all better watch out.

healing & helping people deal with their trauma. this is so important to me and it’s honestly the favourite thing i manifested. it’s pretty self explanatory, but if you guys want to know more about this (and need help), please don’t be afraid to text me.

to pass all my tests, finals, etc. and i also manifested to shift into my “school dr” five minutes before each test (whether it’s oral or written) to get all the correct answers. i can’t wait to try this out, tho i still will be studying regardless, because i love doing so! (except for maths & chem lol)

for my parents & loved ones to forget what i went through as a young girl. basically, i revised them ever having trauma after me. it was the right decision to make and i’ll forever be thankful for it.

to revise and go to the weeknd’s concert!! i had a blast y’all this was one the best things i could ever think of. last year i couldn’t go to abel’s concert because i was on vacation, but i manifested going there anyways and now i have such a vivid memory of it + all the videos i took are in my camera roll.

to never spiral or dwell on my negative thoughts. letting go of traumatic events + always reminding myself of how strong and powerful i am and that nothing can get in my way. (aka always manifest instantly and successfully)

for all of my scars to be fully healed and for internal wounds to riparate + to never get ill or get terminal diseases (this works for my loved ones as well).

plus many more things that i can’t think of right now! ♡

༄ ‧₊˚ HOW I DID IT

before anyone asks, no i did not use the void or any other method. i don’t go into the void anymore, because there’s no need for it. it’s an instant state just like ANY OTHER.

you’re always in a state (your I AM=awareness). the void is just your awareness shifting into your I AM where you’re simply assuming that there’s emptiness around you, hence you’re not in your physical world.

here’s how i manifested my dream life:

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟏.

i decided what I wanted. i had a deep self-to-self talk and understood EXACTLY my desires and wants. i asked my heart what it truly longed for. then i made my decision

i scripted a few things out, such as my full detailed appearance, where i would move out and how my school looked like. the rest of the stuff was not scripted. ♡ TIP: i find it easier to use pictures and put them all together in a collage to have a clear image of everything i’m changing.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟐.

i used my all-time favourite affirmation to seal the deal and ACCEPTED MY DESIRES AS REAL. the umbrella affirmation i used is: “it is done”. here’s some affirmations you can use:

it is done

i have everything i desire/want

i got it all

i am

*any word that you choose implies that you have what you want* ie: “pink”

ACCEPTANCE of myself and HAVING FAITH were the key steps of my journey. it was somewhat easy for me to tap into the STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED since i had manifested many things before, however this does not imply that it should be hard for others to tap into it quickly and easily. you are always in a STATE, you just have to decide which one.

i sticked with MY STATE as much as i could: if i would get discouraged or suddenly get negative thoughts, i would let those thoughts hit and dip. i wouldn’t acknowledge them whatsoever.

NOTE: i would still interact with the 3d regularly. ie: if i had to write down where i lived, i put my old city as such and so on. but i kept on EXCLUSIVELY acknowledge my imagination (=4d) and dismiss the 3d. i KNEW i lived in x city in x country in x continent and moved on.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟑

the 3d conformed. faster than the speed of light i might add. it might’ve felt odd, because i had never manifested such important things without the void (see, everything is possible and instant without the void), but everything worked out perfectly and went accordingly to plan ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

i would like to end this post by saying that it was 100% my choice to share about my past with you guys and in no way, shape or form i made this for others to feel pity or compassion for me. i don’t need it and don’t want it. i just felt ready and serene to share something really delicate about me to encourage people to always fight for themselves.

and this is also a rant to explain to people that if a blogger wants to share more about themselves and share sensitive topics like these, it’s because they want to. you shouldn’t be the one deciding for them or, worse, expose their personal life to the claws of the internet. this was a throughly made decision by ME ONLY.

i hope you guys found this post helpful and liked everything that i manifested! thank you for being here & for being patient and attentive.

with love, andreia ♡

OMG OMG OMG OMG RAVEENNNN I FINALLY MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFEE

I found out about the law in April of this year and until this very morning that I was able get the life of my dreams. When I found loa, I was overcomplicating it and reading every post on tumblr like most, and I was in bad circumstances, and I was just going through it. I tried so many things. I tried the void, sats, affirming all day and absolutely nothing. I found your blog like 2 or 3 weeks ago and you just resonated me. Like seeing your blog everyday made me feel good and actually motivated me to get wtf I want. I decided to do the 3 day manifestation persisting thing you posted but changed it to 2 days. I procrastinated doing it tho out of underlying fear. However, 2 days ago on June 24th, I decided to start persisting in my affirmations. My affs were ”I always manifest in 2 days” and ”I have my dream life entirely”. I really saturated my mind and kept coming back to your blog as motivation. I woke up in an absolutely different setting, my dream life setting.

HERES ALL I MANIFESTED

desired face, body and personality

2 story modern penthouse in LA (that i woke up in)

moving away and on from my toxic abusive ass family

a gray hellcat (in love with this car)

having photographic memory

cooking, singing, and dancing skills

a million in my account

getting an offer to my dream college

a new streetwear wardrobe

And I got all of this, this morning. The moment I woke up and opened my eyes, I was absolutely speechless to see what I was waking up in. So thank you Raven. Thank you for your blog. Your words. Just thank you.

thank meee??? sis that’s all youuu. you fucking did that!!! and ik that hellcat look real nice, that car just so attractive. and the street wear wardrobe- mmm i love me a nice streetwear outfit. and CONGRATULATIONS i’m so proud of you, and enjoy your new life love 🤍

I manifested my best friend’s brain cancer away

About a month ago, I got the worst call ever from my best friend. I could barely understand what she was saying and she was nasty crying, and she finally had the courage to admit she has stage 5 brain cancer, and she’s probably going to die.

I didn’t even have time to cry because I went straight to manifesting mode. I consoled her and reminder her that if she needed anything finically, or emotionally from me, that she knows I’m always here. She’s one of the kindest people ever, and she kept her cancer away from everyone during mid terms so we didn’t have to stress or have emotional “baggage” during the most stressful time. She’s the most kindest angel in the world and kind of detached herself from us, following the call so we didn’t have to see her at her worse.

I had no worries though, I had already manifested health benefits for myself and family.. nothing as huge as stage 5 brain cancer but, all manifestations are equal on the plain of how easy it is to get them !! I kept reminding myself of that, and detached myself from the situation. Not from my friend but from the though that she has cancer. I would only talk about how I bet it will gone by summer as unlikely as it seemed, the “you beat cancer” party I started planning the second I got the news, the gifts I would buy here for being so strong stuff like that. Honestly after a week, I kind of forget she had cancer, and I think that helped my friend, because she didn’t want the constant reminder.My friends know I’m into manifesting, but I just know they thought I was being Delulu 😭😭 that didn’t stop me tho, and it never has.

A few days ago she called us and told us that her treatments have been going well and that it was cured, so everything I’ve been imagining and doing to live in the end had finally confirmed to my 3D. So now I really get to throw her a I beat cancer party 🥳🥳 I already ordered the cake.

The point is to remind you of how limitless you are, and seriously nothing is impossible no matter how unlikely and impossible the circumstances are 🫶

LMFAOO raven stop i literally had tears on my screen😂😂😂 just imagine me smiling with tears falling down my face and little sniffles💀anyway i’m better now so there shouldn’t be any typos.

okay so lemme tell you how dinner went. well actually before we get there lemme tell you how it was meeting my new family lol. so after i had finished getting ready i was too damn nervous to walk out i had to do some deep breaths. when i walked out my room and downstairs (also our house is different, i forgot to mention that cause that wasn’t really important to me in the moment) my sisters were out in the backyard taking pictures and stuff, while my two brothers and my dad were sitting on the couch just waiting since dudes get ready in 15 seconds no matter where they’re going LFMAO😭 and RAVEN tell me why my brother, the one i hugged while crying, gonna say ‘ah the random cry baby is ready’😂😂😂😂 it was not random he needs to stop lol he just don’t know. i told him to shut up and then i started to walk to my parents room to see my mom cause i knew she’d be in there still getting ready. everything was natural. that was one thing i was nervous about, whether or not it would be weird cause i didn’t know anyone. but i realized that they’re a product of MY consciousness, i made them lol so why wouldn’t i be familiar with them? 

now! the dinner. we went to pappadeaux (i got mozzarella cheese bites shit was so good) and the way there was genuine laughs and conversation flowing around the table was so refreshing. ugh it just feels so good and the great thing is, it feels just as good as it did in imagination. what i felt in my fulfilled imagination is EXACTLY how i feel now! i’m gonna have this stupid smile on my face for a minute 😭😭 i love my family, all of them. and that’s 7 words i couldn’t say for my old one. 

here’s the ask for this response

HOLD THE FUCK UP!! you went to PAPPADEAUX, a SEAFOOD restaurant, and ordered MOZZARELLA BITES??? you’re one of thoseee?? i should delete ts fr😭i’m appalled!

aside from that i’m weak ass hell cause yo brother really ain’t have to say that! like excuse me sir..? but at the same time i understand why he did🤣

i love that you mentioned the way you felt in imagination is exactly how you feel currently! that definitely speaks volume to the fact that imagination is powerful and literally creates reality!

and then men being ready in 15 seconds is very much so accurate lmao😂 then it’s just pressure to get ready before they start complaining

anyway i love love LOVED your story and feel free to send in more success stories <3

Hi Starliet! I love your new theme. I figured out what the key to manifesting for ME is and I’d love to share what worked wonders for me! I literally woke up in my desired reality today. Before sharing, I’d like to thank @cinefairy @nevillebeyonce @starliet/@starglri @sexydreamgirl @arabella111 @isobel777 @diorbabe66 @pl6netgirl and many others for answering countless of my desperate asks. I appreciate it and I love everyones contributions to this community.

Starting with my successes, here’s what I have manifested:

• I lived in the same apartment in Alabama (terrible, I’m aware) since I was born. Now? I moved to NYC and live in a fabulous, luxurious penthouse.

• I had Muslim parents who tried to force religion on me, took away my freedom (wouldn’t let me marry whoever, didn’t let me wear whatever and other annoying rules). Now? They’re supportive of absolutely anything I do, even if it goes against their religion.

• My dad had no job. My mom worked at a factory. It makes sense why we lived in the same rusty, old apartment for decades (20+ years). Now? My mom quit her job and is now running a successful fashion online business. My dad is now in college getting his master degree for engineering.

• I used to get bullied relentlessly because I was Middle Eastern living in a town full of white fucks. They would call me monkey because of my excess hair, they would call me a terrorist because I wore a hijab and so on. Now? I manifested ALL of those who were racist bitches to me to apologize and ask for another chance to be my friend. I got the joy of rejecting them.

• I had no luck with love. When I say no luck, I mean it. Men would ask me out as a joke. Once, a guy recorded asking me out as a joke to post on Facebook humiliating me. Now? I scripted down my desired man and now he’s real. The way I scripted we’d meet, the way I scripted literally everything became true. Those guys who humiliated me by asking me out as a joke texted me begging for me lmao. Here and there, I get asked out. Also, that Facebook video has been taken down and no one has it saved. Safe to say my luck with love is incredibly high now.

• I had many insecurities. I didn’t like how I had a hairy face. I didn’t like how greasy my hair would get. I didn’t like the spots on my skin. I didn’t like my hyperpigmentation. I didn’t like my thick brows or my unibrow. I didn’t like my huge nose. Now? I love how I look. I manifested hairless face and body (besides eyelashes, eyebrows, and my scalp of course), I manifested silky, healthy hair that never gets greasy or tangled even if I don’t shower for days, I manifested clear, flawless, radiant skin, I manifested my unibrow to disappear without threading it and my eyebrows became naturally shaped. I kept my nose bump because it represented my ethnicity, but I made my nose size overall a bit smaller. I look like a goddess now.

• I had no luck in school or jobs either. My dream was to be a makeup artist or just an artist in general. I failed so many classes, I got declined many jobs and my hope for success was low. Now? I’m in a NYC art school. I made it and I’m currently on the way for an art exhibit that has MY art shown!

• As you probably know, my family and I were broke. Now? We have MILLIONS and we’re continuing to get more money every passing second.

• I have manifested countless things but this ask has already gotten too long. I hope everything I listed shows how I went from rags and riches!

So, how did I do it?

I did absolutely nothing but focus on my desires/the 4D. I was delusional, I was detached from whatever bullshit was happening in my 3D and I was basically in love with my 4D.

I didn’t work on my self concept, I didn’t do methods (however I tried SATs and it did work for me once but I stopped since I got lazy) I didn’t focus on time or logic, I didn’t do anything but focus on what was happening in my imagination.

I lived in my daydreams and I paid no reaction to my shit 3D.

Reading your 4D and 3D post made me realize what the key for manifesting for ME was. I don’t know why lmao it just explains what the 4D and 3D is and how to change both, but it just changed my perspective and gave me instant overnight results. I wish I saw that post years ago when I started consciously manifesting. Maybe it would have clicked for me and I would have manifested my desires back then when I was struggling. Welp, doesn’t matter lmao I’ve moved on from the past.

💝 Thanks again to every LOA blogger here, I appreciate you all so much and if I could, I’d tip you all hundreds of dollars 💝

If anyone has any question, I’d love to answer :)

me reading this while listening to studio ghibli osts:

this … I don’t even have words. the way you made manifesting simple for yourself is so lovely? all you did was fall in love with your 4D and persisted in focusing on the 4D … you really said “fuck self concept, fuck these methods, fuck everything, I’m just gonna solely focus on my imagination cause imagination creates reality” 🪄

you are indeed correct, my 3D and 4D explanation post was not made to make ‘simple manifesting’ click for others (?) nor was it made to help others shift overnight hahaha — it was made to explain the main type of realities within manifesting (I got many, MANY asks of people wondering what the 4D / 3D was, how to change it, etc.) but damn, I’m glad my post somehow made ‘simple manifesting’ click for you!

I’m so happy reading this ໒꒰ྀི ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ ꒱ྀིა

thank you sm for sharing this amazing success and insight, beautiful anon. you should be proud of yourself! and thank you for offering to answer questions :’) you’re super duper sweet, love! I hope you had an amazing day/night so far, get some rest ^^ oh and thank you for the compliment!

how i manifested (+revised) my dream body ౨ৎ

This is my first post on my new account, though I am NOT new to the law and NOT new to loablr either. This post is specifically about how I manifested my dream body instantly with no technique besides knowing :)

PART ONE - the old story

In the old story, I was so fixated on my body and my weight all of the time, I was tracking my calories and weighing myself and my food obsessively and constantly gaining and losing weight. Back then, my beliefs were that 1) Excess food causes weight gain, 2) If I don't track my food and weigh myself, I will become too fat/skinny, and 3) There is something wrong with my body, and I need to diet/exercise to fix it.

Noticing these beliefs were key to changing the way I viewed food and my body, and therefore changing how I knew food to effect me and how I knew my body to be.

When I was overweight, I knew my body was too big, I knew I was eating too much, I knew excess calories made me gain weight. When I was underweight, I knew I had no appetite, I knew I was too bony, I knew that exercise makes you gain muscle which is why I had none, etc. I had to identify the limiting beliefs that made me know my body was a certain way.

PART TWO - writing the new story

Once I identified the beliefs that were holding me back and kept me from my goals ("I know I eat too much, even if I affirm I'm skinny, I'm still going to gain weight."), I could then change them. I wrote down a list of these beliefs, like I did above, and came up with reversals. For example;

"I overeat, so I will gain weight" -> "Calories aren't even real, so I can eat whatever I want and stay the same weight."

"I eat junk food, so I'll never be skinny" -> "I love how fast my metabolism is, I can eat junk all day and still stay so skinny." or "Junk food is just like other foods. Raspberries can't make me fat so neither can hamburgers."

"I don't exercise enough to be toned" -> "It's crazy how I'm naturally so toned and fit without trying."

The key for me was changing key beliefs that kept me dieting and exercising to lose weight, to sever the tie between calories consumed and weight, and hours exercising and muscles. These are limiting beliefs. We literally create our reality. Not ice cream, not soda and chips, none of that can overcome YOU as a divine creator. It sounds silly when you spell it out like that, doesn't it?

PART THREE - how i did it

Okay, now we understand that the secret is to change the rules of our own reality to allow us to know a higher truth (my higher truth? I am a skinny legend). So how do we put this into practice?

All you have to do is know. You set these rules, so you know they are true, reality is bound to them. You must know you are successful, know that reality is in the 4d, and feel truly satisfied in that realm. You can do this using whatever method you need to, but personally, I just knew deep within me that I was my ideal weight, and that nothing could change that, that is simply the reality, that is simply the way things are. I thought about old pictures I took of myself, and remembered how skinny I looked in them, I thought about the last time I saw my friends and how much littler they said I'd gotten, I thought about the last time I stood on the scale and how it read the exact weight I knew myself to be. And I just knew, deep within me, that was simply how things were.

And the last step, for me, was to feel truly joyful at this realization. To feel satisfied it came into fruition. Without seeking confirmation, because I already KNEW.

And what do you know? Pictures of myself in my phone from weeks ago, they were my ideal body. The girl I saw in the mirror when I stood up from my meditation? She had my ideal body. My clothes? XS and S, all of them. I had revised my ideal body all the way back to the day I bought them. And confirmed this by checking pictures I took in the dressing room.

I'm telling you right now it is possible if you know in your heart you've always had your desire. It's always been fulfilled within you. You make the rules because you are a divine creator. Nothing outside of you can change what you know to be true.

That's all for now ౨ৎ

HUMAN EXPERIENCE & GODLINESS

it doesn’t matter what you’re going through in the 3D. as long as you’re fulfilling your desires in imagination..YOU’RE GOOD! never ignore your 3D because it is your creation, good or bad. the whole “ignore the 3D” is dead to me. you are GOD, but you’re also a human experiencing life on earth. therefore, never ignore what’s happening right in front of you. you are meant to BE your inner self and IDENTIFY with the inner man. but you’re also meant to LIVE this human experience!

“how am i supposed to internalize the fact that i’m rich in imagination when i’m behind on rent?”

…like i said you’re supposed to live your 3D life. so do what you gotta do to make ends meet. BUT remember your true self; the inner self. that self isn’t struggling with rent, they’re not running left and right to come up with money. that self is sitting back and relaxed because they know that rent is taken care of.

3D -> working multiple jobs to make ends meet.

4D -> relaxed & at ease because ends are already met.

as long as you continue to return to state of mind that you’re at ease because everything’s fine, it’ll materialize super quick! i promise you that!

“how do i internalize that i already have my dream appearance when my family constantly points out my flaws?”

…go within. in imagination you don’t have any physical flaws, you’re perfect. it doesn’t matter that your family is pointing out your flaws. all that matters today, tomorrow and next week, is that you returned to imagination and continued to fulfill it. you keep doing that persistently and it’ll materialize quickly.

3D -> family is a hater and keeps pointing out physical flaws.

4D -> you ARE your dream appearance and you look perfect.

so always remember your true self! the 4D, imagination, consciousness. that’s GOD, that’s you!

for years and years and years i’d “try” to manifest my desired appearance and everytime i saw my reflection id get so anxious and sad thinking “this isn’t working for me! i am still ugly. why do i still look like this…” etc…

recently i started reading neville and focusing on my sc. girl, i am in peace now! i finally realised that what i’m seeing in the mirror is just an old manifestation/the old story. i stopped ignoring it and stopped giving it importance instead because the mirror is an old assumption so why would i waste my time thinking about it?

what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself.

what happened since i live in my 4d:

- my nose getting gradually smaller and looking like i always desired it

- my hair is also getting darker with black and red strands in it! (before: dark blond/light brown)

- my teeth completely changed color. they had like a light yellow shade and it bothered me so much. now my teeth are completely free of stains and WHITE! LITERALLY PEARLY WHITE

- my acne and pimples are fewer with each day. the acne scars are completely gone and my skin is finally almost crystal clear.

in my 4d i am already the person who i always wanted to be so i’m just chilling because i know assumption will harden into fact and loa cannot fail.

❝ what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself. ❞

- YES! you said it PERFECTLY, thank you for stating that! ♥️

living in the 4D is the best way to live agh, this success story is amazing and I’m so happy to hear you finally got successes! continue chilling love, you’re right when you say assumption will harden into fact because the law cannot fail!

HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFE IN A WEEK

BACKSTORY

So I decided to fully immerse myself in "persisting" and fulfilling when I listened to Lonely one by LOVA because I spent around an hour just sobbing because I related to the song.

the week that I started was around Easter break and I was under the most amount of stress I have ever been through and I could see it the effects on my body

I was breaking out with huge pimples even though I was on accutane, I was averaging 2 hours of sleep a day every week for 2 weeks, my period had going on for 2 weeks, I was losing weight rapidly (was under 35kg:( ) my anxiety was at an all time high because I got harassed again(sexual assault victim). I used to have severe depression and have had multiple failed attempts of suicide. AND YES I WAS DESPERATE AS FUCK TO MANIFEST THIS DREAM LIFE OF MINE WHICH IS NO LONGER A DREAM

in the mornings I would be super anxious but I learned how to deal with it and get myself into the state super easily

HOW I DID IT

I GOT OFF TUMBLR: you know how many times I doubted myself only to realise I was doing everything right

I also read and listened to Edward Art MULTIPLE TIMES

Within a week of fulfilling and persisting, I had manifested my dream life. just like that. I woke up one morning and everything I had ever desired was right there. and it was super easy.

all I did was affirm(to remind not to get), visualise and feel. I would only do these methods if I wanted to, if I didn't I wouldn't.

Within a few days, the anxiety lessened so much and it started to feel natural. 

this was a question on Bambi's " how I manifested with hard circumstances " post which has now been sadly deleted but I remember copying this because it gave me hope at the time I copied it (don't hope, just know)

"But isn’t ranting “not letting the old story die out?” you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track.  I rant for 2% of my 24 hour days. The other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as “time” went on, it began to feel more natural and I felt more at ease. I held onto that feeling because I knew this was when I would get my desires and I did."

and that was when I knew I shouldn't give up and I just kept going even when I wanted myself to just get on tumblr and overconsume 

I actually nearly decided to see what I was "doing wrong". I clicked on one of Aphrodite's posts but I didn't read it. I just asked myself if I would look through it if I had my desires and I wouldn't and since I already have all of my desires I didn't.

Whenever the anxiety was too strong and I could feel the frustration and desperation building up, I would just rant and it helped me calm down and get back into the state super easily.

why?

because STATES MANIFEST THOUGHTS DON'T

which is why you can rant.

you know how many FUCKING DOUBTS I had, but I didn't even give them attention coz they didn't deserve any and how many times I wanted to just give up, but I was like NO, STFU, I DON'T WANNA LIVE MISERABLY ANYMORE and now I'm not :)

The affirmations I used:

It is done

I am living my dream life

I am in my desired reality

The 3d will conform as long as i keep persisting

Imagination is the real reality

I also daydreamed, but since imagination is the real reality they were real

WHAT I MANIFESTED

- desired appearance

- name change

- family change

- skills (drivers licence etc)

- apartment and furniture

- wealth

- a bunch of random materialistic things

- desired friend group (I absolutely love them!)

- desired uni and always getting good grades

- outfits from pinterest

and a bunch of other things

- I also ended up manifesting an sp without even knowing and he's pretty much I everything I scripted him to be(scripted a year ago because I didn't really care for a relationship) but this happened before I manifested my dream life

after a year and half of being on loablr I finally manifested my dream life. and you can too

(there was probably over 100 things I wanted but I realised what I want is not much, nothing ever is when you know about loa and yes, i was super desperate)

you don't need anymore information other than @angelsinluv states post and fulfillment challenge

you shouldn't ever be stressed or worried while manifesting whatever you want, because you wouldn't stress if you had it

TAKE YOUR TIME

YOU GOT THIS

HOW I MANIFESTED MY PENTHOUSE

as most of you know i manifested a penthouse, such a beautiful penthouse and the plot twist..the penthouse never existed! i had trouble looking for a penthouse i actually liked and resonated with so i thought..why not create my own? i am the god of my reality after all

so the first thing i did was finding my aesthetic and the actual theme i want for my penthouse and creating a pinterest board, this part is really not necessary at all, i only did this for pure fun.

after that i just said to myself..THATS IT! once i declared that my penthouse was mine, it was mine. the moment i said it. what else is there to do? nothing else to do now, its done! CREATION IS FINISHED.

a few days later like literally 2-3, my boyfriend’s dad came and sat me down about this beautiful penthouse in London and he showed me pictures and it was exactly like the one i wanted.

all i did was remind myself that i am GOD. there is no one around me to tell me that im anything BUT! i create my life and i will do what i want and i will have what i want, i will become stubborn and i wont take no for an answer, no matter the circumstance, no matter how many times i have to “retry”, i am getting what i want.

this is kinda short but oh well