was bashed over the head with symptoms this morning. breakthrough bleeding, back, shoulder and hip pain, cramps, nausea.
i hate new meds! i hate being in pain and not being diagnosed.
I have a lot of strange dreams, but this one was particularly weird.
I was at an arcade with my family, and in the back corner I saw a Sailor Moon game. I went over and played it, and it was like nothing I've ever seen before. It was owned by Disney (as shown by the opening trailer) and was about a Sailor guardian named Sailor Sun and Stars. She was about Chibiusa's age, with gold hair. As I played the game, the dream shifted until I was Sailor Sun and Stars. S&S was fully conscious of the fact that she was in a game, and was playing it backwards to try and find a cure for her very sick best friend (sort of a Hotaru stand in).
sometimes it’s me and my heating pad against the world
Aphrodite Anadyomene wants to teach you to rise from the turbulent sea.
Aphrodite Antheia wants to teach you to appreciate the way every flower is different and beautiful.
Aphrodite Apatouria wants to teach you how to defeat your enemies without risking your safety.
Aphrodite Areia wants to teach you to pick up your sword when you have to.
Aphrodite Kallipugos wants to teach you to love the way your body curves.
Aphrodite Despoina wants to teach you to be regal and just even if you don’t wear a crown.
Aphrodite Gamelioi wants to teach you that you can and should marry the one that you love.
Aphrodite Melaenis wants to teach you to embrace your darkness in a healthy way.
Aphrodite Nikephoros wants to teach you to chase your dreams.
Aphrodite Pandemos wants to teach you to use your gifts to unite people.
Aphrodite Ourania wants to teach you that you don’t have to be a dainty virgin to be heavenly.
Aphrodite Praxis wants to teach that sex is a beautiful thing and we shouldn’t be ashamed of it.
Aphrodite Pontia wants to teach you to move with the grace of ocean waves.
Aphrodite Xenia wants to teach you to be hospitable to strangers.
Aphrodite wants to teach you so much more than how to be beautiful. She wants to teach you to love yourself and others. Truly, freely, beautifully. Listen to her.
I hate the sound of babies crying, but I can't hate a baby. They've been here for like five minutes and approach this situation with an unhesitant attitude of "my needs are unmet and I am going to make it everybody's problem", and I respect that.
too many ppl who know nothing about Filipino folklore n culture r talking shit about my ate. she’s based off of the manananggal, which you can compare to the European vampire, if that helps you understand it better. although, i’m reluctant to mention that becuz some ppl, who choose to be ignorant, currently hold the view that she’s just an Asian-colored vampire mishmash monster. she is not. other than the fact that she manages to exist at all, here are some details i appreciate about her.
first, she has a face that looks like my family’s. that’s my lola’s nose. that’s my mom’s birthmark. shit, those are my uncle’s cheekbones. the headpiece features jasmine, our national flower. the translucent petals are cool.
second, you can display her in two pieces, split by the torso. its not just a “cheap gimmick” you ignorant pos. at nightfall, the manananggal severs itself in two, leaving behind a vulnerable lower half while its upper half hunts for nourishment - blood, raw hearts, livers, fetuses. the red fringe represents her dangling intestines, hanging loose as she flies after ripping her body apart. the string detail is on the skirt for consistency, but also, intestines are long as fuck? why wouldn’t they also hang from the bottom, assuming they also get split in half.
while we’re on the outfit, the top is an extremely traditional (Spanish colonial, ugh) style in both fabric and shape. i have attire that looks exactly like it, minus the monster high red foil pattern. the tiny, “woven” sleeve cuffs are a nice touch. the earrings and bracelets look to be woven palm too, but aren’t as effective in plastic. the bottom half skirt is quite a bit shorter than is traditional, and the heels higher. it’s a monster high doll.
most accurate would be barefoot, tbh. but you guys would riot, and again, its a doll. actually, the shoes reference a lot from Filipino culture. the heel is a coconut tree overlooking a kubo, a one-room stilt hut built with natural materials such as bamboo and palm, and specifically made to be remade as necessary. the sole is “wooden”, also an accessible material of which some shoes were made with. it is attached by braid to what looks to be a straw strap. also not unusual for a shoe.
her fan and wings feature embroidery, and if you look closely at the latter, you will see a thin and delicate flora design in between the spider web pattern. this is extremely reminiscent of calado, a type of traditional hand embroidery akin to lace that is difficult as fuck. a dying art, btw.
i didn’t wake up looking to ride this hard for a plastic woman lmao. but if you’re gonna come for her, it better be because of the fluorescent green in her colorway and not because you don’t know what you’re talking about. honestly, a lot of Filipinos are just happy to be considered and celebrated. “wins” like this mean everything. maybe it’s not good enough for your collection, but now you know more about my culture than you would’ve gone out of your way to. and that’s good enough for me.
Your age, your size, or the shape of your face does not matter. Everyone can agree that cardboard box is fun
Tempura Shrimp Amigurumi by i crochet things
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